I'm Sorry

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He opens the door to her room, and all he sees is her tear-stained face, and her eyes filled with mixed feelings. He opens the door, and he doesn't know how to tell her that he loves her, and he is also sorry. He never meant to hurt her, but he did, in the end and now, she is sitting at that corner and staring into his eyes, telling him that he was selfish, and didn't think about her at all. 

"I'm sorrry," he blurted out the three words, that seemed to hard to tell and to just spill it out. She tightened her lips hardly, not knowing whether to forgive him, or to carry on to hate him.. 

Foreword

[ A/N ] this storyis a sudden one, and especially with all these crazy news that are going around with Luhan leaving EXO, i couldn't believe it at first. i thought that it were just rumours, and everything will be fine. like jessica's leaving will the last one from SM, but no. when super junior's leeteuk spilled that there will be more, i thought he might be lying or something like that. but no, he was right. there is more, and now, it is luhan's turn. i thought that the news created about him leaving and filing a court case is fake, but when reading the news, it all assemebled in my head, that indeed, luhan is the next member to go. and it was right then, when my heart really broke. kris' leaving, i wasn't that emotional but i was still sad. i cried when kris left, he left is yifan, and didn't came back anymore. i cried for that. but now, when i looked at the news before me, and that is when i broke down. luhan's isn't my number one bias or anything, but he was the first one in EXO to actually bring me right into that fandom, and i never left since then. he is the first EXO member that i began to follow, and crazily just become a fan of him. his leaving, to those who are hardcore fans of Luhan, and also EXO, we can understsand the pain of our favourite idol leaving. it is like, something in us just broke, and the feeling is hard to describe. Luhan is a perfect man, not totally perfect, but near there. he is different in everything, and his leaving, is really shocking. however, as an EXO-L, don't you think that instead of like crying and begging Luhan to stay, why not just let him go and still support him, not as EXO's Luhan, but Luhan himself. even though, he is going to leave, he will always be EXO's Luhan to us, but when he leaves officially, why not just support him with his own solo career and everything? let's try to at least smile for him, and support his decisions like how Yixing did. he supported Luhan whole-heaartedly, and he even said that he will wait for the day to stand on the same stage with luhan. so, let's wait with Yixing to wait for that day when Luhan stands on the stage again with the others. his leaving might be sad, but hey, let 's do this for him. he isn't happy with SM, and all the that the company is doing, and wants to leave, we should support him. and, if Yixing can support him, so can we as his fans. 

and if this time, if like other members post pictures like hinting that Luhan is a traitor or something, this is it. i mean, remember the time when they posted pictures, and the captions were harsh and cold to Yifan, i confess, my love for EXO dropped. it is like they couldn't support their own member, and in fact, even called him a traitor. maybe yifan is wrong in not informing s or something, but at least, shouldn't they empathise with him? indeed, we don't know the whole truth and everything, but as a a group, with the slogan of 'We are ONE!', i honestly don't see how ONE they can be. this time, i am going to support Luhan forever, and always. despite the fact that EXO is now left with 10 members, at least they were 12. and one more thing, i honestly hope that SM will just crash. if not, Lee Soo Man comes back, and fires the CEO. done. wouldn't that be better? SM idols are treated like slaves, or puppets, earning the money for the company. but honestly, just look at them. how happy they are? rushing with comebacks, and everything, selling albums just to earn profits, and now, when each idol leaves the entertainment, SM's profits crash further, when they leave. maybe, 2014 is a bad year for SM, but who knows, it might is a better year for those idols who left. :") so, let's support Luhan and who knows, maybe he debuts as a solo artist or something. you never know, like how we never knew about Yifan and his prospering career. #SupportLuhanForever <3 

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rhon671
#1
Chapter 1: And I can't get enough of your stories ;) Seohan, Love it ;)
Another up vote from me!
watchamasoshi #2
Chapter 1: I also love SeoHan very much and I am thankful that there is someone like you - a wonderful author who writes about SeoHan. Thank you :))
Asami_Shion #3
Chapter 1: I love your fics, author~him<3<3
Please make more Seohan fics!!
gina_strawberry08 #4
Chapter 1: Please keep making seohan fics author~nim!!
NanaJin
#5
Chapter 1: I Love All Your Story... SEOHAN Hwaiting,!!!^^~
Seororo_Hannie #6
Chapter 1: I love SeoHan as well♥ I love them like ALOT! Everyday i spend my time watching videos of them , the way Luhan stares at her like OMG haahha!

I really miss them... You know even though there will be no more Seohan moments in SmTown, that doesn't mean Seohan will be gone.. We can still pray for them, this is not the end guys! Come on! Lets pray for them to be together one day^^ My only wish is that i want the best for them♥

Luhan is in China and Seohyun is in Korea, they are only in a different country not in a different world right? Seohan can be real if we keep on supporting them and pray for them :) If they are meant for each other, i believe they will meet again. Sooner or later♥

Love can wait right? Keke^^
luhangurl0302
#7
Chapter 1: omg this one is so cool!!!!! the feels. i can't stand with the feels T.T
GirlsGeneration9 #8
This short story brings my mood up so much. After all the news that came out, i just felt really exhausted, so thank you for a great oneshot! The whole story was so emotional and my feels were just snfjdkskfkdl lol. Keep fighting author!!
deersdawn
#9
Chapter 1: OMG YOUR STORY NOOOOOO MY HEART T______T i cried omg. ugh precious seohan. this hurts more when you listen to only u while reading LOL. oh my babies :(
Seohanlluseo #10
Chapter 1: I cryed i literally cryed!