IMPORTANT NOTES :

Taeeun  =  Taemin in Naeun's body

Naemin  =  Naeun in Taemin's body
 

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Naemin's POV

 

"WHAT HAPPENNED?? TAEMIN!!"

Onew rushed into the room with Key, Jonghyun, and Minho, just to found Naemin sitting in the corner with gloomy face.

"What happenned Taemin? Why are you screaming like that?"

"I'm fine.. just, just a nightmare oppa.."

"OPPA?"  the boys asked in unison.

"I, I mean hyung, don't worry hyung, i'm okay, everything is fine really."

They sighed and Minho pulled her up while said,

"You're really made us panic, because you're awake already let's have a breakfast!"

Minho put his arm to Naemin's neck and dragged her away with the others. Suddenly Taemin's phone ringing, Naemin took it and read a message,

Taemin : annyeong Naeun-ah~~~ ^^

Naeun : OPPA!! WHAT HAVE YOU DONE THIS TIME?? HOW CAN THIS HAPPENNED?? *%*%$$))(#@##*

Taemin : We should meet and talk, how's your schedule this morning? Shinee have a fanmeeting at 10 this morning so I could sneaked out for a while.

Naeun : We also have a fan meeting at 10, well where shall we meet?

Taemin : MBC rooftop, right now, see you there Naeun-ah ;)

Naemin sighed and put the phone back into her pocket, but when she lifted her head she saw Shinee members looked at her with weird face,

"Wae? What's wrong hyung?"

"Why do you reply your message with aegyo like that?"

"Eh?"

"Yeah, biting your lips, sighed, and typing with two hands like that, just like a girl."

Naemin's heart seemed to stop when she heard Key's words but she just laughed to cover it. After breakfast she immediately change her clothes. But Jonghyun stopped her at the door,

"Taemin! Why are you wearing my shirt?"

"This is your shirt? Uh I mean, let me borrow it today hyung!"

"Hey! You're wearing my shoes too!"

 

 

 

 

At MBC Rooftop, Naemin's POV and Taeeun's POV

 

Naemin waiting with anxiety and annoyance. She couldn't stop thinking and wonder why is this happenning. She walked, but her steps stopped when she looked at the window and saw her own reflection. She touches the glass and caressed Taemin's face. She could see Taemin's body grow taller and more muscular. He is really become a man now. He sure changed a lot. A person that she missed the most now right in front of her eyes, but maybe he already happy and forget about her...

Naemin immediately shake her head and tried to shoo away the pain,

No! You have to be strong Son Naeun! Stop feeling sorry for yourself! You're stronger than before!

"Woah it seems you came first."

Taeeun suddenly appeared behind Naemin and Naemin screaming loudly.

"Oppa! You're shocking me!"

Taeeun took her hand while dragging her to the nearest chair and table,

"Come on, we need to talk."

They both sit facing each other eventhough Naemin avoid his gaze. Then Taeeun asked her seriously,

"Naeun-ah are you really erase my number and don't keep it anymore?"

Naemin's mouth dropped open and she said in a disbelief tone,

"Our souls are switched, you're in my body and I'm in your body, and the first thing you asked is a phone number things?"

Taeeun sighed and scratching his head. Suddenly Naemin looked very shocked,

"Wait a minute.. oppa, are you.. are you take a shower and went to the toilet this morning?"

"Of course."  Taeeun answered innocently and then Naemin's eyes teared up as she started to cry. Taeeun instantly panicked and said,

"Naeun-ah don't cry with my body, please, please, please, I never cry and..."

It's too late, Naemin immediately burst of tears, she covered her face with both of her hands and shouted,

"I'M NOT A ANYMOREEEEEEEE!! YOU'RE JERK TAEMIN OPPA!!!"

Taeeun's mouth dropped open, he could not believe what he had seen and heard, and especially he feel a little bit weird seeing his own face and body sobbing like that.

"Wait, what have I done?"

"If you take a shower you would have seen my whole body right?? You're jerk!! ert!! I HATE YOU!!"

"Naeun-ah I'm not even have a thought about that, but I promise no matter what happenned I will take a responsibility okay? Moreover, If I'm not take a bath and going to the toilet how I'm gonna do all of your activities today? You're just the same, right?"

"I just want to get back into my own body, I hate all of this, I.."

Taeeun wiped her tears away with his fingers and said,

"Ssssh.. don't talk like that, everything's happens for a reason. Look, we'll do our best today, only until midnight, I promise you, everything will be okay."

"Why is this happenned to us oppa?"

"Maybe it's because of me.."

"WHAT. HAVE. YOU. DONE. TAEMIN. OPPA?"

Taeeun seem a little bit afraid with the angry Naemin and said,

"Well, yesterday morning Shinee had a music video shooting on Jeju Island and I went to the tree, the tree where we used to shooting We Got Married, and I prayed that I just want to be with you. But I swear, I'm not asking to switch our soul like this."

Naemin instantly silent, she don't want to tell him that she went to Jeju Island too. In fact she quite surprised but she hide it well. She didn't want to discuss it further and they walk to the exit door, but suddenly Taeeun hugged Naemin from behind and said,

"I miss you so much Naeun-ah."

Naemin looks stiff, she is not moved at all but later she push Taeeun body and said,

"I have to go now."

Naemin went while Taeeun watching her sadly. When she arrived at Shinee's dorm, the cellphone ring and Naemin read a message,

'I miss you so much. I really do. Taemin.'

 

 

 

 

At The Fanmeeting, Naemin's POV

 

"Thank you oppa! Keep fighting!"

A fan named Dakoda cheered Naemin and she smiled back. Naemin smiled at the cute bento that she made for Naemin. Naemin put it near her personal belongings, she can't wait to eat it later. The fanmeeting event is quite tiring but she is trying her best to become Taemin. Fortunately she memorized Taemin's signature style. Her thoughts were interrupted when she saw a beautiful girl with a ponytail standing in front of her and looked straight at her,

"Oh I'm sorry, what's your name?"

"Dinaru-chan."

"Okay dinaru-chan, stay healthy and take care of yourself okay? Here's my sign."

The girl accept it with pleasure, then she reached out Naemin's hand and said,

"Please protect Naeun unnie well Taemin oppa."

Naemin quite surprised with the girl's bold statement, while the girl's eyes looked at her sincerely, without fear or uncertainty. Feeling the girl's sincerity, Naemin's smiled, shook her hand more tightly and said confidently,

"Sure, I will."

The girl smiled broadly and went away. Naemin looking down as she unfolded the paper that secretly given by that girl when they shaking hands, and she read her message,

'We taeunians always support and believe in you and Naeun unnie as well, stay strong and keep fighting for Taeun couple! ^^'

Naemin smile and feel the warmth in her heart. Apparently not everyone hate her relationship with Taemin.

Few minutes after that a group of young mother come while carrying their little children and suddenly they become noisy. They apologize all the time but Naemin said calmly,

"It's okay, I love kids anyway."

Moments later those children already close with Naemin and all the fans looked at Naemin in amazement. Naemin teasing those children, laughing together happily. All the children trying to get closer to Naemin and ask her attention all the time in a spoiled ways, while Naemin talk to them patiently. The boys looking at Naemin as if it was a miracle. Key whispered to Onew,

"He's really weird today, since when he can handle kids like that? Doesn't he always make the kids crying?"

 

 

 

 

At The Fanmeeting, Taeeun's POV

 

"Kim Tae Ha give the paper right now! Let Naeun unnie sign it!"

But that boy stared at Taeeun with a frown. He holding the paper and markers right in his chest. Taeeun smiled and said,

"Come here handsome boy."

"No, you're not yeoshin unnie."

Hearing that his mother saying,

"I'm really sorry my son usually doesn't act like this, Kim Tae Ha say you're sorry! Where is your manner!"

But that boy went away and his mother chasing him while yelling something to her son. Taeeun just laugh nervously even though in his heart he cursed the boy. Then an uncle fans arrived with a bouquet of red roses and give it to Taeeun,

"For you Son Yeoshin."

"Oh thank you so much ahjusshi."

Although smiling Taeeun looked annoyed because that nasty uncle fans staring at her legs and , with annoyance Taeeun asked,

"Is there something on my legs and my ahjusshi?"

The uncle fans seemed surprise at being caught then he said nervously,

"Nothing Naeun-ah, I just noticed that you look good in blue uniform."

Taeeun snorted and fortunately the nasty uncle fans went away.

What a ert uncle fans, Taeeun mumble in his heart.

Time break was given to Apink and the fans seemed dissapointed to wait another hour to meet Apink.Bomi nudge Taeeun and said,

"Naeun-ah what's happenned with you today? It's so unusual seeing children crying and avoid you? Tae Ha is the 12th child who refuse your signature today, didn't you tell me that you like children?"

"Of course I like children! Ummm today, it might be because of.. because.."

Taeeun trying to find a good reason while Bomi looked at him curiously,

"Because of what?"

"Because.. because.. aigoooooo! My stomach huuuurrtt!! I need to go to the bathroom!"

Taeeun run as fast as he could while Bomi shook her head. Taeeun grumbling and ran into the bathroom but then..

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!"

"UWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!"

There are screaming voices of man and woman, the woman of course Taeeun's voice.

"I'm sorry! I went to the wrong bathroom!"

Taeeun immediately ran out from men's bathroom while cursing why he forgot he was in a female body, he grumbled to himself,

This building really annoyed me, how could man and woman bathroom in a different hall like this!

Taeeun immediately find the women's bathroom, but in a corner of the hall he heard moans and crying sounds,

"Shut up! Don't make me hurt you!"

"Ahjusshi please stop! I.."

PLAKKK!

"I SAID SHUT UP!!"

Taeeun saw the ert uncle fans is harassing a young girl and Taeeun's anger exploded. He took a fire extinguisher and hit the back of uncle fans repeatedly without doubt,

"LET HER GO YOU BASTARD!!"

The uncle fans turned away in anger but his anger instantly vanished when he saw who hit him,

"Son.. Yeoshin?"

"Say goodbye to your perfect nose."

KRAK!

A voice of something broken echoed in the hall. Taeeun hit his nose in a straight punch. The uncle fans are screaming in pain and blood dripping from his nose. The noise brought a few staff coming to their place. As if not enough Taeeun holding his collar, lifted him and hit him into the wall.

The staffs who were going to separate their fight suddenly move back with the sight of calm and small Son Naeun raised a large man whose weight nearly 3 times her body furiously. Some of the staff even took a photo of that incident.

"IF I EVER SEE YOU HARASSING THIE GIRL OR ANYONE ELSE AGAIN, I WILL MAKE SURE THAT YOU'RE NOSE IS NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT DISABLED!!"

Then Taeeun kicked his with knees and make him screaming and falling down. Some male staff directly holding their s with a hurt expression. Taeeun remembered something and said,

"Oh yes, wait a minute!"

Then he ran back into the room and took the rose bouquet

"Oh unnie you already.."

But Taeeun immediately slammed the door behind him and went away. Hayoung who were going to call him asked Chorong,

"Chorong unnie, what happenned to Naeun unnie?"

Chorong just shrugged and sighed,

"AND THIS IS YOUR ROSE BOUQUET! TAKE IT BACK! I DON'T NEED IT!"

Taeeun throw the roses right in front of the man whose still in pain, then he walked away, but one minutes later returned,

"Wait, I forgot to take your picture."

He crouched down and take a fwe photos of the uncle fans. Then he went back to his room, leaving the staff amazed at him. Taeeun intends to keep that photo to warn Naeun about this crazy guy. While he was busy with Naeun's phone, Taeeun slipped and fell from the stairs, he felt his head is really hurt and then everything went black...

 

 

 

 

Shinee's Dorm, Naemin's POV

 

Naemin pouted all the way home and when he got in the dorm Jonghyun said in annoyance,

"Taemin what the hell with your face? Don't make this as a big problem!"

"YOU KISSED ME!!"

"I'VE TOLD YOU I DIDN'T DO IT ON PURPOSE!!"

"May I take a picture of you two kissing oppa? Just pretended pleaseeeeeee."

At the fanmeeting a fan with thick glasses asked this strange request to Jonghyun and Naemin. Naemin feel hesitant but Jonghyun said yes without hesitation. Whenever Jonghyun's face approaching Naemin, her face will move back until Jonghyun hold Naemin's head in annoyance and make some fans screaming,

"What the hell are you doing Taemin-ah? It's just a fanservice! Do it like we used to do on stage!"

Jonghyun coming fast but Naemin move back faster, and because it's too backward she lost her balance and her body is falling while Jonghyun tried to hold her,

BRUK!

Their chairs falls upside down and Jonghyun fall right above Naemin, kissing her lips.

CLICK!

"Aigooooo!! Thank you oppa!! It's was exactly what I wanted!!"

The girl screaming with delight and went out happily.

"Stop it right there, Jonghyun, you should apologize sooner, and Taemin, don't be too sensitive, you know Jonghyun didn't do it on purpose."

Onew finally compose both of them,

"But still.."  Naemin still grumbling

"Why did you're so sensitive like a girl since morning? I didn't even want to kissed you anyway."

When preparing her attack, Key commented,

"Why do I feel like seeing a lovers who were arguing?"

Both Jonghyun and Naemin staring at Key with annoyance and then sit back. Then Minoh manager made an announcement,

"Today our schedule only fanmeeting and music show in SBS building, Korean Vogue magazine photoshoot for this afternoon was postponed because the photographer was unavailable, so you guys are free until this afternoon."

The boys immediately jumped with delight and laughing at each other. Suddenly Taemin's phone ring and Naemin read the message,

Taemin : Naeun-ah, how was your day as Taemin?

Naeun : Everything is smooth but tiring, how about you oppa?

Taemin : Me? Well, I did three things today

Naeun : Doing what?

Taemin : Miss you, miss you, and miss you ^^

Naemin snorted, half laughed and half annoyed with the message. Before she could reply Key clapped his hands and said,

"Hey! Shall we play a game?"

The boys become so excited and Naemin feel a little bit curious. They sat in circle and put on a Yut Nori game. Naemin casually reading the punishment that written in the paper, her eyes bulging when reading a sentence.

"REMOVE ALL CLOTHES EXCEPT BOXER?? ARE YOU INSANE?!"

Naemin shouted while pointing to the penalty. But Key ignore it while saying,

"Let him be, he acted like that because he afraid to lost."

"No, this time I will beat you all!"

Naemin confidently rolled up her sleeves while the boys cheering and teasing her. An hour later Naemin frowned, she looked at the board game in disbelief.

"So, you know your punishment maknae, you can remove all your clothes except boxer."

"No way."   Naemin stubbornly refused. The boys sighed as they locked their eyes to each other, and without warning they attacked Naemin until she fell backward. Minho hold both of her hands while Onew and Key hold each of her leg. Jonghyun standing above her and grinned.

"Let me go hyung!! It's not funny!!"

But they just laughed and Naemin started to feel scared

"Look! He is really scared!"

Jonghyun ped her pants and pulled it out. Naemin instantly screaming with all her might. It makes the boys jumped in surprise while Minoh manager burst into the room in panic and he really shock when he saw Naemin sitting in the dark corner, crying. The boys shocked to seeing that too. Minoh manager pointed Naemin in diseblief and asked,

"What's happenned to him?"

"We played Yut Nori and the loser has to remove all of his clothes except underwear. Taemin lost but he refused to do it so we force him to do it."

Onew explained the situation shortly. Then Naemin ran into her room, crying and slamming the door.

"What's wrong with Taemin? He is really weird today."

Minho looked confused but Jonghyun whispered to them,

"There is another thing that even not make sense at all about him."

The boys stared at Jonghyun with curiousity and he whispered with a pale face,

"He wears a pink boxer with a floral vintage pattern."

The boys gasped in shock and Key asked,

"He's not change into.. a gay.. right?"

And everyone become silent and pale until Jonghyun talk,

"Can I sleep with Onew tonight?"

Meanwhile in the room Naemin wiped her eyes with tissue and the tissue was thrown everywhere. Suddenly Taemin's phone rang. It's Kai.

"Yeo.. yeoboseyo?"

"Yo, Taemin! When are we going to meet! Have you finished your schedule?"

"It's finished already. Mmmm, meeting for what?"

"Didn't you say yesterday that you wanted to drink with me, Moonkyu, and Ravi?"

"Oh sorry I forget that, okay, I'll see you in an hour."

"Okay, see ya in the usual place!"

"Wait a minute! Where..."

But Kai has turned off the phone and Naemin stared at the phone screen while sighed,

"Where are they used to met?"

 

 

 

 

At KBS Building to Apink's Dorm, Taeeun's POV

 

Taeeun slowly opened his eyes and saw a lot of faces above her face,

"Chorong unnie! Naeun unnie is awake!"

"Naeun unnie, do you feel sick? Can you see us clearly?"

"Naeun-ah do you want to drink?"

Taeeun shook his head to avoid the crowds. He felt a little bit dizzy and when he touched his forehead he touched a bandage. Suddenly Jaehyo Block B and Dongwoon Beast rushed into the room,

"Naeun-ah, are you okay?"

"Naeun-ah, they said you fell from the stairs?"

Taeeun stared at Jaehyo in shock. Since when the hell Naeun close to this bastard? He knew that Jaehyo always chasing after Naeun even since she debuted, but he didn't know that they turned out quite close? Okay, now he can't help but feel really jealous and curious, how close they could be?

"I'm fine, don't worry about me."

Jaehyo and Dongwoon looked shocked by her cold tone because Naeun never talk like that,

"Aigoooo.. Naeun unnie didn't lose her memory, right?"

Namjoo asked worriedly, but Taeeun suddenly got an idea, he approached Chorong and said,

"Chorong unnie, I'm fine, let's go home, why are we all here today? We don't have any schedule for today right?"

The girls, Jaehyo, and Dongwoon shocked by Taeeun's statement, while Taeeun pretended to look at them confusedly. Then Namjoo said desperately,

"Oh my God, Naeun unnie really lost her memory."

One hour later...

Doctor Indri lowered her stethoscope and said,

"Miss Son Naeun suffered a small brain concussion after fall from the stairs. The bump apparently made her lose some of her memory, but not all of her memories."

"Is there any possiblity that she would be able to remember all of her memories again?"

"Sure, because I already check the brain scanning and nothing's serious, it's not a serious problem I assure you, miss Son only need to rest more."

"Chorong unnie, do we still have a schedule today? Can we return now to the dorm? I feel really tired."

"This afternoon we're going to perform in SBS Festival Music Month on SBS. Bomi and I have another schedule, so you and the others can go home first okay?"

Jaehyo tried to follow Taeeun but Eunji stopped him. Arriving at the dorm Hayoung Taeeun to the room. Suddenly Taeeun stared at Hayoung's ring and asked her,

"What ring is it? Is it yours?"

"It's Apink's friendship ring unnie, it's made especially for all Apink's members, as a proof of our friendship. Each member have it including you unnie, but you said you lost it yesterday."

A new realization hit Taeeun, so the ring that he found is belonged to Naeun? But how is that even possible?

"Yesterday morning, did we, did we go to Jeju Island?"

"Of course, yesterday morning we have a photoshoot at Jeju Island. But after that you dissapeared unnie."

"Dissapeared? to where?"

"You went alone to the tree where you were filming We Got Married, the tree where you and Taemin sunbaenim prayed together, remember that?"

His body trembled. He shut his mouth in disbelief. Naeun still love him. Naeun is his destiny. This fate. This is really fate. He asked Hayoung again,

"Hayoung, where is all the things that Taemin oppa gave to me? Why I can't find any of it in our room?"

"Do you really don't remember anything about Taemin sunbaenim unnie?"

"I remember that we joined We Got Married toegther and we started dating after that, and then we broke up, and after that I don't remember anything."

Hayoung bit her lip and asked her carefully,

"Do you.. do you remember that incident unnie?"

"What incident?"

"Nothing, there's nothing to worry about, forget it already and take a rest unnie. Three hours later we will go to SBS building."

Hayoung smiled nervously and hurriedly out of the room, but Taeeun become more suspicious. They hide something about Naeun, but what?

His thought were interrupted when he heard cellphone rings. He opened Naeun's cellphone with smile, hoping that it's Naeun who contacted him, but his smile vanished when she read the message,

Jaehyo oppa : Naeun-ah, how's your condition? Do you want to go out with me? If you want I can take you to your favourite restaurant =)

Taeeun reply with irritated feelings,

Taeeun : No need for that Jaehyo - sshi and from now on please don't meet me again. I don't want to see you anymore.

After that Jaehyo called Taeeun many times, and with annoyance Taeeun turned off the phone. Taeeun lying in bed with irritated, trying to shoo away his jealousy. Then with sullen face he threw Hayoung's basketball to the wall, unfortunately the ball was bouncing back right into his face and Taeeun groaning in pain.

 

 

 

 

Cafe Acepengu, Naemin's POV

 

"Taemin! Here!"

Naemin turned her head to the back seat in the cafe and find Kai waved to him. He sighed and walked towards Kai. Kai immediately laughed and embraced her while Naemin releasing her hug in a rush, fortunately Kai are not suspecting anything.

"What took you so long anyway? Ravi and Moonkyu just left already because they have another schedule."

Naemin laugh, she couldn't say that she got lost while looking for this place. The most funny things is this building is right behind the Shinee's dorm.

"Sorry I had something to di before coming here."

"Oh well, lets get something to drink, I already ordered gogi, you haven't eat right?"

Kai and Naemin immediately eat the gogi. Naemin saw some sauce near Kai's mouth and she smiled by herself, remember that Taemin also have the same habit everytime they eat gogi together. Without realizing it Naemin stand, took a tissue, cleaning Kai's mouth gently and said,

"You're eating like a little kid, look, there is some sauce in your cheek."

Kai saw him with a weird face and said,

"What the hell are you doing Taemin? You look like a gay by doing this to me."

"It's just between friends, you're thinking too much."

Naemin said casually as she patted Kai's back to hide her panic heart. Kai still gave him an odd looks but then he chose to ignore it and continue eating. Then an idea came in Naemin's head, then he summoned the waiter and said,

"Let's drink! I'll treat you!"

Naemin glanced at Taemin's wallet and said to herself, I'm sorry Taemin oppa

One hour later...

"I really don't understand woman! Yesterday she could be very sweet to me but today she ignored me like we never knew each other, it !!"

"Maybe she's just test your feeling?"

"For what? She's already know my feelings for her, but I never know how she felt to me!"

"Be patient, this, drink again."

"Why I'm the only one that had been drinking? It's already my ninth beer while you just drank five beers!"

Naemin just smiled and pretend to drink his beer. Kai really drunk, it was proven when he miscalculated the beer he was drinking. Actually Kai had drank 12 beers while Namin 2 beers. Naemin feel a little bit dizzy but she intends to find out about Taemin from Kai. Afterall Kai is Taemin's best buddies.

"Enough about me, how about you? Are you still thinking of Naeun?"

Kai's question make her stiffened for a while, she was waiting for this topic. Naemin give a small smile, drinking his beer and said,

"What do you think? Didn't I forget her already?"

Kai snorted and said,

"You? Forget her? I guess that won't be happen until you're old and rotten in your loneliness. You're just lying to yourself buddy."

"What do you mean?"

Kai stared at Naemin and laugh. It's not a happiness laught, instead it's a bitter and cynical laugh,

"If there was a man who died because of a broken heart, I will know that it's must be you buddy. Since you ended your relationship with her, you're not the same Taemin that I know. Your body may leaving her, but your heart never did the same."

Naemin teared up, but she forced to drink a sip of beer and said sarcastically,

"You're lying, didn't you remember few months ago when we got drunk and partying with es until morning? Didn't you remember when we become a headline on Dispatch?"

Naemin forced herself to recall the pain memories when she found the news. A few months after their separation, Korean entertainment world shocked by the news that some idols from SM Entertainment was proven to hired es. One of the idols are Kai and Taemin. The newspaper said that they had and alcohol party until morning. Naemin remember that she was so shocked by the news, and after the show with Apink, she fainted due to high fever and Jaehyo is the one who helped her. It was the beginning of their friendship. Jaehyo trying to get closer to her, but Naeun consider him as a friend.

Kai looked at Naemin sadly. For the first time his eyes filled with tears and he said,

"You idiot, you know that our company was spreading that stupid lies to cover up the truth."

"What, what really happenned Kai?"

"A few months after you separated with her, you've gotten worse. Our seniors feel pity for you and asked you to drink and call es so you can forget her. I'm coming with you and after drinking few bottles of wine, the es came. I admit that they are the most beautiful woman I've ever met and the seniors say that they are the most expensive. You start making out with one of them and she dragged you to another room, but a few minutes later I heard curses and sound of broken things from your room. Me and the seniors came out from our room only to find you extrude her from your room. You shouted that she is not Naeun and many things. That threatened that she would revealed the truth and made us both run. The company knows it's impossible to tell the truth to reporters, and let's not forget that no one knows your relationship with Naeun except the company and your closest friends. So they paid the es and spread the news that we have with them until morning, eventhough they were making out with the seniors and not us. The company said it was a better news rather than news that you've terribly brokenhearted with Naeun."

Her whole body trembled. She didn't expect all of this. Her chest felt tight and she couldn't breathe properly.

"If I love her so much like what you said, then why did I leave her?"

"Because they said they will hurt Naeun if you keep your relationship with her."

Naemin feel her heart stopped when she heard that,

"What.. what do you mean?"

"That day, when the company found out your relationship with Naeun, they force you to leave her. They said it's too dangerous for you and the company. You refuse and got fight with them, and they threatened to destroy your career, they threatened to disband Shinee, and also threatened to hurt Naeun."

Kai sipped his drink again and sighed,

"You left her, to protect both of her and Shinee. You didn't want Shinee disbanded because of your problems, and also to keep Naeun from danger. You said, you'd better surrender your life and happiness rather than something happenned to her."

Naemin didn't said anything, Kai looked at her and said,

"Why are you crying Taemin?"

Naeun didn't answer that, only tears were flowing endlessly. Kai sighed and patted her shoulder. After many years she finally got the answer. Taemin protecting her all this time. He sacrifice everything for her. Naemin wipe her tears. Although she know Taemin still love her, they won't be able to get back together. Because if they are getting together again, Taemin will get hurt.. So, this time, she will protect Taemin..

An hour later Naemin carried the drunk Kai to Shinee's dorm. The boys shocked by seeing them,

"Taemin! Why are you so drunk? Two hours later we have to perform on SBS!"

Minoh manager hurriedly take care of Naemin while the boys looking at her desperately. Minho broke the silence by saying,

"Seeing his condition like this how can we tell him that Apink also a guest star on that show?"

But no one could answer it.

 

 

 

 

SBS Building, Naemin's POV and Taeeun's POV

 

Taeeun checked the cellphone all the time. Naeun haven't replied his messages since few hours ago and it makes him feel worried. He had been told that Shinee will coming as a guest star as well. Right now they are waiting for their turn in Apink's waiting room.

"You look so enthusiastic Naeun-ah."   Bomi ,

"Shinee will be a guest star and maybe I'll meet Taemin oppa."

The girls are stunned at his statement while Eunji immediately closed and locked the door. The all become pale until Chorong move forward, holding both of Taeeun's shoulders and asked,

"Are you meeting him again Naeun-ah?"

Taeeun nodded and Chorong's face immediately panic,

"No, no, no! This shouldn't happenned! Didn't you remember what happen to you! If they find out.."

But Hayoung pulled Chorong's arm and whispered,

"Unnie, stop, Naeun unnie doesn't remember the incident."

Chorong looked shocked when she heard it, then she sighed and tried to smile at Taeeun,

"I'm sorry, just promise me, forget him okay?"

"What are you hiding from me? What incident are you talking about?!"

But all the girls become silent. No one dare to answer that. Even Namjoo and Eunji trying to holding back their tears,

"You don't need to remember that, this is all for your own good Naeun-ah."

"Stop it! Stop all of this! Please tell me what really happened!"

Suddenly out of nowhere, Jaehyo burst into the room. When he see Taeeun he walked to him and pulled his hand,

"Naeun-ah, we need to talk."

But Taeeun refuse his hand and said,

"There is nothing to talk about! Didn't I tell you to stop bothering me? I don't want to see you again!"

"But why? What have I done? Why'd you changed like this?"

"I love Taemin, I never stop loving him and I won't be able to love another man like I love him."

Jaehyo looked devastated to hear that. He paused for a while then laughed sarcastically without looking Taeeun,

"So it's all because of him again.."

Then Jaehyou ran out in fury. Taeeun hurriedly chase Jaehyo because he has some bad feeling about it while the girls chasing Taeeun. Jaehyo ran into Shinee's waiting room and opened the door furiously. As soon as he saw Naemin he attacked her like mad,

"YOU!! IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!!"

He shouted as he raised Naemin's collar and hit her to the wall repeatedly while Taeeun and the boys tried to stop him,

"JAEHYO!! FOR GOD'S SAKE STOP IT!!"

Taeeun yelled at Jaehyo but it seems that he didn't hear it at all.

"Why did you come back to her life again?! I don't care even you're a famous idol I saw her first! I like her first since she was debuted and I was supposed to joined We Got Married with her and not you!"

Naemin kicked Jaehyo and Jaehyo screaming in pain while release her. The girls pulled Taeeun backwards to protect him, Onew and Minho holding Jaehyo while Jonghyun and Key holding Naemin.

"You can't force her to love you Jaehyo, she only consider you as a friend."

"I can change her mind if only you don't come from the start, God knows how much I hate you Taemin."

Taeeun suddenly screaming and all eyes turned to him. He looked at Jaehyo and yelling,

"Why, why do you hate him so much Jaehyo? What have he done to you? He even barely know you!"

"I hate him, because he destroyed you."

"JAEHYO STOPPP!!"

This time Naemin screaming in frustation and trying to come to Jaehyo, but Jonghyun and Key hold her in confusion,

"Destroyed me? What are you talking about? I don't understand!"

"Because of your relationship with this bastard your directors were very angry to you. They force you to leave him. They said your relationship with him was a time bomb for your career, Apink, and company but you resist. They pushed you harder but you still holding on, until that day when Dongwoon called me to help you.."

"JAEHYO STOP IT!!!"

"That night, some angry directors burst into Apink's dorm, throwing all things from this bastard and destroyed your room. You're trying to protect the other Apink members but you got hit several times. Do you remember it makes you has to be hospitalized but the company said that you're being treated for exhaustion? And how they force you to keep dancing and singing eventhough you're sick until you fall unconsious and I helped you?"

Those words strikes Taeeun like a heart attack. He stared at Naemin. His heart compeletely destroyed. If he thought leaving her will hurt him the most, that pain was nothing to compare with this pain.. All this time, he tried to protect her, but still, she get hurt.. Naemin's tears fall heavily but she refuse to see Taeeun. Taeeun walk slowly until he standing right in front of Naemin, but Naemin still refuse to see him. And he talk with hoarse voice,

"Is that true? You got hurt because of me?"

It's so sad and painful to see those lovers like that, even Hayoung and Eunji can't help but crying, and so does Key, the boys are hurt too seeing their maknae suffered like that.

"Hey look at me, I'm talking to you my love."

Taeeun grabbed Naemin's face and force her to see him. Then he wipe Naemin's tears and said emotionally,

"I love you for all that you are, all that you have been, and all you're yet to be, but.. does it hurt you in a way that I don't understand? Does it not enough for our happiness?"

Choeong burst out crying hearing that, and cover her face with her hands. Her body trembled and she sobbing hard until Onew and Bomi trying to calm her down,

Naemin finally meet her eyes with Taeeun. For a moment they stare at each other. No words, no sounds, only tears fallings and the beating of two wounded hearts. She can feel how broken his heart is, just like her heart right now.. She closed her eyes, let the tears falling and holding his hand with her hand, before letting him go once again,

"Now you know why we can't get back together, our relationship will only hurt each other."

"That's bull! You know I can protect you! Don't you trust me?"

"It's not going to work, forget me, forget all of this."

Watching their sadness open Jaehyo's eyes. Even a stupid person can see how much they love each other. After all this time he just realized that Naeun's heart alread belonged to someone else, and it will never be him.. He wondered how his heart and eyes could be so blind. He accept his loss and walking out silently. At the same time a female staff came into the room and said,

"Ah there you are guys! Come on! Apink will soon appeared!"

She pulled out Taeeun and Apink members, but before walking out from the door Taeeun said,

"I won't give up on you. I won't give up on us."

Naemin didn't day anything. She didn't move at all from her spot. Her face remain cold and frozen, eventhough sadness written all over her face. She didn't even look back when Taeeun leave. The door finally closed and Shinee members embraced her in sorrow.

When they are getting ready to perform, Taeeun suddenly come to Chorong and said,

"Unnie will you help me?"

On the other place after Jaehyo and Apink leave the room, everything become silent. Naemin decided to come out from the room when Onew turn on the television and the host said that there will be a special solo performance from Apink's Son Naeun.

"Taemin-ah! She will have a solo performance! Don't you want to see her?"

Her footsteps stopped but she didn't even look back, she only said,

"No need for that hyung, everything between us is already over."

The Shinee members seemed depressed when they heard that. As she intends to get out of the room, her footsteps stopped when she heard the beautiful melodies. Love, That One Word that originally sang by Taeyeon SNSD.

 

 

Taeeun's beautiful voices make Naemin turned and walking back toward the television screen. With tears in her eyes, she touched the screen, touching Taeeun's face that clearly is shown there. Taeeun sing with all his heart. Trying to reach her heart once more. Trying to telling her what mouth can't say. In Naemin's eyes she saw a man the she loves the most, showing his heart, without lies, without pretending. It's all the real him, Lee Taemin who loves Son Naeun with all his soul...

Naemin finally break into tears. She covered with her trembled right hand while her left hand still touch the screen. The man who never cried in his life finally crying like a fool in front of the world because of her, because of his never ending love for Naeun. Because no matter how far they are separated, he still holding her in his heart. All her memories with Taemin bursting out from her heart. She can't pretend anymore. Because feelings that come back are feelings that never went away. Close together or far apart, he is forever stay in her heart..

Naemin fell to her knees, her whole body trembled, and she sobbing harder. Jonghyun and Key embrace her but she didn't stop crying, it's even louder than before, and sounded so heartbreaking until Key is crying as well. While Onew stared at the television and Naemin repeatedly. Suddenly he snapped backwards as he covered his mouth with trembling hands, looks like he shocked by something.

When Taeeun finished the song, everyone become quiet until a little girl clapping her hands and give her a standing ovation. At the same time, everyone in the studio also do the same. Some fans even cried to hear how he sang it emotionally. Some shawol and pandas even holding hands together and cheering Taeeun together. And when Taeeun looking back at the backstage, all the Apink members also smiling while clapping their hands, cheering him. Even the angry producer nodded his head to him. Feeling their support, Taeeun feels so touched, she bowed her body deeply and when stand up again, she stared right into the camera with tears falling in his face. He only hoped that the woman he loves understand the message,

Naeun-ah, can you feel my heart?

 

 

 

 

Apink's Waiting Room, Taeeun's POV

 

Taeeun sat in their room after the show, then the girls embrace him altogether. But this time he didn't have the power to refuse it. Some guest stars, fans, and producers already suspected that he sang it for someone, but he didn't care anymore.

"Do you think he would understand my message unnie?"

Chorong nodded, she smiling while wipe Taeeun's tears gently and said,

"Of course, if he still don't get it I will kick him!"

Taeeun and Chorong laughed together,

"Thanks unnie."  He said sincerely, but then Eunji shouted,

"NAEUN-AH!! SHINEE DOING THEIR PERFORMANCE NOW! THEY SAID IT'S A SPECIAL PERFORMANCE TOO!"

Taeeun and Chorong jumped in surprise, but quickly ran in front of the tv. Beast members, GNA, Apink members, and BTOB members have been waiting for Taeeun. They all smiled at Taeeun and told him to sit in front of the television.The music started, and it turns out they sing I'm Going To You which originally sang by Infinite.

 

 

 

Not as usual this time Shinee singing without their famous and complicated choreography, just enough to be themselves. They just sing it happily together and occasionally they will embrace each other, especially Naemin, and Naemin will hug them comfortably. The baloons falls from above and they throw some balloons to their fans happily, like children whose playing happily without worry about anything. At the end of the song Naemin staring straight at the camera, smiling brightly with her heart until her legendary cheekbones arise.

Yes, I can feel your heart Taemin oppa...

Taeeun covered with trembling hands and his eyes teared up. Hardly believing what he saw and heard. Naeun love him! Naeun still love him! Apink members squealing while embracing him and Taeeun laughing happily while staring into the screen. Even GNA embrace him tightly and said,

"No doubt that he's still into you dear."

Taeeun answered with a big smile. Then he looking at the clock and realized that it's 7 pm now. Taeeun smiled and turned to Chorong and the girls,

"Unnie, I need to go now."

Chorong smiled, gently Taeeun head and said,

"Be careful there, I'll handle the rest here."

Suddenly Taeeun hugged Chorong tightly. Chorong didn't expect the hug but then she hugged him back tightly,

"Thank you for everything Chorong, you're the second best leader that I've ever met. I will never forget all your kindness."

Chorong snorted while pinching Taeeun's cheeks and after that Namjoo, Bomi, Hayoung, and Eunji hugged Taeeun tightly. Then he take his bag and waved to the girls. He removes his makeup, changing his clothes, tie his hair into ponytail, wearing sunglasses, and went away.

 

 

 

 

Shinee's Waiting Room, Naemin's POV

 

Meanwhile, Shinee laughing and talking about many things in their waiting room,

"So are you planning to getting back together with Naeun again?"

Key asked Naemin seriously, Naemin smiled sheepishly and said,

"Yeah.."

Hearing that Jonghyun, Minho, and Key laughed and teasing Naemin while Onew smile mysteriously, he patted Naemin's shoulder gently and said,

"Congratulations, take care of him okay? Sometimes he could acts like a fool but he really love you, believe in him."

Naemin smiling but she felt a little bit odd in her mind. Why Onew's words seems like really adressed for her?

There was a knock on the door and someone comes in, turns out it is Chorong. Chorong's beautiful smile automatically make the boys stormed into Chorong without shame at all, except Onew and Naemin who sighed.

"Chorong-sshi, how are you? Wow, you really change a lot. Are you sure you're not angel who falls from heaven?"

"Chorong-sshi, where is Eunji? Why'd she is not coming too?"

"Chorong-sshi can I asked your phone numbers?"

But Chorong ignore them all and walked toward Naemin,

"This is from Naeun for you, she already gone ahead an hour ago."

Naemin opened the letter and the boys surrounded her in curiousity while Chorong smiled. She saw ticket's flight to Jeju Island at 9 pm today. Naemin look at the clock and it's 8 pm already. Naemin sighed and said,

"He's going insane."

 

 

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