LISTEN TO SUPER JUNIOR'S MY LOVE, MY KISS, MY HEART WHILE READING

Eomma was driving to our new house, she bought it from a family who moved to new york. She said it was a beautiful house, if only appa is here, he will be happy living together with us.

eomma: are you excited?
Me: *snaps out* ne, Omma! Super duper! *smiles widely*
Eomma:*chuckles* oh..you just look like your appa when you smile.
Me: chincha?!
Eomma: *smiles* ne, carbon copy of your father.. Oh here we are.

We entered the house, I was filled with awe.. It's like my dream house, i brought my things upstairs and opened my bedroom. My jaw dropped when I saw that theres a small library on it, a balcony, a king size bed and everything sky blue.

Eomma: do you like it?
Me: *slightly jumped* Aish! Mom! Stop scaring me!
Eomma: well...? Do you like it?
Me: I absolutely like.. No, LOVE it! *kisses eomma*
eomma: aww! I'm so glad that you like it, I'll just put fix my things, arasso?
Me: ne! *closes the door*

I fixed my things and took a shower, I changed my clothes and slammed myself onto my new bed, I closed my eyes when someone whispered to my ear

"what a beautiful lady lying on my bed.."

My eyes opened wide, I quickly sat up

me: who's there?!

".. Over here, At the balcony.."

I looked at the balcony and theres a guy sitting on one of the chairs

I quickly opened the glass door and let him in

_____: annyeong *smiles* I guess you're enjoying yourself here..

His smile gave me good vibes, It made me blush.. What a handsome guy it matched on his white shirt and pants, he looks like an angel.

Me: ah.. N--ne! I really love this room!
______: by the way, I'm lee donghae.
Me: *shakes his hand* I'm Park Kyuna. Nice to meet you.. Do you live here?
Donghae: ne! I live next to your house, we're neighbors!
Me: do you want some tea or something and how did you climbed on our balcony?
Donghae: No, it's okay, I dont drink anything much.. Oh, I have my ways.


Ever since that day, donghae always visits me, he always enter on my balcony, he's always wearing white and that Time, i had fallen inlove with him..

Donghae: hey.. *sats on the bed* leaving you balcony opened is a bad thing.
Me: why dont you use the front door like normal people do? *laughs* bad thing? You're the only one who can climb there, so why close it? *scans my favorite book*
donghae: *lie beside me* I want to tell you something..
Me: *looks at his direction* wha-what is it?

I stuttered, because our faces are inches away

donghae: kyuna..
Me: what? Dont make me wa--

he cut my sentence with a kiss, I dropped my book at the floor, I broke from the kiss and I told him to sat up, I kissed him again, but this time.. More sweet and passionate.

Donghae: *broke from the kiss* kyuna.. Saranghae.
Me: nado saranghae, donghae..
Me: I want you to meet my mom..
Donghae: I dont want to, I want to keep our 'relationship' a secret.
Me: wae?
Donghae: you will understand one day, but today, I wanna cherish my days with you.. *hugs me tight*
me: sure oppa, I will always understand *hugs him back*

days passed, the same routine is repeated again and again.. Well except for the flower and kissing thingy.. He always bring me flowers, white Roses were my favorite.

Me: Let's take a picture oppa!
Donghae: sure!

*snap*

me: aigoo! We look cute!

We took several pictures together, I was happy but at the same time, I feel guilty because my mom didn't know it.

Donghae's Pov:

I got out from her balcony when a light from the heavens shocked me

me: God.. I need more time with her..
God: I'm sorry, donghae.. I know she's your first love but I already given you 5 months with her and i think that's enough..
Me: father.. *kneels down* please give me one more day with her, tomorrow's her birthday and I will give her something.
God: Okay son, just fulfill your word.
Me: yes father.

Back to kyuna's Pov.

I woke up with a smile on my face, I checked my phone and I saw our picture together..

Donghae: *sings* happy birthday to you~
me: *turns around* donghae oppa! *hugged him* I knew you will the first one to greet me!
Donghae: *kisses me* as expected? Haha!
me:eww oppa, I haven't brushed my teeth yet!
Donghae: I dont care, I love you.
Me: *kisses his nose* I love you too!
Donghae: I have something for you. *hands me a book*
me: what's this?

I almost ripped the wrapper when he stopped me.

Donghae: Open it tonight. Arasso?
Me: .. Uh.. Okay!

He suddenly hugged me and he kissed me, but this time.. I felt something with his kisses.

The night came and I was waiting for him but for the first time he didn't come

I wondered why.. I walked back and forth and I remembered the book he gave to me

I opened it, It was an old diary.

I read it, and I realized it was donghae's

diary entry: December 13, 2003

I saw kyuna sitting ang chatting with her friends

as a queenka of our school, she's different. she's kind, funny and has a sense of humor

i wanted to confess to her but I think those kingkas courting her will laugh at me

as one of the nerd on our school, I was always been teased

but kyuna, always helps me with them, I really love her.. I wish..  she knew.

I read the diary, I realized that he was one of my classmates in junior high

he was the nerdy guy I helped on the canteen when leeteuk and siwon beat him up

his last diary entry was on January  2009

diary entry: january 13, 2009

the doctor said that i have cancer and I was given a month and 1 week to live

I cried on my mom's shoulder, I told her how painful for me to have not confessed to kyuna

it's been 6 years since I last saw her.. It was on junior high

she transferred to another school when she got on senior high..

I find and marry her but I have only a month and a week to live

I was shocked and cried, you mean.. donghae's dead for almost 2 years now?!

I fell on my knees and suddenly the balcony opened

I saw donghae standing with his wings

i ran onto him and hugged tight

donghae: I LOVE YOU, I WILL ALWAYS WILL..

My mission is now fulfilled, I can go back now to heaven.

I will watch you from above, I will guide you to a good life. please cheer up!

I looked at him and smiled

he kissed me for the last time and vanished

I closed the glass door and cried, I look at my phone's wallpaper

I saw only myself.. his figure vanished. I hugged his diary until I fell asleep

the next day, I woke up with a puffy eyes.

Its a beautiful day

I got downstairs and I saw my mom talking to somebody

eomma: oh! she's awake!

me: hmm? who's he--

I stopped when I saw the man who looked like donghae

eomma: I'll just get some snacks

she left me with this guy

he smiled at me and said

"God saw you having hard time last night, I was really upset.

he asked me if i want to go back to earth and live with you again but he said that

If I go back, We should live in his name, I said yes.. I dropped from heaven

my wings were cut off and I was alive again, I CAME BACK FOR YOU.. "

I was shocked and tears rolled from my eyes

I jumped and hugged him tight

donghae: kyuna, will you marry me?

I hugged him tight and gave him a kiss

he smiled and kissed my forehead

me: I DO!

END

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I hope you like it guisee~

i was memorizing portia's piece in merchant in venice when this idea

came up. SO I THINK.. for a oneshot, it's not .. kinda.. good. :\

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