People have been asking about her and I a lot. We've been on front pages alot, even to news reports.

Even our smallest meetings and unintentional greetings are always on the top of the news and most searched topics. It's crazy really.

Our relationship had always been a mystery to everyone - including myself. She and I are perfect match, that's for sure.

But I can't help wondering when we'll ever get to be real, be together, be in love.

Nothing's gonna happen unless I make a move, but that would mean risking my career.

What do I do?