Jiyong’s POV

I am different , but please don't leave me alone！

 

I am different than other guys you met before. I am so sorry I can't be your ideal man.

 

I am angel and demon.

 

I sincere love you much with my full heart. 

I want you to stay with me.

I need you by my side.

 

2 years ago, our first met in a cafe. 

 

Honestly, I don't like drink coffee. 

It is the only way I get closer to you. 

 

I just want to see your smile.

 

You are so special to me ~

 

Your smile is my everything, my happy virus, like a drug I can't get enough. 

 

I am a hopeless person if I live without you, Girl.

 

You are my everything. 

 

You tell me how to express my feeling.

 

I used to live in darkness. 

 

My parents abandoned me, I don't feel being loved until I met you. 

 

Babe, I really sorry I don't mean to hurt you. 

 

Sorry for everything.

 

Sorry for any mistakes I made. 

 

I don't know how to express my feeling.

 

I didn't mean to hurt you. I don't know why I always act like a jerk.

 

I hate to see you cry. 

 

Really.... It really breaks my heart...

 

So......

 

I secretly promise myself that I have to be a good man. 

 

Be a good man, Be your ideal man. 

 

However, I don't know why..... Really I don't know why.... I hurt you again and again. 

 

I really hate myself being bad to you. 

 

You are my everything, my sweet girl.

 

Everything I did I know I hurt you much. 

 

Babe,  I do I really do love you.

 

Listen to my heart, my heart is now bleeding because you are not here. 

 

I can't bear the pain anymore.

 

I really can't live without you. 

 

Indeed

 

I.Really.Can't.Live.Without.You

 

I am such a bad boy, but please please don't leave me alone. 

 

What do I do? Seriously, I feel so empty because you are not here. 

 

My babe girl!!

 

Have you ever feel your world is eating up by the darkness?

 

Have you ever been felt your heart ripped into pieces? 

 

Have you ever been feel empty , but nothing wanna tell others? 

 

Have you ever feel your world is 

crashing down? 

 

Have you ever feel like you are screaming but no whisper come out from your mouth?

 

Have you ever feel the only thing you want to hold is breaking?

 

 

Have you ever feel your breath is being taken?

 

Hey! My dearest sweet baby girl.

 

I do understand that feeling......

 

So, please.....please come back to me. 

 

Do you know that you are my one and only reason to smile? Babe girl. 

 

Do you know that I can't love anyone but only you?

 

Do you know that I am nothing without you?

 

I am such a fool. I didn't mean to hurt you. Babe girl,  don't you miss me like what I do? 

 

Do you know that you mean everything to me? 

 

I am such a fool to realize that at this moment. 

 

You are my world. 

You are my sunshine. 

You are my little angel.

 

Indeed....

 

Please....

 

Just tell me not to let me alone, give me one more chance. 

 

Just. Once 

 

 

Tell you my little secret.....

 

Hahaha.....I am your secret admirer. 

 

I knew it must be surprised you much. 

 

Why do we always meet in different situation? 

 

Why I always suddenly appear in front of you  while you need help? 

 

Why I know everything little things of yours? 

 

It is because.....yes..... Haha...

 

I am your secret admirer. 

 

It is me. Your 

 

So, please.... Don't leave me alone. 

 

A "Pabo" like me, really don't know why keep doing such a stupid thing that making you sad.