what if.. I was only just a dream
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Title: What if… It was only just a dream..
Pairing:GDYB
Rating: PG-13 just to be safe but might go up if I actually decide to write the chapters.
A/N: so was planning on only putting out the summary of the story but ended up inserting somethings just because I took a 2 day break from Kpop(YG family music) ^^..
Red =story summary lines
The rest are just blabber from me ^^
…….. Please bear with me having another crazy mood attack…..
He just moved on from what he thought was the perfect relationship
Wounds so deep they never show
All the pain that’s been wrecking my brain
I’m so close to going insane
I spent long night to my self
Erasing thoughts of you a thousand times
Burn those memories in fire
Now those memories are deleted
I have moved on from this .
I wake up every morning
With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place
It seems so good to be true
After all you put me through
I don’t want you back
Everything is too late now
I don’t want to try.
All the pain that’s been wrecking my brain
I’m so close to going insane
I spent long night to my self
Erasing thoughts of you a thousand times
Burn those memories in fire
Now those memories are deleted
I have moved on from this .
I wake up every morning
With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place
It seems so good to be true
After all you put me through
I don’t want you back
Everything is too late now
I don’t want to try.
--Dong Young Bae
One the other hand, he just wanted to follow his dreams.
Every thing I thought I would be
Is somewhere far away from you
And everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right infront of you
I’ve never really been good enough
And there’s no sense in playing games
All the glitz, the glam, and the fashion
The pandemonium and madness
I lose myself in all of this
I’ll throw away the life you
Want me to live.
I have a chance to make it
I’m stronger than you think
I know I’ll take a while
Every lesson I’ve learned
I ‘ll just have to try harder
I’m on my way
I wont give up
Everything will be alright
I’ll find my dreams
I just want to be more like me
And less like you
Is somewhere far away from you
And everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right infront of you
I’ve never really been good enough
And there’s no sense in playing games
All the glitz, the glam, and the fashion
The pandemonium and madness
I lose myself in all of this
I’ll throw away the life you
Want me to live.
I have a chance to make it
I’m stronger than you think
I know I’ll take a while
Every lesson I’ve learned
I ‘ll just have to try harder
I’m on my way
I wont give up
Everything will be alright
I’ll find my dreams
I just want to be more like me
And less like you
--Kwon Jiyong
Their Faith brought them together
I was trying to move on
but you got me wrapped around you
I can barely breath without you
Zero emotions that’s the rule
I kept on insisting and resisting
That I would not fall again
Then I see you standing there
Just a hint of your smile
Can make me feel fine again
Honestly, being by your side is
Something that felt so natural
You got me shaken up
Don’t want to take the fall
It’s best to break it all
We need time for the mistakes I’ve made
-Dong Young Bae
I was trying to find my dreams
But I got lost in your eyes
The world revolves around us
Love is a luxury for people like us
I’m still thinking about
This thing called love
The feeling of your lips on mine
The feeling is never gonna be the same
I’m stuck on you like glue somehow
Maybe we need just a little more time
I hope that you can love me
When the pain is gone
I’ve been waiting for you for so long
--Kwon Jiyong
when the sun came up
We were sleeping in
Sunk inside a blanket
Sprawled across the bed
And we were dreaming.
Tell me you want to be with me
GDYB
But will dreams tear them apart?
I’ve felt so restless every night
Maybe I’ve known all along
That this would happen
The pleading looks you gave me
I wont be the one to hold you back
I’ll never stand in your way
Your voice pained and fading away
Those tears will dry completely
Hope you will bury our promise
Of being together forever
It’s gonna be better for you, move on
I wish it could be better
But I can’t let you be less than happy
All the things you deserve
There’s nobody who can take your place
Don’t look back and leave
Maybe I’ve known all along
That this would happen
The pleading looks you gave me
I wont be the one to hold you back
I’ll never stand in your way
Your voice pained and fading away
Those tears will dry completely
Hope you will bury our promise
Of being together forever
It’s gonna be better for you, move on
I wish it could be better
But I can’t let you be less than happy
All the things you deserve
There’s nobody who can take your place
Don’t look back and leave
-Dong Young Bae
You touched my hand ever so lightly
I’m not ready for this yet
And I can’t let it get in the way
Even if love is the price to pay
I hope your heart feels relieved
It’s the sign that I couldn’t
Give what he wanted
Take only the good memories
I’ll never find anyone better than you
I gotta move away
Sacrifice my heart
And let you breath again
I pushed as hard as I can
Got as far as I can go
In the end it doesn’t even matter
I’ll still be coming back to you
The hands that embraced me
Seem to be letting go
Before the door closes
Please ask me to stay
--Kwon Jiyong
There’s a light that can burn
And it takes the heart
You can feel it
When you know
love is true
If you could try t be strong
And keep the light burning
I’ll take a life time
But I’ll find it with you.
GDYB
……………………the end for now………………….
A/N 2 : so I realized that I lied. Reading it I realized that most of the lines are still inspired by (BB/YB music)hehe I’m a hopeless case I guess.
A/N3: IF I ever write the chaptered story it will only follow the red colored lines hhehe..
A/N: I hope you guys enjoyed hehhe. Let me know if you can remember the lines that I actually quoted from songs.
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