Prologue:

Hours after we went back from our apartment, they left for practice. They asked me to rest for a while after being discharged from the hospital.

I positioned the laptop on my bed as I lie on my stomach. I was thinking of updating my me2day and informing now I am already feeling well. But Blackjacks might be sleeping by now so I'll just post it tomorrow at morning. It's fun sharing my pictures to them. A cam- star. keke~

I checked HIS me2day but, he didn't update. HE seldom updates HIS me2day. But what got me intrigue is that every time he updates, it's only hours after I update. Then, what happened a while ago flashed back on my mind. I know I acted so different. I was too stiff, holding back. Why can’t I just tell him I am near losing my sanity since everything was messed up. I sighed. I do not know until when will we act as if we’re not best friends before.

I went to youtube.com and watch our music videos again and again. I only got few lines in our songs, I admit. I'm the weakest 2ne1 member and I know that. But as they say, practice makes perfect. (thanks kang2noh for informing that I typed "perfect makes practice" haha) 

After watching all our music videos, I felt sleepy. I think about something for a while...

What will I see if I search my name?...

The truth is, even though 2ne1 has been born for 1 year already, I haven't typed nor searched my name here in youtube. It's just that...I'm afraid to see videos made by my antis. I'd be hurt if I see those. HE just informed me BEFORE about those anti sandara park videos and when I heard about it, I was afraid to see those.

Maybe it's time...

Good thing my members are not here. I'm sure they'll scold me if they caught me watching anti-dara park video. keke~ Even if I'm the 2nd oldest in the group, they treat me like I'm the maknae.

I deeply sighed as I readied myself for what will be the results if I type my name. I typed Sandara Park and 'enter'. There are too many results.. I closed my eyes and click randomly. I opened my eyes and see the title of the video. "Daragon"

What the hell is Daragon?

The video started. The first few pictures are just selcas of my face. But.. After my pictures, i was shocked when HIS solo pictures were at the video too. I blushed as I watch the video. It was just a video of our pictures. But why only the two of us? I blush even more at the idea. I shook my head. Don't blush, Dara! I read the comments..

"Daragon for the win!"

"Daragon is real!"

"Dara + Gdragon = Daragon"

“TOP-BOM is better!!”

"I'll forever ship this pair!"

And so many positive comments about us as a couple. My cheeks got redder and redder as I read the comments.

"Applers for the win!"

"What the! They don't look good together! Gdragon is mine! Boo Sandara Park!"

Oh, a fan girl of Gdragon is my anti. I bitterly smile. It's okay, Dara. It's normal to have a hater. I continued reading the other comments.

"Become an appler! visit the Daragon Thread!! www.daragon-hideout.com"

After reading that particular comment, I immediately went to the said link. Since I am not a newbie in forums, it was easy for me to get in that "spazz with applers" thread. I signed up then logged in as "koreana1112" just like in my PEX. When I got in the daragon thread, a long list is the one that surprised me.

Is this for real...

I gulp, afraid to read the comments. But there's someone who has the signature "Daragon is REAL" .

I sighed. Yeah right, REAL -- A word that will NEVER be with SANDARA PARK and KWON JI YONG or DARAGON for short.