"Now I can't stay"

"Surrounded by 
Every lie that won't come true
Now you wanna take the time
But why would you
Think you're gonna make it right
But how could you
So I can't stay
Surrounded by
Every lie"

Riddle me this: Where do you go when you die?

Kai stared at the girl.

He trembled.

He didn't know what to feel.

It was Yuri.

It had to be Yuri.

She wasn't dead.

Yuri wasn't dead.

They lied.

Sehun was right.

They lied.

Yuri wasn't dead.

Sehun was right.

Sehun was right.

They lied.

Yuri wasn't dead.

Sehun was right.

Yuri wasn't dead.

They lied.

They lied.

They lied.

They lied.

They lied.

THEY LIED

WHY WOULD THEY LIE?

THEY LIED

Kai's breathing grew heavy.

THEY LIED

THEY LIED

YURI WASN'T DEAD

SEHUN WAS RIGHT

SEHUN WASN'T CRAZY

YURI WAS ALIVE

THEY LIED

WHY WOULD THEY LIE?

Kai's breath caught in his throat.

Choking him.

What else had they lied about?

How many times had he been lied to?

How many secrets were there?

Kai crouched down.

Clamping his hands over his ears.

Forcing himself to breathe.

Kai looked up at Yuri.

Where had she been?

Had she been there the whole time?

In that house?

Kai rocked himself back and forth.

She left them.

Yuri had run away.

He didn't blame her.

But at the same time he did.

They suffered.

She was free.

Kai screamed.

In rage.

In relief.

In agony.

In confusion.

In every emotion he kept pent up.

He let it out in a scream.

And Yuri woke up.

"This is what happened."

Chen pointed at a patch of of dead and d