"Too much tears, huh?", jungkook tease after i go to kitchen." Yeah....", i answer." Dont be like that kookie...not nice if u tease a girl like that....", jimin remark jungkook." Its okay..im fine..", i smile at them." Where is the others?", jungkook suddenly ask." They go to market maybe...i dont know...", i said.

I keep in silent. They maybe dont know about my born date is today.. I let out a heavy sigh." Hey jagi...why? Tired?", Tae put his hand around my neck." No..im not...", i smile at him." I'll be back..", he said after i saw suga call him. Then my phone receive a message. Its from Hansoo. I smile.

Um hye..its Hansoo...maybe u dont save my number..hehe..okay..Saengil Chukahae, Hana!! U are 18 now! Be a good girl okay! Dont be sad! I love you! And..the surgery is today...i hope i will rest in peace...no more pain right? Never mind everything will be okay... Can u send me ur selca...i want to see ur smile before the surgery...maybe it will be the last time for me...thanks for everything, jagi..i love u more even i know u love another man...cheer up always...dont be sad because of me..i will be fine..this night...at 9pm u wait for my message..if im not send its mean i die..okay? Love you..happy bornday Hana... ^^

I smile happily even tho i think i wanna cry. " look! Hana smile!", Jungkook shout. He laugh." What u want?", i ask." U text with who? I will tell Tae if u cheating..", he giggle." Its my mom...", i lie. I glance at him and go to my room.

Suddenly my phone rang." Saengil chukahae, Honey!!!!", mom shout." Gomawo omma..", i smile." U are 18 now...dont arguing with jungkook anymore...", she giggle. Yeah..Jungkook always tease me since at kindergarden." Omma!", i said." Okay okay...i know...i just post you a present...wait for it okay! Im sorry cause i cant meet u on ur bday..", she said." Kenchana omma...i will be fine..", i said." Celebrate ur bday with the boys! I know they will make a suprise...they such a nice since i meet them...", she said." I hope so..", i said." Why? They dont?", mom ask." No..they will..i know they will..", i answer." Okay gtg..bye..love u..", she hang up. I send my selca for Hansoo. Then i pondered.

" Hana! Lunch is ready!", Jimin said from my door ." Dae...", i said. I wear a pitch maxi skirt that short sleeve and a white t shirt with free hair. My hair a bit messy but who cares?" Owh Hana...", they like 'wow'. bruhh." Bab meokja...", i said. Tae go towards me." What?", i look him." U look pretty...", he smirk." Do i care?", i ask and go to eat lunch. Im mad! I dont care if they not wish me but at least Tae! He must remember! Im his girl!

" Hana!", ji hyun shout." Owh unnie here?", i look at jimin. He react normal. Maybe he told ji hyun to come over." Why u came?", i ask." I..um..just wanna have lunch with u guys..", she smile." Owh go to eat then...khaja..", i said. I bring her to kitchen and i want to go back to living room." Where u wanna go?", Tae ask." No where...", i just want to go out. Want to buy a cookie and a coffee. One month without my lovely mocha?! Urgh im hurt. Ahaahah. Tae ask me to stop cause i will look drunk if i drank it a lot. He grab my hand." If no where..u should eat first..", he said." Im lazy...",i look at him." Then i will bribe u..", he said. He give me a spoon of rice." Eat it..", he said. I look other side." I said i dont want, Tae...", i make a puppy eyes." No..i said eat it..", he still hold my hand and serious. I eat it." Delicious?", he ask. No respon from me. I take a bowl and take the fried rice. I grab a cold water and a glass. I go to my room. 

I eat it while watch TV." Its my birthday! They not suppose to treat me like that!", i frust. My phone receive a message. I put my dish at the table since i've done. Its Hansoo.

Thanks for send it..

He just said that. I smile. And i put my phone at my side. I lie down on the bed. Look back at my phone. Its 4 pm. I should go! I want my Mocha!! I wear a jacket and change to blue jeans. I tight my hair. I look there were busy at kitchen and make their own buisness. I dont know what they talking about and i just run to the door and get out.  " khaja...", i whisper to myself. When i arrive at the cafe i go to the counter." Two blended mocha and 3 cookies...", i smile. I always eat more if i stress. Jungkook always call me 'Bun' cause im chubby a bit. Jimin said its not. I dont know either.

I drink my mocha. Feel like im at heaven!" I need more...", i said cause one month i didnt drink mocha. I buy another 4 large cups. I go to back home. I open the door. Its dark." Blackout again?", i let out a heavy sigh and put my mocha down. I search my phone and open the torch light.

Suddenly, ......."SUPRISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!", they shout. I feep like having a heart attack." What suprise?", i blank." Saengil chukahamnida 2x saranghaneun Hana-ssi...saengil chukahamnida!!", i get it. It for my bday! I blow the candle." Omo...Hana!", Jin shout." What?", i ask." U bought 4 large cups of mocha?", jin ask." Yes...one month without it...", i said." U will drunk Hana...", Jin said." No im not..just now i drink 2 cups of it...im sane...", i said.

" time to open ur present!", ji hyun call me." Where is from my mom?", i ask. Ji hyun give me a cute pink box. I open it." Its a ring!", i said. I wear it." Suit for u, Hana...", Tae smile. Since i love pink and purple my present they wrap with pink and purple gift wrapping. Except one. Maybe its from Tae cause its green." Owh its a shoes!", i open my present from Jhope and Namjoon. I open the present from Suga." Its headphone..pinky!", i shout. I smile brightly at suga." A dress?", i ask." Why? It suit for you...its purple..", Jin said." But its short...", i said slowly." Wear it on prom..", Tae said. I glance. I grab the present from Jungkook." I hope its not frog..", i open it." Omo! Its flower crown! Thanks kookie~~", i said." Since u gave me a sneakers for my birthday..i give ur fav for ur bday...", he smile." Okay its jimin and jihyun present", i open it." Wa~~", its a huge bear !! Half from my body! And its pink!!" Omo i love it unnie!! Thanks jimin oppa", i hug ji hyun." No prob...", she smile.

" okay..the green one..", i glance at Tae. I open it. Im nearly faint." Its mocha coffee!!!!!!", i jump." Tae...u will make it drunk..", Suga said." No im not oppa!", i said. I drink it." Hana..there is too many mocha..and u have other 4 cups to drink..u think u can drink all of it?", Jhope ask." Yes i can...", i said after drink 3 cups of hot mocha coffee." U look drunk, Hana...stop it..", jungkook said." No worries..pls..have fun for my bday...", i said." We cant..we worried..u will faint...", suga said.

" yes...i..know it......", i said. After that i cant see anything. Its black.