Chanyeol’s POV

Today I saw something strange. It’s his message from Kris hyung. I’m not really mean to see it, since it just a simple glimpse.
 

‘Where is your husband, honey?
irresponsible guy. poor my baby,
Baek don’t worry I’m here. You’re
 not going to be lonely again.’
 

What’s happened? Why it seems a little weird? Now I regret for reading it. is he lonely? .I’m a bad guy, am i? I don’t know, I just work really hard to make my Baek happy. And it seems like he doesn’t.


It’s my false indeed. I can’t blame him if he has someone else. Did he suffered for living with me? Sorry Baek, I will make you happy this time…


Baekhyun come out from the shower then putting a black shirt and a trouser on him.


He clings on my wide broad shoulder and hugs me. Without realizing, we already laid on the bed. “Channie~” He calls my name out with his beautiful voice. I still want to hear this voice again tomorrow and next tomorrow and next to next tomorrow… until I die, I still want to hear this voice…


I still want him to hug me like this, his scent lingering in my mind. I’m dying in his ecstasy.


“yeah, my little baek…” I close my eyes while my body still embracing his whole little petite body. I could feel his warm breath on my chest. I don’t want to lose this beautiful person. I’m too scared to lose this one person… I really scared… and tomorrow… he’s not mine anymore…


“I love you.” I hear his unclear mumbling in my embrace. The tears keep falling from my eyes, I don’t think I can let him go. And after breathing deeply for a while, I tighten the hug while whispering on his his ear, “I love you too… and I’m going to love you forever.” Hmm… The tears flow again when I declared the word ‘forever’. What the hell? Even the tears know that I’m going to leave him..


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