Doo Joon caressed Meisa`s stomach as he was still lost in his mind.. He leaned down and kissed her skin tenderly
Meisa looked down at him and smiled "For what you are thinking?"
He kissed her stomach again and looked at her face "Do you want me?" he asked and screw his eyes
Meisa tilted her head and nodded "Yeah.. I want you.. Every part of you.." she said and her lips
He lifted himself up again and rested his hands on the sides of Meisa.. Doo Joon leaned down and kissed her slowly .. Meisa trailed her look all over his face and screw her eyes.. She slid one of her hands to his stomach and slowly pulled his shirt up.. Doo joon sat up and quickly took off the shirt.. He looked down at her and tugged the side of her shirt
"Take it off Mei Mei"
She giggled and took her shirt off "This sounds very cute"
"Mm.. I know" he replayed and leaned down to kiss her again "Mei Mei" he said sweetly and kissed her deeply
Meisa returned to his kiss as she put her tongue in his mouth
He slid his hands down on her body and touched her body seductively.. doo Joon slid one of his hands behind her and ed her bra.. He removed it away from her upper body and leaned down to her chest , kissing her s with passion
Quiet moan escaped from Meisa`s lips and she bite her bottom lip to press it... She looked down at him and quickly trailed her nails along his back
Doo Joon mumbled something quietly and continued kissing her chest.. He her and ed her jeans.. He dig his hand under her pants and touched her tenderly
".." she gasped and closed her eyes tightly
He continued with his game and tugged her jeans down.. When he removed them , he slid her underwear too and looked all over her body
"You`re beautiful" Doo joon said and trailed his hand along her stomach, down between her legs
Meisa opened her eyes and stared at him with desire in her eyes.. She pushed him back and sat on top of him.. She leaned down and started his upper body seductively as she ed his pants with her hand
Doo joon caressed the sides of her body and his lips slowly.. He gasped and stared how Meisa slid herself down removing his pants along with his boxers... She touched and stared all over it...
"Mmm.. " she mumbled and gave him a look
Doo Joon rested his hands behind his neck and looked down at her with look in his eyes "Do it"
Meisa smirked and her lips seductively.. She looked down again and caressed lightly "Ohh i will" she said with y voice and leaned down... She slowly kissed the tip of Doo Joon`s
He gasped and closed his eyes from pleasure.. He gulped and then opened his eyes to look at her again.. his heart started beating faster as he stared all over her..
Meisa started all over the tip of as she pumped it slowly.. She fully enveloped her lips on his ..Doo joon groaned and leaned his head back.. He closed his eyes again as another loud moan escaped from his lips
His moans made Meisa to become wild.. She started hardly as her hand movements became faster
"Oh " Doo Joon groaned and sat up.. He lifted Meisa`s head and placed an aggressive kiss on her lips.. he pushed her to lie back on the bed and quickly separated her legs.. He moved between them and stared at her with desire
"You`re mine" he mumbled and slowly penetrated her with one light
Meisa groaned and quickly nodded "Yeah.. Yeahh.. im yours.." she gasped and closed her eyes, moving along with him
Doo Joon started to move faster as he gripped her hip hardly.. He leaned down to her neck and started kissing it with passion... Meisa wrapped her legs over his waist pulling him more closer to her body as another groan escaped from her lips.. Doo Joon started to more harder in her as his moans became unstoppable.. He continued bumping himself in her and after few movements he went out of her and pulled her so she can sit on top of him.. Meisa sat on and started moving slowly ... She leaned down to his face and started kissing him aggressively .. Doo Joon started more loudly as he wrapped his hands over her , moving her more faster on .. Meisa trailed her lips down to his neck and bite it hardly, moving even more faster on top of him..He groaned again and pulled her head to face him
"Lie back" he said with pleased voice and groaned again
Meisa nodded and stood up from him.. She lied down on her stomach and smirked
Doo Joon leaned down and kissed her shoulder.. He centered himself again and slowly penetrated her from behind in her womanhood..Meisa groaned and bite her finger
He groaned along with her and started moving faster as he bite her shoulder lightly

'Its amazing.. Doo Joon and me.. Now we are in one.. For real...But this.. this wont be for long... I know that.. And instead of that.. I still cant stop myself' she thought and closed her eyes

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Later...

Doo Joon caressed Meisa`s head and stared up at the ceiling.. He smiled to himself and patted her shoulder
"Mei Mei?"
"Yeah baby?" she replayed and looked at him
He gazed deeply in her eyes as his look softened.. He half closed his eyes and trailed his hand up and down her arm
"You`re not thinking that.. i want only this , right?"
"Mm no.. Why you think about this?" Meisa asked and kissed his chest
He nodded and smiled again "Cool.. and.. do you.. want to stay with me?" he asked little nervous and stared all over her face
"Yeah.. I will stay with you.. Im happy with you" Meisa replayed and looked up at him
"Me too.. Mmm.. I like you" he mumbled thoughtfully and sighed deeply
"I like you too" she replayed and kissed his cheek "Ah.. I feel like im 16"
"Why?" he asked and laughed "Why 16?"
"Couse then was my first time.. and just like now.. I didnt know what to say to the boy.. And i felt stupid just like now" Meisa said and laughed
"Mm.. Why you feel stupid? Are you.. ashamed? Shy? what you feel? Or you just like me too much" Doo Joon asked and caressed her cheek
Meisa took his hand and kissed it "Mmm.. I dunno.. I just dont know what to say.. I think im speechless"
"Okay then.. when you feel like you can talk again , wake me up.. Couse im tired" he replayed calmly and sighed deeply "And dont forget.. i like you" he whispered and kissed her cheek
"Okay baby... Sleep now" she mumbled and lied on his chest

'Thats it... He is falling for me.. And the worst thing is.. Im falling too... So... Soon i have to end everything...' she thought and closed her eyes 'Couse.. im scared to stay long like that.. Couse it will be late to stop my feelings...'

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1 week later..

~Hey Diary.. I had time to write again.. I have good news.. Eun Hye recovered.. Finally.. she came on her mind.. Im really happy.. and .. i shared my happiness with this Jun Hyung.. we are some kind of 'close' now.. I know that he is acting nice because he want to me.. couse i can feel how he is flirting with me.. If i never known him.. I could tell that he is great.. and to fell for him.. but its good that i know him well.. So.. I cant help Meisa.. i have to talk with her.. But lately.. she is spending much time with Doo Joon.. the same thing for Rainie , who is living in her cute and foolish world again.. I hope they are just overacting.. like they should.. So.. i have to talk with both of them.. to see whats happening.. And.. when Eun Hye is okay.. they can stop this game.. Couse i know from the movies.. even the strongest heart can fell in a trap when it get used with someone.. So.. they doesnt have to.. i think.. So diary.. Thats from me .. The next time i could write good things.. or maybe not so good.. But at least.. my friend came back~ Hye Kyo wrote in her diary and closed it.. she smiled to herself and stood up..

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Later...

Hye Kyo opened the front door of her house and stared at her friends
"Hey.." she said and let them in
"Hey Hye Kyo" Rainie said sadly and entered the house
Meisa entered the house after Rainie without saying anything.. She moved to the living room and sat down on the couch "Come here.. We have to talk"
Rainie nodded and sat next to Meisa "Yeah.."
Hye Kyo frowned a little and sat on the floor in front of them..she stared at her friends and sighed deeply
"So.. how are the things with you? Tell me everything"
"so.. We are done... The only one thing that we have to do.. Is to dump them.." Meisa said and sighed deeply "They fall for us.. So.. There is no need to stay like that for a long.."
"Yeah.. I think its time... " Rainie replayed and nodded her head "What about you and Jun Hyung?"
Hye Kyo sighed deeply and shook her head "We are nice with each other.. But.. i cant do anything.. i dont want to sleep with him , couse that is what he want.. so.. i dunno.. i guess im still not ready.. and im not sure of anything.. Jun is the worst one" she said and frowned
"Its okay.. that way is better.. Listen me carefully... Today Rainie and me will dump them.. So.. You will go to Jun and you will tell him that because of him.. His friends are on million peaces.. I want you to be mean..to be .. I want you to make the thing to look like he is guilty for everything.. Can you do it?" Meisa asked and lifted an eyebrow
Hye Kyo nodded "I spend 4 weeks and more with my friend who couldnt recover ,because of the boys.. So.. i will do it.. Jun deserve this.. maybe that way he can stop making troubles.. or he can become worst..And.. after all this .. Eun Hye is okay..and only that matters now.. for me" she said and looked at them "I think you two missed to tell me something"
"What you think it is" Rainie asked and pointed at her sad face "We really like them.. But.. Eun Hye is more important than them... so.. How hard it is.. we will do it"
Meisa nodded "Yeah.. we can" she said and smiled weakly
Hye Kyo patted their legs and smiled "Im sorry that you.. want to do that"
"Enough bulls.. Lets go.." Meisa said and stood up.. She took out her phone and dialed Eun Hye`s number

"Ready? Okay.. We will meet in front of his house.." she said and hang up the phone "Cmon Rai"
Rainie nodded and stood up "Bye Hye Kyo.. and good luck"
Hye Kyo waved at them and sighed deeply "Good luck to you too , guys.. This is the last step , right"

`Last step.. and then we will be okay.. Eun Hye too.. I can still remember her tears.. So.. after all.. Doo Joon can change himself.. but he is still guilty.. Gi Kwang can change.. But he have to understand that sometimes people have to defend their own opinions.. Couse sometimes.. friends can play you with bad tricks... Jun Hyung?.. He have to understand that even the bad boys looses.. So.. thats it' Hye Kyo thought and stood up

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Rainie knocked on Gi Kwang`s door as her heart started beating faster...She gulped and waited him to open

'Its over boo... Me and you... Its over' she thought and sighed deeply

He opened the door with big smile on his face and pulled her in the house..
"Look.. the stupid TV Show.. There is one er that showed his on the camera.. i laughed much .. alone like some crazy " he said and laughed
"I dont care..." Rainie said and stared at his eyes
"You dont want to watch it?" he asked with wonder and lifted his eyebrows "Okay then.. do you want to hang out?"
"With you? No.." Rainie said seriously and slammed the door after her back
Gi Kwang stared at her and tilted his head "why are you so serious? Or.. you just want to scare me" he said and moved closer to her.. He leaned down to kiss her but Rainie moved her head aside
"Dont touch me.. Look.. We have to talk" she said and lifted an eyebrow "Its over boo.. Me and you.. Its over.. I dont want to see you anymore...You are foolish... Couse you never dont know how to react.. You dont know to who to believe"
"Wait , wait.. What the hell?" he asked and lifted an eyebrow "Hey baby.. Its not funny.. you know that i dont like you serious,.. so.. dont play me ,okay?" he said and pouted
"Im not playing boo.. I played from the first meet till now.. Im not playing... Its just the end of me and you.. So.. How you feel now? sad? i dont care... Just... I hope you finally to understand that you dont have to believe in everyone... Couse the people are mean sometimes.. Just like your in friend Jun Hyung.. " Rainie started with mean voice and screw her eyes
"What? what about Jun? What are you talking about? and i feel confused.. are you crazy or something?" he replayed as he rejected himself to listen what she was telling him
"You know well my friend Eun Hye right?So... Im here because of her.. Couse she tried to kill herself because of you and this Doo Joon.. and of course this Jun Hyung" Rainie shouted and clenched her fists
Gi Kwang blinked few times and stared at Rainie with amaze.. He tried to fit everything that she told him together but he couldnt understand.. Or he still doesnt want to.. He shook his head as his little heart started to bump faster in his chest.. His look became weak as he finally realized what she was trying to tell him..

'She.. Played me? Because of Eun Hye?Why?What the hell this have to mean..' he thought and gulped.. Gi Kwang moved closer to Rainie again and shook his head again

"you.. are friend to Eun Hye? Why are you doing this? What the.. why?" he said as his voice sounded weak and serious.. He felt defeated.. couse he was scared to move back.. His feelings for Rainie was real.. and his small reality turned up to be fake..
"Sometimes... The people are loosing Gi Kwang... So... Congratulations .. Now is your turn" Rainie said and turned back to leave "Im happy to know you.. and we really had a good moments together.. But... Everything have to over" she said as her eyes filled with tears "Farewell"
He shook his head and run after her.. he felt his heart beat even more faster as big lump rise in his throat
"No,no, dont.. i .. i dont care what you just did now.. Please baby.. i know that you`re not fake.. what we did was not fake, right?" he said and turned her against himself
Rainie turned her head aside to cover her wet eyes and shook her head "Its over.. Its time for you to understand it.. Just let me go.." she said and pulled back from him
"and thats it? Because of Eun Hye you will just walk out of here? and if you have some feelings you will hold them back? for what? i will.. still like you even after this.. You cant make me to go away" he said as tears slid down on his face without realizing it... He frowned and pulled her closer again "you will go to Taiwan now , right? Because of Eun Hye? I hate her more now.. I wish.." he started but his tears stopped him
"Stop begging me.. You look miserable" Rainie said and turned back "iTs over.." she said and started walking out of the house
He stared at her back as his tears blurred his vision.. He sniffed and screw his eyes , trying to stop himself from crying
"Rainie.. Although you want to make me sad.. I`ll still be your baby" he said as another wave of tears covered his cheeks
Her tears drop down on her face and she nodded "Maybe...But we wont understand it" she said and went out of the house

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In Doo Joon`s house..

Doo Joon went out of the kitchen with coffee in his hands and went in the living room.. He heard his cellphone ringing and looked around for it.. He took it and looked down to see Gi Kwang`s number..
"Hey, wassup?" he said happily and looked at the Tv
~Dont..Doo Joon go away from your place~ Gi Kwang said from the other side as his voice sounded strange...
Doo Joon frowned deeply "Are you okay? Gi? Talk to me" he said little worried and stood up
~Doo Joon.. She..~ he replayed and started crying
"Hey im coming okay? stay in your place .. im coming bro" doo Joon replayed and hang up.. He quickly run to his room and took out a jacket.. He dressed himself quickly as his mind was all fixed on Gi Kwang`s call

'whats wrong.. oh .. I never heard him like that..He is crying.. why?' he thought and kicked his bed

".. " he mumbled and started running to the front door..
Doo joon quickly opened it and felt that someone was standing in front of him.. He frowned and fixed his look on Meisa
"Are you going somewhere?" she asked with smooth voice and fixed her look in his eyes
He stared at her eyes and his frown deepened "do you need me? couse.." he started but looking in her expressionless face made him worried..
"Yeah.. I need you.. Get in" She said with mean voice and pushed him back in the house
Doo Joon stared at her with mixed look from wonder and fear.. He stayed still and screw his eyes
"What..What are you doing?" he asked and brushed his hand over his face
"I have surprise for you" Meisa said and smirked... "Come in" she shouted and stared at the door
Doo Joon looked at her direction as his heart skip a beat.. he shook his head in the moment when he saw Eun Hye , coming in his house with serious face expression..
"Get out.." Doo joon said as his look was fixed now on Eun Hye
"No.." Meisa said and rolled her eyes on him again "Why she have to go... She will miss the party"
"what the you`re talking about" he shouted and looked back at Meisa.. He clenched his fists and went closer to Meisa "What the she is doing here?"
"She is coming to see how i will try to kill myself" Meisa said and took out one small knife.. She pressed it against her wrist and looked at Doo Joon "Ahh baby.. You are bad boy.. Two girls to want to kill themselves because of you.. Wow... New record" she said and fixed her glare in his eyes "So... I wont make you confused anymore..."
Doo Joon blinked few times as he was hit from Meisa`s act..He felt his breathing heavily and shook his head
"Mei Mei.. what the you`re doing?dont.. dont do this" he mumbled with weak voice , staring down at her knife
"Now its time for you to beg me... Knee down" Meisa said with mean voice and screw her eyes "Baby... baby... How you feel now? Like some trash? You are trash.... Couse you deserve it... Look at her.. Look at this girl who was ready to give you everything.. but what you did? Spit in her love...You deserve everything that i do to you now... Every word.. Everything was lie.. Do you wanna know why? Couse i wanted you down... And you are down now...What else i can want... Oww... Yeah.. Beg me.. Couse i can kill myself" she said and laughed ironically
Doo Joon fell on his knees as her words hit him right in the heart.. He looked up at Meisa and blinked few times
"You just cant do it.." he said and forced to laugh.. He looked aside to Eun Hye and screw his eyes "Is that her plan?"
"Her plan? No.. thats my plan... Do you know how i felt when i stared at her... When i stared at her hands? Do you know what was the feeling to see how one of your friends is trying to kill herself because of some trash like you? Its not fair... Its not couse you dont deserve it...After all... You are just one boy...One in boy... And... You have to cry... Couse the simple people are crying...Cmoon Doo Joon.. Cry... Cry for me...Beg me... Beg me for mercy ..." Meisa said and went to Eun Hye.. She took her hand and dragged her to Doo Joon "Look at this face and finally forget it.. What else you want from him? Huh?" she shouted to her and shook her head "Cmoon.. Look how he is begging ... Look at him.. He is miserable..."
Eun Hye stared down at him as there was hint of fear in her eyes.. she shook her head and blinked few times
"Why cant you stand up?" she asked as her voice cracked
Doo Joon laughed again even thought every words from Meisa broke his heart into different peaces filled with different memories.. He shook his head and looked up at her
"That is what she want from me.. You too,right? Can you repeat what i told you.. and leave me alone..I think i can bear more .. Cmon..do it" he shouted and covered his face with his hands
Eun Hye shook her head as her eyes filled with tears "I.. i cant.. im not like you.. i just cant" she gave Meisa a look and started running out of the house
Meisa stared at her back and shook her head "She is still weak in front of you.. But i cant understand why.. Now you are down.." she said and looked back at him "Im sorry baby...Im sorry for that everything between us have to end up like that... Maybe if we met in another situation... Maybe we could be together... But... Now is different... So... Thats it... Its over.." She said this time calmly and nodded to herself
"Only a monster can do that right? Freak and devil.. So.. how you feel?" he asked as his anger was now mixed with pain that was written on his face.. He shook his head and his lips "Empty, right? couse you did what you have to but you feel like there is missing peace..Can you tell me what is the missing peace?"
Meisa smiled weakly and shook her head "If i tell you now... It wont be missing.. So.. It have to stay away..."
"Meisa.. Mei Mei.." Doo joon mumbled and looked deeply in her eyes "This revenge have to be from Eun Hye.. Not you.. Stop it..you dont have to do such things.."
"Dont make me feel guilty... Couse i want to be like you... Not to care about the others`s feelings... And im trying now...Oww.. And Your friend Gi Kwang surely is crying like a baby now... Couse surely Rainie is telling him everything..And the truth is that you two are fools... Couse you believe to this Jun Hyung.. He is lying you... To make fun of you... Fools...When you look at Eun Hye.. does she look like a person who will play you? Are you in crazy? but... you are foolish enough to believe in every word...To believe in me too...One lonely girl in the club... Good girl...Who will believe that you are not player... That you dont want just to her and to leaved after that.. Do i look like such kind of girls? No... Im not... And maybe thats your mistake.. That you believe in everything" Meisa shouted and screw her eyes
He nodded and slowly stood up.. He went closer to Meisa and looked all over her face "I didnt believe in you.. But maybe somewhere you tricked me.. and i quit doing what i planned to.. i wanted you to be next.. Couse you played the good there in the club.. and i wanted to show you that good es dont exist.. Now i can say.. that you are not at all" he said as his eyes filled with tears "I wished not to believe in your fake scene that you are scared of kissing a guy on the first date, couse there i thought you`re different.. And you are.. Brilliant.. Mm.. My friend is already crushed and i cant go to him ,couse you wanted me to hear this.." he said weakly as one tear dropped down on his cheek "How are you? Happy? couse you doesnt look so pleased.. I told you.. if someone should do a revenge.. it had to be Eun Hye"
Meisa stared at him and something in her wanted to cry.. But she knew that she have to be strong... To be strong couse she have to show him that she is the winner in this nasty game...Meisa just nodded and rolled her eyes away from him
"Yeah... She had to.. But she was busy to cut her wrist" she said and started walking away "So.. Thats it... You wont see me anymore... And for my happiness i wont see you too...So.. Bye Doo Joon.. and i hope you can understand why i do that... Maybe its hard... Its always like that... Maybe you cant realize it now.. couse its hard for player to be dumped like that... But with the time you will get used... So... Bye" she said and started walking out of the house as her tears filled her eyes
"And next time when you try doing a revenge Meisa.. Do it without opening something for this person.. Couse if you want me crushed.. you have to stay and watch to the end.. Like i did... like Jia did before you.. Like one player have to do when he finish the nasty game" Doo joon said as his pain was more that he could handle..
Meisa turned back and stared at him "You are right... I will stay to the end... Couse i really.. really want to see how you will feel this pain that will tear your heart apart.. Oww.. And i have to take my knife with me.. I dont want you to kill yourself... It will be sad.. for me... Oww.. Or i have to be with you... And not to care if you die or not... And when someday i see your wounds... To say... 'Get away, please... Get lost' right? Ahh Doo Joon... You are miserable do you know why? Couse you didnt know when to stop... Couse you dont care who and how you are hurting... Would you feel guilty if she died ? I dont think so... Maybe Jun Hyung would say ' And what.. there is so much girls.. Why we have to think about her'.. And then you will say 'Yeah... When you say it.. that the truth..' and you will forget.. So...I think the answer of my question is 'no' you wont care..." she said and stared at him trying to press back her tears with mean look
Doo Joon stared at her as this time he couldnt press his tears.. He released everything that was pushing him inside and nodded his head
"You think so?" he said between his tears and tilted his head "If i would say 'no, i dont care'.. Do you think.." he started but his unstopping tears stopped him from talking "Okay you won.. The monster is dead.. go away.." he shouted and covered his face with his hands
"Farewell Doo Joon... And i wish that you`ll never meet girl like me... Its will be good for you.." she said and went out of the house... When she close the door her tears finally dropped down on her face.. Her heart was now on million peaces and the pain was filling her inside.. She slid herself down on the ground crying and covered her face

'Im sorry.. Im sorry...' she thought and quickly stood up 'He doesnt have to see my crying... Not now'
Meisa started running down the street as with every step she uncovered her pain more and more,,, Everything that she was hiding deep inside now was fully out... She wanted to forget.. To forget his tears... The pain in his eyes... But his face was blurring her vision...There was no way back.. She knew that he wont forgive her.. That he maybe hate her now... And that made her to run faster... Couse she have to be far away from him... From his burning eyes...
'Thats my fate... To hurt him .. and myself.. With one shoot i killed two hearts... But.. i cant change it.. I have to just get used with this pain... Couse i cant forget... His face will follow me everywhere... Iv never thought that i can do something like that... Iv never thought that it will be too hard... But it is... So now.. This nasty game is over... Am i happy? No... And i wont be till the time he is out of my heart.. And this time will be... after my death'