haven't written a drabble in a long time. I'm tired and I want to write something else so..yeah. I'm still hoping for this thing to get featured once but..chances are low lol. (then again, it's not like I lost anything..I have my lovely readers :P <3333 I just don't get it hahahahaha)

This little thing isn't so serious and thought-out, more like a very short, meaningless drabble.. I may actually continue it once...when I'm in a better  mood xD

(btw I have a new omegaverse fic called Snowangels.. it's mainly Krisho and Hunhan, so..check it out if you wanna

Yifan liked to think that his ancestors were proud of him. He had left his home, looking for his mate as an infantile youngling, but now as he stared at his youngest pups, he felt like he had finally grown up into a man. It had taken him a long time to do so: he had crushed hearts and souls, uncaring about how some of them could never be mended.

Every day and night, the alpha yearned to go back in time and erase all his wrong-doings. He prayed to the moon that one day, he would be forgiven.

His mate and pups acted as if he had done nothing bad, as if everything that had happened had been for the best.. But Yifan knew that it was not. Still, the alpha struggled to forget it all. He did, because he hated seeing the sorrow in his gorgeous mate's eyes whenever he felt unable to smile.. when he couldn't look at their pups, not even his precious daughter in fear of being reminded of wh