Chap.19

Like Before

-"Jiyeonie... Jiyeonie?" Eunjung was calling Jiyeon a couple of times already so she went over her.
-"Huh? Sorry" Jiyeon went back from her deep thought
-"Are you sure you're fine?" Eunjung did a worried face 
-"Hm don't worry" Jiyeon smiled 
-"Ok.. Let's go we have to meet a productor" Eunjung dragged Jiyeon. Deep inside she knew Jiyeon was thinking constantly of Myungsoo she felt a little bit helpless as she told her she doesn't wanted her to get near to Myungsoo anymore. 
It's been one week already that Jiyeon went to China letting Myungsoo in a sadness state. 

Today it's usually the day that they record WGM, since Jiyeon is in China they can't record so there is no record, Myungsoo was free. 
-"Yah Kim Myungsoo, stop eating all these chocolate, you will grow fat god look at how much you've already eaten!" Sunggyu was shocking while entering in Myungsoo room, discovering this last watching some movie and eating like a pig.
-"Shht it's the most important moment!" Myungsoo was too busy with the movie so Sunggyu went out of his room crossing by Sungjong who was just behind the door.
-"Oh you scared me!" Sunggyu said as he hasn't noticed Sungjung presence
-"It's so heartbreaking to see him like this" Sungjung said
-"What's wrong with him?" Sunggyu wasn't aware of anything 
-"Manager hyung told me he cried the day Jiyeon has been discharging from the hospital and went directly at the aeroport to take a plane to China, Myungsoo hyung also said some strange things like she is leaving or something like that. Since that don't you have found him a little bit more quiet ? Always watching movie while eating junk food... Alala.." Sungjung sigh
-"Ohh.. Now that you said that you are right.. he is so quiet.. Hm... Maybe you should take him out .. Like i don't know go get a drink i'm sure hanging out could make him feel a little bit better..ok?"
-"Why me? Why not you Huh??" Sungjung said but Sunggyu walked away.
-"Aishh" He added
Sungjung sigh yet he enter in Myungsoo room. 
-"Hyung..."
-"Hm ?" 
-"Let's chilling outside huh?" Sungjung asked with a cute voice 
-"Ah.. But.. This movie is so interesting.. Want to watch it with me?" 
-"Hyuuung~ pleaseeee~" Sungjung  was really insisting so Myungsoo gave up and went outside with him. It was only 7PM.

Meeting over for the day T-ara got the permission to be free and go wherever they wanted. Hyomin, Soyeon and Qri decided to go shopping, Boram and Eunjung wanted to eat something while Jiyeon just decided to go back at her hotel room not feeling in the mood to enjoy anything. 
-"Aah.. Tired ~" Jiyeon lie down on her bed. 
-"What time is it? Oh it's 8PM i have to take what the doctor told me to.. Aish.." Jiyeon lazily stood up and took some pills with some waters. 
-"Ok, now let's take a nap" She lie down again on her bed tried to close her eyes but once again her mind went over Myungsoo. So she took her phone and opened kakaotalk, she texted something to him "Have you got my letter?" she hesited and decided to erase it, "How are you doing?" But she simply shut off her phone. Very tired by all these meetings few minutes after, she fell asleep on her bed. 

-"Hyung let's eat somewhere quiet ok?" Sungjung was sitting next to Myungsoo who was driving 
-"Then.. It's gonna be hard.. We will have to go a little bit far away from here, you know fans are everywhere" Myungsoo calmly said
-"Hm just do like that it's ok" Myungsoo just nodded, then a big silent appared. Sungjung was uncomfortable he wanted to break this awkward atmosphere
-"Hum... You know... I noticed you were a little bit quiet these days.. Is there something wrong?" Sungjung asked 
-"What do you mean by this?" Myungsoo replied, he looked not interested at all.
-"Hyung you know better than me that i can notice everything, so you should know also that i'm aware for you and Jiyeon, you can tell me everything. You know who i am hyung right?" Sungjung sounded so trustworthy, Myungsoo felt thankful but he didn't feel like talking about that. 
-"Aiigoo this kid" Myungsoo smiled and gently ruffling Sungjung hair 
-"Thanks you maknae" He added 
They went to a restaurant which where 40 minutes far away from their dorm. They ordored their favorite foods and started to eat hungrily.
-"Ajumma! A bottle of soju please!" Sungjung ordored
-"Since when do you drink?" Myungsoo looked at him weirdly
-"I found out that i was good at it!" Sungjung cutely said 
-"Hm do what you want" 
Sungjung started to drink a little bit. Myungsoo didn't care he was just eating.
-"Hyung, it's the time for you to release what you have in your heart, i know you aren't alright since Jiyeon has been discharging from hospital and that she went in China. What's happened? I thought you guys were in good terms as you oftently visited her when she was there" Sungjung said while taking a sip of soju. At first Myungsoo didn't reply he was looking deeply to Sungjung for like 30 secondes and finally opened himself.
-"She ... She said that we have to find what each other really want and.. Asked if we really could be like before... But.. I don't know.. I wanted to show her that through all what happened to us we could have surpass them and be even more strong ... I didn't think she would been that hurt .. She isn't sure of herself either now.. Oh god" Myungsoo exclamed himself, sadness came back, he took a glass of soju an drank it. 
-"Hyung you are so fool. How can you thought to not fixe the past could make your relationship even more strong? Girls aren't like that, they have to be reassuring" Sungjung stopped to drank, he knew that once Myungsoo would start to drank he should stop himself cause they have to come back home by car.
-"Did she reassure me when i caught her with Junhyung? No. So how could i know i have to do that Huh?" Myungsoo was drinking even more, ordered even more bottles.
-"Huh? I never heard about this story what happened ?" Sungjung was curious so Myungsoo told him the whole story
-"She has so many boys under her foot.. Junhyung, Kai.. Rookie idols.. Aiish" Myungsoo started to feel the power of Soju under him
-"Hyung you know what is your problem? You have to gain self confident.. Jiyeonie loves you since the first day you guys have met, and i know for you even thought all your ex relationship it's the same. It's just you are afraid to be leaving alone and to suffer." 
-"I'm not afraid at all! Who are you to say me that ? Kiddo" Myungsoo stood up as what Sungjung said get into his nerves.
-"You are getting angry cause you know i'm right huh? You should accept the truth and react... If you don't want to let her go like two years ago.. You can always wait for her but what if she is waiting for you too? Who is the man in this story?" Sungjung firmly said it making Myungsoo wanted to take him from the neck of his shirt but he knew he has to endure it cause they were in a public restaurant and that if they get reconizing they would be killing by their CEO. So he simply went out to take some fresh air letting Sungjung alone in the table.
He sat behind the restaurant where they parked his car. He know that he is under the alcohol influence.
-"Tsh this kiddo.. How can he know all of that Huh?" Myungsoo was talking to himself
-"But.. I know that.. He is right.." Myungsoo head fell down. 
-"Jiyeon-aaaah.. You drive me crazy" He took out his phone unconsciously pressed the number 1 of his phone and it was Jiyeon number phone. 
-"Hello....?" Head down Myungsoo heard a familiar voice so he leaned up his head but there was nobody then he looked at his right hand on which he was holding his phone and saw that there was Jiyeon picture with her phone number. 
-"Ho.. It's Jiyeonie.. Am i dreaming? It's her... No? But why is it here..? Aahhh Jiyeon-ah you drive me crazy... I miss you... I.. I..-" Myungsoo stood up from where he was sitting
-"'Hyung! Don't move!! Where are you going ah seriously! Wait !" Sungjung loudly said from where he was and run toward Myungsoo and dragged him into his car
-"Hey kiddo i'm fine i can't walk! you know i thought about what you've told me.. You are right i'm afraid to be leaving alone and to suffer so what huh?!" Myungsoo angrily said while walking toward the car still holding his phone, Jiyeon was still here through the phone call yet they were not aware.
-"Ok i got it, hyung come here !" Sungjung was worried that Myungsoo could run away as he was under alcohol influence
-"But what can i do? Jiyeonie is all for me.. I'm a man !" Myungsoo bravely said while patting his chest.
-"Ok ok get in the car now" Sungjung opened the door for him and pushed Myungsoo in the seat. Then he enter in the car too and put the seatbell for Myungsoo but on the same time he noticed Myungsoo was holding his phone on his hand but also that Jiyeon was on phonecall since some minutes already so Sungjung took his phone.
-"Huh... Jiyeon-ah...? You've heard it all... Don't you..?" Sungjung was hesiting cause he knew it could have made her hurt or something like that.
-"Hm" Though Jiyeon didn't said a words Sungjung feel that she wasn'f feeling good.
-"I'm sorry... Myungsoo hyung is a little bit drank he didn't mean to call you .. I mean even thought he is dying of desire to do this since a week ago cause you are missing to him a lot... Just.. Ah.. I don't know what to say..." Sungjung was flursted and Myungsoo who was beside him felt just so stupid that he didn't dare to talk he was hitting his head while bitting his lips
-"Then.. Make sure to bring him back safely .." Jiyeon softly said 
-"Oh.. Then.. I hope you are doing fine with your promotions in China .. I hope you will comeback soon haha.." 
-"Hm goodnight boys" Like this Jiyeon hang up. 
-"AAAAH IM SO STUPID OMG OMGGGGG" Myungsoo was out of his mind feeling so foolish 
-"It's ok she sounded to be.. Alright.." Sungjung started to drive giving back Myungsoo handphone to him. 
Myungsoo was hesiting to send an apologise message to Jiyeon or not.. He was trying to type something but the alcohol was still under him making Myungsoo regretting to have drank. 

Jiyeon was sleeping until she felt her phone vibrating she saw that it was Myungsoo hesiting to pick it or not she decided to pick it. 
She couldn't imagine he would be drunk.. And.. She heard it all. 
-"Maybe was i too selfish..?" Jiyeon talked to herself after she hang up the phone call on the same time Eunjung her roommate came back discovering Jiyeon lying on her bed looking at her phone. 
-"Why were you too selfish?" She asked while pulling down her handbag and taking off her shoes.
-"Just... No forget" Jiyeon said while shutting off her phone
-"Myungsoo?" Eunjung went over Jiyeon and lied down behind her 
-"Hm"
-"Do you really like him that lot?" Eunjung asked calmly
-"Huh..(yes)" Jiyeon softly answered
-"Unnie like you a lot you know it right..? I don't want to see you cry and suffer again... Because of him.." 
-"But what if i also did that to him without knowing?" 
-"Why do you think that?" Eunjung asked curiously 
-"He unconsciously called me just now.. He was a bit drunk and yeah he was with Sungjung i heard their conversation until Sungjung noticed that Myungsoo was calling me all along"
-"Oh.." 
-"Unnie what should i do.. I'm lost" 
-"First of all checking if he is sincere with you and that he won't leave you once he saw you with another man"
-"But that's his problem .. I mean.. He said he is afraid to be leaving alone"
-"Hey come on, if he loves you he has to be a man, let's check it when we will comeback to korea ok?" 
-"So.. Unnie isn't against that he get near to me again?" Jiyeon said while turning her head facing Eunjung who was showing a smile
-"Unnie just want our Jiyeoni to be happy Aigoo come here" Eunjung then took Jiyeon into an embrace. Suddenly Jiyeon phone vibrate, she got a kakaotalk message she unlocked her phone and found it was from Myungsoo. 
-"Open it!" Eunjung said
-"I'm sorry, i didn't mean to call you... I guess you heard it all.. Jiysonah ildjusrfkdi pleaselsls fidjien see dhxjs love" Jiyeon read it but was not readable at all, as he was drunk anyway.  
-"What wrong with him? If he know he is drunk why does he insist to text you?" Eunjung said as she couldn't understand him
-"Cause he still care about me.. Unlike you ! *merhong*" Jiyeon said to tease Eunjung
-"HEOL~ you! Park Jiyeon !" Eunjung started to hit Jiyeon with a pillow and they played like this, like sisters.
 Later Jiyeon replied to Myungsoo "Please be understandable at least" yes it was not very kind but what could she does cause after all she wanted to see if Myungsoo can be trustworthy, relable now. 

One week and half have passed. 
"T-ARA AT INCHEON AIRPORT BACK FROM CHINA" Myungsoo was reading news through his phone and smiled misteriously 
-"Park Jiyeon.. Be ready" he did a grin on his face 

-"Jiyeonie, you are ready? Time to do our plan!" Eunjung said while looking firmly to Jiyeon 
-"Ready! Kim Myungsoo.. wait a little bit.. You're gonna taste the girl power" Jiyeon happily said with a grin her face.

Heyy new upload! Sorry it took a little bit longer cause i'm getting busy and my mind is a little bit off so yeah .. Sorry 
I will try to upload tomorrow if everything is alright ! Thxx to still here with me! Enjoy this fic ! Love you all ! Have a nice day~

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_mlxv_
#1
Chapter 33: I would like you to write about about a undercover cop who falls in love
Jesstav #2
Chapter 33: I prefer your Idol life story but you can change to other genres . I am gonna love your new fic anyway. ^^

Hope to read it soon.
kimaray #3
Chapter 33: I'll be waiting for your story...
Idol life again secret relationship of them, i like this genre. Or bad boy and good girl hehe, it would be good too. Well anything i'll keen to read... Fighting
missright76 #4
Chapter 33: Happy Ending
alriah
#5
Chapter 33: Fluff or how about myungyeon starting their family
mayang #6
Chapter 33: romantic comedy... i would love to read this kind of story, with the bubbly and cheerful character of a rich daughter play by jiyeon and some arrogant rich men play by myungsoo.. plus, some drama in the story of course ^^.. btw, i will always read whatever story you write...hehe... update the new story soonnnn!
kyudirection #7
Chapter 32: woaah i just finish reading this story, and it was so great! myungyeon jjang^^
Diypadilla
#8
Chapter 32: Happy ending . . i like it
kimaray #9
Chapter 32: congratulation you have finished this ff. what a great story... happy end, i hope myungyeon also end up together in real life
nickhuntoria
#10
Chapter 32: I'm so touch about this ff keep on surprising us author-nim fighting~!