My Tears, My Drops (Luhan POV)
TeardropsBefore reading this story, just a friendly suggestion.
Listen to https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q3V_Abx5ov0 or https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVLxRXoLaas
And start reading once the part where the vocal line starts to sing or the vocal line starts to sing respectively.
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June 9
I still remember how we met
We were childhood friends at that time
And it made my life even better.
He is my bestfriend, Oh Sehun.
Oh how I appreciated his company and his jokes, even though it ain't that funny.
We told each other's secrets as we promised each other but I kept one.
Only one but that won't hurt him anyway.
Our relationship was perfect and there was a point that I thought that can we be more than this?
But I was a coward.
Scared to be rejected and have our friendship stained.
And he love someone and that's not me.
I don't want to show that I was hurt when he told me that so I smiled at him that time but deep inside, I was crying.
When I was alone, my tears started to drop.
And it was meant for him.
June 23
The time I came home, I forgot to return the book I borrowed from him.
I thought that he won't need it that much so I decided to return it to him the next day.
Turns out his day was worst than I thought to be.
He failed an examination, the teacher embarrassed him in front of the class because he didn't have his book with him
Because its with me.
I said sorry to him after I knew what happened.
But he was angry.
And angry Sehun is a Sehun I don't want to see.
We didn't talked for a week but I knew we couldn't last this long.
Or I thought so.
I was accompanying myself alone when I saw him laughing with our other friends, Tao and Kai.
It looked like he didn't need me or that we were bestfriends for a long time.
The sight caused another tear drop on my face.
And it was meant for him.
August 28
Until now, we didn't talk but I can notice his glares at me.
I was with my brother, Xiumin every break time.
And so does Lay and Kris.
They were comforting me.
We had our own faults
And Sehun has his part.
I remembered it all
And that caused me to cry once more
And it was meant for him
October 24
Xiumin hyung was becoming worried of my condition
Because the effects were coming out.
My pinkish and fair skin became paler and paler each day.
I lost my appetite to eat.
I couldn't sleep.
My sight was getting blurry.
I collapse at some point.
I was getting weak
Then I remembered Sehun.
He was happy
And if he's happy, I'm happy.
I don't want him to get worried about me.
And it caused me to break down once more
My tears started to drop
And it was meant for him
December 23
It was now December
And I saw snowflakes now dropping
But sadly,
We still haven't talked for almost 6 months
And my time was getting nearer
I was about to make the first move
After such a long time
I saw him at his porch
Then started to approach him
Until I saw him kissing someone
And that made run away
I went back to my house
I ran and ran
I wanted to go to my room
But as I reached my house
My breath gets thicker
My chest getting heavier
My heart was giving out
My knees were sloppy
My hands trembling
Then I stumbled
To the ground
The last thing I saw
Was my hyung
Shouting
Crying for help
Then I remembered Sehun
The kiss that I saw earlier
And before I lost consiousness
I let a tear drop
And it was meant for him.
December 24
I woke up
In a hospital room
And saw four shadows outside
My hyung entered the room
And my parents came right after
And I saw them crying
He hugged me tightly
I knew what I should do
I told them
To give me a paper
And a pen
And a small bottle
That can be hung around in a neck
At night
My hyung got what I needed
And put it in under my pillow
I saw his hands bleeding
But told me not to worry
Then I started to write.
After finishing writing the letter,
Tears started to stream down on my face
I put some tears on the bottle
And thought of every thing
Me and Sehun did.
The Happy
And Sad memories
I held the letter on my chest
And my eyes started to feel heavy
I could hear my parents
And my brother
Telling me to wake up
Before I could close my eyes
I saw someone
Barging inside my room
And I knew from that moment
It was Sehun.
But it was too late to talk now
I closed my eyes
Let a tear drop in my face
So I mouthed three words in Chinese
With a smile
And it was meant for him.
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