I opened my eyes. Everything is blurry, Where are my glasses?

"Here" I hear my mom say

And she hands me my glasses.I put them on.

"What happened mom ?"  I asked . I  sat on the bed and looked around. Why am I at home? I'm supposed to be in school.

" You fainted sweetie" my mom smiles at me " have you been eating well?" she asks curious

I nod "yes mom, I have I don't know why I fainted" she looked at me weirdly.

Did they told her what happened at school? God I hope not

I really didn't want to hurt him. "Ok , well I'm going to work " Now? I started while hugging her " Okay mom have a good..."

" Night Sarang is already 7 " I widened my eyes It's already that late. How long was I out?

" Okay mom see you tomorrow, have  a goodnight at work" I said and she left and closed to the door.

Now why I had that weird dream , I must be going crazy. Am I really that desperate? How embarrasing..

I felt my cheeks getting warm and I covered my face with my hands . What is happening to me am I really having a crush on a person who doesn't exist?

I started laughing at my own sillyness "That is crazy" Ew I have to go take a shower .

I took my towel and went and took a bath  and washed my hair. I came out with my knee high shorts and a t-shirt . I started drying my hair with a towel and decided to put it in a bun.

I sit on my bed and start thinking of the dream again. His name was Taemin, Lee Taemin. what am I supposed to do about this?

I don't think I can ever forget about him. He just felt so real to me around me. I put my arms around myself and sigh in content thinking

how warm his arms were around me.

I lay on my back , on the bed. And I'm so tired.

I am falling asleep and then start dreaming . And I'm at the same place as before but he's not here.

" Taemin, Taemin" I start calling his name and walking around aimlessly in the garden of white roses .

I look at the center and the bed it's not there anymore. Where is he?

I don't why but I start feeling anxious and out of breath. My hands are at my sides and I'm looking around.

And I feel stupid. How could I think I could dream the same person twice. And then I hear it.

His breath on my neck. I turn around and there he is. His beautiful eyes staring at me and a smile blooms on his face.

And I say his name breathlessly again  " Taemin"  and he just smiles. And