"Then take me Sarang" I frowned did I just heard right? He wanted me to take him as in what. My feelings are kind of mixed right know. He grabs the sides of my face and and closes in the space between us. "Why do you love me so much?" I can understand why Taemin loves me so much. His love it's so intoxicating it cuts out my breathing and makes my blood boil. How I am supossed to understand such a beautiful things he makes me feel paralizing my bones and making my eyes water. " You know why?" My heart aches this feeling is too strong I need to show him somehow. " Taemin I really don't know why" confusion writes across his face " You really don't know why do you?" I shake my head. " I love You so much it makes me crazy"  " When I saw you for the first time that the others where watching you I felt jealous and mad. At the sight of having to share your heart with someone else's when I wanted to give you all my love but when your life was at risk I had no doubt in letting others give their hearts to you because I knew your heart was already mine" . " How did you know?" " The guys sent me to your dreams because you kept saying my name in your sleep" " When a star is in distress it calls out to their Ace their soulmate." he took a deep breath and kissed a tear that I didn't notice was falling " I couldn't stand your suffering anymore. I had to end it even if it meant revealing what we are" . The honest of his words felt like a weight lifted off my shoulders. He looked at my eyes