A Pain Could Kill?

MINE IS MINE

AUTHOR'S POV

 

 

“Chorong ah!” bomi yelled from the couch whose taking a nap while her left hand is supporting her head. “Chorong ah the movie is about to start! Hurry!!” she shouted, frowning at the unresponsive chorong whose taking too slow in whatever she is doing inside bomi’s room

 

 

“Coming!” the latter yelled, Bomi could only roll her eyes since chorong said that twice for like 20seconds ago

 

 

Muttering some incoherent word, Bomi sat up then grab the remote control to minimize the volume since it’s too loud. They are about to watch ‘fifty shades of grey’, well~ they’ve been arguing what to watch earlier before they decided to pick it up.

 

 

 

 Bomi wanted to watch some disgusting zombie thingy, or some movie where it contains killing a people or chopping each other’s body which made chorong kept on shooking her head with her disapproval disgusted facial expression, clearly disagreeing at bomi’s kind of taste. While chorong on the other hand was being pushy to watch something romantic that it made bomi stump her feet and being  like a whiny kid, not totally agreeing about it.

 

 

After for like 5minutes. They’ve decided to play a game which called ‘rock, paper, scissor’, unfortunately chorong won for having a five points against bomi who got a zero points. Chorong couldn’t contain her happiness that she kept on jumping around while shouting “fifty shades of grey!!” that bomi’s eyes immediately pops out after hearing it ‘isn’t it contains with…..OH MY GOD~~~’ bomi thought couldn’t help but to gulp with chorong kept on wiggling her eyebrows

 

 

Anyway, back to present

 

 

Bomi cross her legs while waiting for chorong patiently, The movie was starting and it made her glance at her very own room to check if chorong was finish on her little business ‘I wonder what takes her so long’ she thought, shrugging

 

 

 

 

 

 

Bomi who’s been bored since she can’t really understand what she was watching, looked up to see the standing girl who looks very y and intimidating

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“C-chorong?” she stuttered while eyeing the smirking girl whose wearing a lose and long shirt where it looks like she’s not wearing anything underneath. It only made bomi gulp as she can’t take her eyes off of her

 

 

“What?” chorong says ‘innocently’ as she made her way to bomi’s, not forgetting to sway her hips ily from left to right. Sitting beside bomi, she looks at the girl beside her who looks like she saw a ghost or something, clearly was shocked from seeing her with the fact that chorong’s hair was too messy that it made her looks undoubtly y.

 

 

“h-huh? N-nothing” bomi says. Cursing mentally, trying her best to look away from her which is difficult since her eyes kept on searching for chorong’s crossed legs

 

 

The scene was where Christian grey find Anastasia Steele really seductive with her lip biting thingy. It made Christian really hot that he can’t control himself but to push his body towards Anastasia and crushed his lips on hers inside the elevator. Bomi on the other hand was biting her finger nails trying not to be drown in such a temptation. She glance towards chorong who is biting her pink lips ily, Chorong tuck in some hair trends behind her ears and push her hair sideways so that her neck will reveal.

 

 

Bomi closed her eyes and prayed silently ‘Oh my god~ OH NO NO NO. stop yourself Yoon Bomi, she’s trying to seduce you for a revenge. Dont.be.tempted. Just looked away. That’s right. URGH!! Why the heck Anastasia does looks so y. She looks like cho- oh my god!!!!!! You’re hallucinating!’ she thought while shooking her head madly.

 

Chorong looks at her weirdly and could only sigh in defeat. ‘What the hell is she doing? And Am I not that hot that she couldn’t even look at me? Urgh! What the! I should at least level up my seducing skills’ Chorong cleared and stood up. She made her way to the kitchen.

 

 

Bomi sigh in relief. ‘Wait. Where is my baby going? Well thank god she leave, I was planning on her!!! Oh my god! What am I thinking?” she closed her eyes and look at where chorong disappeared. ‘Should I go and her then? Oh no!!!!! you yoon! How could you even think on such things?’ she scolded herself.

 

After a minutes, Chorong proceed again to the coach where bomi is sitting frustatedly. Chorong sits as if she’s the most innocent women in the world and crossed her legs again. Bomi’s eyes are darting to chorong’s legs up to her chest, Bomi’s eyes widen again and clench her thigh frustratingly

 

 

‘Why the hell is her chest that wet? Is she kidding me? Her bra was showing and that stupid white cloth was not helping at all!!!!! Oh god! I might not control myself anymore!’ bomi screamed on her mind in frustration. Biting her knuckles real hard

 

 

‘I flash some water on my chest, since my cloth is white and thin, it can show my bra that easily! Muahahahha! I’m such a smarty pants! Oh god! She’s staring! I should act attractively’-chorong bit her lips again and narrow her eyes at the scene. Bomi stared at her for a while and curse.

 

 

The movie has ended with the two still being all quiet.

 

 

‘This movie did just made me real ! !’ bomi thought. Chorong on the other hand was disappointed ‘she didn’t even kiss me or something. I guess she don’t love anymore-‘she thought and stood up.

 

 

But was shocked when someone grab her wrist and pull her causing her to flee in bomi’s arms.

 

“Did you know how much I hated your cloth?” bomi ask. Her eyes was looking at chorong’s intensely while chorong was sill tuned. Bomi pull chorong’s hand and placed it right on her chest. “Did you know how much my heart beats and yearn to...” chorong looks directly at bomi’s tiger-like stares

 

“ you?” Bomi says as she lean closer to bit chorong’s lips with her own.

 

 

Chorong’s heart is thumping, feeling bomi’s soft lips on hers. A Random electricity was flowing through her body and it is the first time she felt it with bomi, she once felt it with suho when they shared their first kiss. But bomi’s was much more electrified. It did froze her and can’t even breathe properly

 

 

Bomi roam her hands on chorong’s waist down to her and gave it a little squeeze which made chorong come back on her senses and squeal. “Ahhh! Omo!” chorong yelp in surprised and looks at bomi shockingly

 

 

“How could you seduce me like that when you know that ..” bomi continued, She give a long at chorong’s ear which made chorong shudder “I can’t resist you” she finished and crashed her lips on chorongs. They shared a passionate and intimidate kiss. Bomi pulled chorong into her arms and drag her until they reach her room. They are still kissing with chorong messing with bomi’s hair using her naughty hand

 

“Chorong ahh! I want you” she says and it made chorong release some liquid down there with just bomi’s ing “Damn bomi ah! You don’t know how much I miss your touches, I wanna be too” she that it made bomi more hotter and hotter.

 

She crash her lips onto her and made their way to her bed. She put chorong down and chorong quickly push bomi to the bed.

 

 

“I’m so gonna eat you” bomi her lips and chorong shot a y stare at bomi

 

 

“Then eat me” she says seductively while biting her lips

 

 

Chorong climb onto her bed and straddled bomi. She starts grinding on bomi’s stomach and let out a moan “ahh~” she moaned, Bomi watches her grinding against her, she find her really y so she pulled chorong by her neck and crashed their lips again. Kissing each other’s hungrily as if it was their dinner

 

Bomi pulled chorong down and change their positions, bomi is now on the top

 

“Bom ah~ please” chorong beg

 

“Stay patient chorong ah, I’ll make love to you” bomi kiss her on the lips, little did bomi know, chorong was having a butterflies on her stomach hearing that bomi will make love to her

 

 

Realizing what bomi had said, bomi stop and look directly at chorong’s eyes “I meant not making love, , yes, it’s just a . Don’t worry” bomi corrected and chorong’s heart sank hearing that

 

 

 “Bom ah you know~”

 

 

*DIN DONG!!!* *DING DONG!!!*

 

 

 

“Are you expecting someone to go this late?” chorong says, there’s a hint of jealousy as she shot her a glare

 

 

“What? No! “Bomi says in defense, shooking her head “are you?” she ask back

 

 

“What the! This is your apartment! How am I even have a guts to invite someone who is—“ bomi shut her by kissing her lips and pull away immediately

 

 

“Then who the hell was that?” bomi ask,frowning

 

 

*DING DONG!!!!!*

 

 

 

“That’s it!” bomi stood up and composed herself

 

 

“I’ll go check it”

 

 

“What? But were going to—“

 

 

“I know, we’ll continue it later” bomi wink then proceed outside

 

 

 

“But I need you” chorong mutter and jutted her lips in annoyance “who the actual was that anyway!” she mutter harshly and walks out after bomi

 

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Bomi was skipping her way to the front door. After turning the knob she was gritted by a smiling

 

 

 

 

 

 

“S-suho?” bomi could only mutter

 

 

 

“Bom-ahh who is it?” chorong was running and was shocked when she saw her boyfriend standing at the door, smiling cutely at her

 

“Surprised baby!!!!” Suho shouted “And hi bomi!” she waved at her

 

“h-hey” bomi’s mood changed and she was not happy seeing suho with chorong again

 

 

“Babe” chorong mutter and suho hug her real tight

 

 

Bomi looks away and pretend to cough

 

 

 

“Ah oh yeah~ im here to get my baby home. I really miss you babe” Suho says lovingly at the awkward chorong who is being hug by him

 

“But I thought you will be home by two more days?”

 

“I lied baby. I just says it to surprised you” suho says and give a peck on chorong, Chorong immediately looks for bomi and smiles at her weakly, Bomi could only fake a smile and even give her a thumbs up

 

It made chorong’s heart sank, Chorong knows that bomi is only pretending. Pretending that she’s happy and fine with it when deep inside she’s dying in pain, drowning in a millions of knives to stab her.

 

 

Chorong smiles apologetically and look directly at bomi’s eyes, She didn’t see it coming but

 

 

 “I-I love you” she whispered, Bomi was shocked as well as chorong. Bomi looks at chorong in surprised and it made her heart skip a bit

 

 

 

‘Is it for me?’ bomi ask herself

 

 

“I love you too” suho answered happily. And that made bomi burn in pain.  Bomi close her eyes and tried her best to keep her threatening tears to fall ‘who am I to expect? It’s not for you idiot! She don’t love you’- bomi keep it to her mind and smiles pathetically

 

Chorong curse mentally and want to just kill herself at that time ‘How on earth could you says that! It can only hurt her’ she scolded herself

 

“Let’s get home baby” suho says and chorong nodded weakly

 

“Bomi. Thank you for taking good care of my girlfriend. I owe you” Suho smiled kindly at bomi who fake a smile at him “Welcome” bomi replied, She looks at chorong and says “Chorong ah.Take care of yourself arasso?” Bomi ask. Suho smiles at how caring bomi is toward her girlfriend

 

Chorong nodded at bomi and smiles sweetly at her “you too. Thank you bom ah” chorong says sincerely

 

“Always welcome” bomi smile sincerely at her

 

“Aww~ you two are so sweet. I can mistaken you two as a couple if im just a stranger” suho says. Laughing and chorong slaps him in the chest, blushing “Sorry babe~ I know you only want me” suho and chorong rolled her eyes

 

Bomi smiles and balled her knuckles in pain. This is too much for her. She wants to kill herself for attempting to ruin such an amazing couples ‘what have I done? It was always a one-sided love? How could I try to ruin their relationship when they are clearly madly in love with each other’s?” bomi thought and admire the two

 

 

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Chorong pulls away from suho’s grip and walks towards bomi, She gave her a warm tight hug and whispered “Let’s finish where we left when I get back on your apartment” chorong mutter and kiss bomi on the cheek. Bomi nodded weakly and smiles at her.

 

Suho watch the two and smiles. He open the passenger seats for chorong. Chorong wave at bomi and gets inside. Suho get at the driver seats, not forgetting to wave at bomi. Bomi tried her best to wave back as her legs are trembling in so much.

 

 

As suho gets inside. He carry chorong’s seatbelt and do it for her. He even kiss chorong’s crown and chorong couldn’t help but to smiles back at him. She looks at the rear mirror of the car and saw the hurtful look of bomi. She sigh and could only pray that bomi can handle this all out and be fine the next morning

 

Bomi watch the couples leave as she accompany the two on the parking lot where suho’s car where in. She sigh as soon as she saw the car disappeared on her sight. She immediately get on her feet and hug her legs closer to her. The vision of suho kissing chorong’s crown inside the car was too much for her. It hurts her so damn much.

 

The tears are falling freely on her cheek as she let out a mad scream

“AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!” She scream hoping that it can ease the pain she is feeling right now. All she could ever do was cry and scream her heart out

 

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Bomi walks lifelessly to her apartment. She close it after getting inside. She went to her room and sat on her bed. Bomi’s legs were still trembling and it made her cry again

 

“I was hurting myself again. I am so stupid! I can’t just-I can’t just” she started sobbing and starts throwing things that she saw. She pulled the pillow near and start punching it

 

 

 

“Why can’t she just sees me as me and love me like I do? Why can’t I just leave her alone and live by myself. Why do she keeps on popping on my mind? Why do I keep her controlling my world? WHY CAN’T YOU JUST LOVE ME AS YOU LOVE HIM? WHY??????!!!!!!! WHAT’S WITH HIM? WHAT??!!!!!!! TELL ME PARK CHORONG!!!!!!!! TELL ME!!!!!!!” She scream in frustration and kicks everything that gets on her way

 

 

 

“SHE’S PLAYING ON YOU BOMI AHH! IF SHE LOVES YOU SHE’LL FIGHT FOR YOU! BUT SHE DIDN’T BOM AH! YOU ARE TOO STUPID TO EVEN SEE THAT! ARRHGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!” She scream as she lash out all the things she sees. She threw the lamp, her phone and even her picture frames with her family. She’s so out of her mind.

 

 

 

As she darted her way to the mirror. She admire herself and it made her tear up again seeing her reflection through the mirror “you are so lifeless bom ah”she smiles pathetically to herself. Her eyes darted to the pills near her and looks at it. As if it was the answer for her problem. “Life is ” she whispered and grab the pills weakly “It can make me sleep for 12 hours?” she read out. “Caution: don’t take 2 or more pills? It can poison your body?” she read out again and try processing all on her mind

 

 

 

She smiles and grip it tightly. It was her pills every time she’s having an insomnia but she didn’t know that can really harm her body if she takes in a lot of it in that way. “I wanted to sleep…” a tear escaped her eyes and grip at the pills even tighter, remembering suho kissing chorong it made her bit her lips until it bleeds

 

 

“I want all of this to end” she sobbed and looks at the picture frame where she is with chorong, she smiled pathetically

 

 

“I don’t want to bother you any longer chorong ah” she sniff and looks at the pills with a tears rolling down her cheeks

 

“I know it’s wrong” she continued “b-but I can’t take this pain anymoreeee~” she sobbed again and grab the frame near her. She touch chorong’s image who’s smiling at the camera with bomi back hugging her from behind. She gave it a sweet and sincere kiss before throwing it at the floor

 

She witness how it crack and broke. She smiles at it and looks at the pills again, hesitating

 

 

 

“I’m tired... c-chorong ah

 

 

 

 

 

I-i wanted to sleep...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Forever...”

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THE END~

 

OKAY ~ I’m SORRY TO SAY THIS BUT YES IT IS THE END!

 

KIDDING! MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAH!!!

 

YOU BYUNS!!!EXPECTING FOR SOMETHING MORE?? MUAHAHHAHA!!! OK. IM SORRY FOR TEASING YAH ALL GUYS.I KNOW YOUR STUMPING YOUR FOOT AND WHINING! LOL, I’LL GIVE IT YOU GUYS VERY SOON~~~~ XD

 

I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT I AM WRITING. LOL.DIDN’T EXPECT THIS HUH? PLEASE DON’T KILL ME~~~ HAHHAHAHHA! JUST READ IT AND STAY TUNE GUYS<3 I was getting excited too. Lol. Anticipating it huh? Just wait my lovely readersJ

 

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Alaayyssa23 #1
Chapter 25: Please update athournim
Alaayyssa23 #2
Chapter 25: Please update athournim
Sam-TheReader
#3
Chapter 25: Update soon please :c
ChomiChobbom
#4
Author nim~ please comeback
ChomiChobbom
#5
Chapter 25: Still waiting for this to have a comeback, fighting author nim! We miss you so much ~ this coming monday will be 1 year after you updated T_T
Bunnylovehamster
#6
Chapter 25: Please update soon authornim. *sob sob*
NotYourOrdinaryBabe
#7
Chapter 25: Im still hoping that you'll update :(
ckaz99
#8
Chapter 25: *spoiler alert to the readers out there + major comment coming through*

I remember reading this when the chapters came out haha. One of my favourites. Ah so it seems chapter 25 was released in 2018! Wow not too long ago, and it's such a good chapter. So I just reread the whole thing and wanted to talk a bit. First of all, it's. so. good.

Not that you will, but if I can request it, please don't rewrite anything. I can see that your writing greatly improved from the beginning to the end and that's actually really fun to witness through reading! It also creates a lot of character development which is amazing.. Chorong started off with a temper and screaming all the time, to becoming this cute softie who is in love with Bomi. The confession and final arc with Suho was perfect! Suho's reaction was realistic, and so was their guilt, but it's also light-hearted enough that we readers aren't in pain - which is a good thing in it's own way. The fic Untouchable Face deals with cheating in a more mature way, so I think the difference is really refreshing!! Idk if what I'm saying is coming out right. I'm trying to say that I love this story in its own right.

When Chorong made her final decision, realising the one she is in love with, and then made that mistake of saying it as a response to Suho omg it was so funny and great. Then chasing after Bomi and those kisses, saying those words that Bomi never thought she'd hear, that was breathtaking. A different side to Chorong. Flashbacking to what happened with Suho after that was such a good way to do it. Argh the pace was so good!!

And this fic has such golden moments my god. Chorong finding out just how hurt Bomi is, Chorong feeling herself thinking of Bomi (hehe), Bomi being tired of this and telling Chorong to leave--how Chorong badly wants to hear Bomi's true feelings during that wowowow, Bomi hiding from Chorong in the cafe, Bomi being sincere in the cafe, Bomi saying hurtful words to Chorong before showing how much she loves her, Chorong's confused feelings the entire time too, and that all leads up to the end where I have even more to say!

Bomi needing to court Chorong to be her gf was the funniest fluffiest sh*t ever I loved it!! How did you come up with such greatness to fill this whole story gosh.. The April fools chapter haha, but we were rewarded with sweet sweet love. And now, the last chapter. What I personally really like about this is that it can pass off as an ending. The continuation of the story revolves around Bomi's ex who had supposedly passed away, so if we take out the whole idea that she's alive, there's already a perfect spot to end at, like ending version 1, or the end of part 1, if not just The End. And like I said how your writing seemed to have improved as the story progressed, Chapter 25 touches upon the disappointment of forgetting their anniversary, and oh my how you made me feel for Chorong. You can see the pure love she feels for Bomi. All that worry and guilt that came was fragile and beautiful. The way she spoke her heart out to Bomi was BEAUTIFUL. That "I love you. I love you. I love you" 3 times in succession melted me, fckkk. And how Bomi just chuckles asking why she's crying so much like Chorong is being silly, having prepared all that and she should be upset but she isn't... awwwhhhh.. Their love... Your mind..... can i cry pls

So I love this story. One of my favourites. You say there's more and I'll be waiting, but just know that I'm so happy with what you've given us already and my mind is at ease at that. Thank you.
ChomiChobbom
#9
Chapter 25: And to bomi's reaction what would be her reaction if naeun cameback and also chorong jealous rongie ^___^ please update author.
ChomiChobbom
#10
Chapter 25: Please update~ can't wait to naeun's appearance.