Let out the worries..

The Past

“Arghhh….  Kai, you are really trying to kill me” Chanyeol complaint.

Kai smiled. “Our comeback is in the way, hyung. We need to practise hard. We can’t allow any single mistake during practice.” He defended himself.

They were practising for four hours without rest leaded by Kai the Hitler. Every time one of them made a mistake they would start again from the beginning. Kai would never make them stop the practice unless he himself is tired. And waiting for Kai to get tired was like waiting for a tiger to give birth to a cat.

Suho added. “Kai is right. We should prove the people that we really deserve all the awards that we gain last year.”

“Guys, if you are ready, let’s start the practice and practise harder.” Luhan urged the members to get back to work.

The members got up doing some stretching before practising all over again. Lay got up being motivated by Suho’s speech. His motion stopped when he saw Baekhyun only sat still without moving at all in his place.

“Baekhyun ah, are you okay?” He asked feeling worried if Baekhyun got hurt during practice.

Baekhyun was so shocked. He was like just waking up from his sleep. “Huh, of course I am okay. Don’t worry about me. Let’s go practice. Thank you, hyung.”

Baekhyun was just about to go to his spot and start the practice when Chen asked, “Did she do something to you. Are you really okay? Is she bothering you?”

The other members stopped their workout listening to Chen’s question.

D.o sighed. Here they were again. Blaming Jinri for whatever she did.

Knowing that silence couldn’t make the members satisfied, Baekhyun answered the question. “She did not do anything to bother me. I’m okay. She’s not bothering me at all. She’ll never harm me. So don’t worry about me being with her.”

 Baekhyun answered hoping that the members would finally drop the topic. Hearing the answer, they knew that Baekhyun wanted to put an end to the conversation. He did not want to talk about it anymore.

They began their practice.

Baekhyun was practising while his mind thinking about Jinri. His very own wife.

 

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After the army-style practice, Baekhyun, D.o and Chanyeol together with Chen, went out to a cafe. Relaxing their mind. They ordered their coffee and talked about a lot of things except their work.

D.o stared at Baekhyun trying to read his face. Is he really okay staying with Jinri? He knew that Baekhyun married her to fulfil Junsu’s wish that is to protect her. But did Baekhyun was really okay? Was he happy with his life now that the wish had been fulfilled? Marriage without love. Will it bring happiness to Baekhyun’s life? Could they find their own happiness after this? All the questions lingered in D.o’s mind.

When Chen asked himself to the washroom, D.o couldn’t help himself wanting to ask Baekhyun all the questions. He stopped himself from doing that realising the questions will become a burden to Baekhyun.

“Can you guys tell me what can I do to bring joy back to my life?” Baekhyun suddenly asked. The question made both D.o and Chanyeol stared to Baekhyun trying to find out what he meant by the sudden question.

See how clueless his best friends were with his question, Baekhyun explained to them, “ I don’t know what should I do now. I thought that after fulfilling hyung’s wish I would be at ease. But now that I had fulfilled it, that’s not it. I didn’t realise that my life had been turned upside down without I meant to do it. I always think how I can talk to the members about the wish hoping that will at least reduce the tension between them and Jinri. Trying to figure out what my life will be after this. How can we both find our own happiness yet we both had been married with each other.” He threw out all his worries from his mind. He felt helpless. Even talking to them will not making him feel relax.

D.o and Chanyeol heard Baekhyun’s concern. All of this time, Baekhyun never really talked to them about his problem. Now that they knew his problem, they were very sorry that they can’t even do anything to help him. All in their thought right now were to help Baekhyun convince the members to forgive Jinri.. But it will of course take a lot of times……

 

 

 

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yuu_sama #1
Author-nim? ^^
Where are you?
Are you still there?
I really miss your story so much.........
By the way, good luck for whatever you're doing outside AFF! ^^
I'll always be waiting.
yuu_sama #2
Chapter 8: Third... perhaps I want to tell you what I was thinking about the "form" of this story. Seriously, I'm fine with the "content" of this story, it's indeed amazing!!! But, if I may give you a few pieces of advice, then perhaps you can pay attention to what you type. Recheck the spelling, grammar or anything that needs to be rechecked. Please, don't get offended. I don't mean to hurt your feelings by any means. For example: "Suh went silence"... I think "Suh" must be "Suho", right? Then "went silence", I think it's better to use "fell silent" instead. Actually, I'm not an English native speaker myself, but learning from AFF authors who are English users has helped me a lot. I will not concentrate on grammatical structures because I basically don't care (hahaha), because I love your story the way it is and correcting grammar isn't my area. But yeah, I did notice some grammatical errors and I also make the same errors in my stories as well. Please, once again, I hope you don’t take this personally because I just want you to know about my opinion.

This story is special and I respect you for writing this. Nothing is perfect in this world, but we always have chances to be better, I believe that. I share this to you because I care, and because this story has a lot of potential to be greater and greater! ^^ Something in this story has emotionally moved me… and that’s why I’ll pay attention to its development in the future. Baekhyun and Jinri, arrgh, I really want them to start understanding each other and falling in love! But I’m also satisfied on the other side, because you didn’t make the story flow too fast! The fact that they’re still awkward to each other is realistic and reasonable, and I LOVE YOU MORE for that, author-nim! So, surprise me, shall you?
yuu_sama #3
Chapter 8: Author-nim, how are you? ^^
First, I'm gonna say thank you for the update. I know that you'd worked hard for this chapter, so thank you very much for giving this reader something to read~~ :)
Second... wow, this chapter is really full of pain, isn't it? EXO members finally found out what Baekhyun hid, but I couldn't tolerate what they did to Jinri. Why the hell were they still bullying her for something that they should have moved on from!? >.< I know they hate her, but Junsu's death can't always be their excuse to treat her so badly like that. Thank God that Suho was the one who stayed sane among them! It hurt me a lot to read the wedding part. Couldn't they just leave Jinri alone?? They'd gone too much~~! I feel bad for her! And Baekhyun... he did nothing to stand up for her! Okay, I know it's basically an arranged marriage, but still... Jinri was his wife and he should have done something for her! Gaaaahhh, that part really annoyed me! Seriously! I don't know what future holds for them, and since this is your story... I can't wait to be surprised by you, author-nim! ^^ Well, I love the story plot so far! And since I'm a fan of something "painful" like this (oh yeah, I'm a masochist), I give this story FOUR THUMBS!!! ^^
Hanna27 #4
Chapter 8: yeah!! I love it~ ^_^
UPDATE! UPDATE!
Hanna27 #5
Chapter 7: this story have a good plots and I'm really like it!!
yuu_sama #6
Chapter 7: Uwaah~!! >//< I'm so surprised with the so many updates in a row!
Thank you for updating, dear! They're all short and I could get the main ideas of every chapter very clearly.
It... was quite hurting that the whole world put the blame solely on Jinri.
I was wondering. If she didn't want to commit suicide in such complicated situation, then she must be really really really a tough girl. If I was her, I believed I'd try to kill myself... especially when I was the reason why the one I loved died.
And what happened to Baekhyun... I had sympathy for him.
For me, his father only thought of himself and his company instead of his son.
It wasn't completely Baekhyun's fault that he created chaos in the society. It's caused by the so-called fans!! >//< Seriously, I respect Baekhyun here because he stayed calm and maintained his self-control. He accepted his father's words instead of running away, and I was like... "Wow, Baek!!! WTH are you doing!!? You should reject it!!!"
But Baekhyun did it. Accepted it.
And now that Baekhyun was going to marry Jinri, I hope they could protect each other instead of only Baekhyun protecting her~~
This story gave me some feels I couldn't understand~~~ but I think it's mostly sadness?
Good job, author-nim ^^
And thank you for working so hard with these updates. Keep writing~~!! ^0^)/
yuu_sama #7
Chapter 1: Should I imagine Jinri here as f(x)'s Sulli? ^-^
Or is she an original character with the same name?
Hehehe~~ just want to ask. I have so many feels for Sulli (Choi Jinri), you know.
This fiction has an angst feel~~ so Jinri blamed herself for what happened to Junsu.
Poor her... but she should have watched her steps when she crossed the road.
>w< Urrghh...
She was going to marry with Baekhyun in the end, right?
I'm curious about your ideas in this story. What will happen to both of them~~? <3

Keep writing, author-nim! ^^
Every experience is precious and I'm supportin' you!