Hyomin was still out of herself right now. It's nearly a month since jiyeon fade away. She was sitting on her bed reminiscing the moments they had. She tries to call her again, but she'll end up frustrated because no matter what she do, she cant contact jiyeon. She looks down as she glances at her panda. The scarf that she gave to jiyeon was on it. She grab it and put it on. Hyomin can still smell jiyeon's scent. It's like her baby scent lingers on it. Tears fall from her eyes as she remembered how she smiles at her, how sweet she were to her and how she hugged her tightly. How come it'll end up like this? Hyomin can't still accept the fact that Jiyeon is not here anymore, that she was hoping that Jiyeon will come back everytime, anytime. That she misses her badly that she's dying to see her. Hyomin lifted her face as she hears the creaking of the door, a worried face was drawn from her face, it was soyeon, who came in.

Soyeon:"want me to accompany you?" she ask worriedly

Hyomin:"i'm fine unnie.." while gripping the scarf

Soyeon:"no youre not.." she sigh "it's nearly a month since Jiyeon left...." she went nearer to Hyomin whose eyes are still prickling.

Hyomin:"why did she left?"

Soyeon:"come here" she hugged Hyomin whose been asking her the same questions. Like is she gonna back? and why did she left?

Hyomin:"i can't forget about her, everything about her..." she mumbled

Soyeon:"time will heal the pain, hyomin-ah..." she patted Hyomin's back as she let out a sigh again.

Cold breeze was in the air. Hyomin was walking on the street as she passed by at the carnival. It'll make things worst for her, the carnival that they used to have  a date, the sweet moments they had. The panda cake that Jiyeon used to gave her, like it was all perfect, that it fades away just an eyelash, like it was all just a dream. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath. She tries to smile brightly but she failed. How long will she suffered from this pain inside her? How long will Jiyeon not to show up infront of her eyes? She continues to walk and noticed that someone followed her. She turns back and just ignored it when her phone rings

Hyomin:"yeobeoseyo?"

"i'm at the coffee shop we used to meet up...please just this once...."

Hyomin:"okey, wait me up there.." she hangs up quickly as she's not in the mood to meet WooHyun right now.

Hyomin took a cab and got arrived to the coffee shop WooHyun told her to. She's still conscious right now, like she really thinks that someone is following her.She turns around and saw a girl with a black leather jacket with glasses on. That person was talking on the phone and turns her head away as Hyomin looked at her. Hyomin tilts her head as she felt curious about that person. Hyomin ignored what she had just thought and went in to the coffee shop.

She took a few steps and stopped as she saw WooHyun waving his hands on her. She smiled forcely and sit infront of WooHyun.

WooHyun:"thank you for coming" he smiled brightly

Hyomin:"no need to thank me" 

WooHyun:"how have you been nowadays? i heared Jiyeon left you..."

Hyomin lazily lifted her face to woohyun and interupt him 

Hyomin:"if youre going to say such things to me today, i'm afraid i'll leave you then..." with her cold look

WooHyun:"sorry..." he quickly apologizes as he see Hyomin's cold reaction

Hyomin:"so what do you want to talk about?" she change the topic

WooHyun:"actually, it'll more likely to jiyeon...." he looks down

Hyomin:"what do you want, exactly?" she ask him directly

WooHyun:"you know, you've changed a lot after she fades away....youre not the cheerful Hyomin i used to know before, and i know why your being like this.." he turns his head away as he avoids Hyomin's glare.

Hyomin let out a sigh again. It was hard for her, it was hard living alone without her. It was really hard to smile knowing that Jiyeon was not beside her anymore. She slowly gained her confidence and faced Woohyun up. She bit her lower lip and starts to speak

Hyomin:"are you going to ask about my feelings again? like it is so obvious.." she speaks meekly and woohyun interupts her

WooHyun:"what am i to you before? i mean before you accepted me as part of your life?" he ask with his sorrow eyes

Hyomin:"do you want me to be honest this time woohyun?"

WooHyun:"yes, i really wanted you to be honest with yourself..like what was i am to you, and what were she is to you"

Hyomin:"was i not really honest with---"

WooHyun:"do you really mean it when you said you love me back?" he ask looking at Hyomin's sad eyes right now

Hyomin:"i don't know.." she replied meekly

WooHyun:"you surely don't know do you?"

Hyomin:"maybe i was just happy with you woohyun..." she looks down a second and lifted her face again "maybe it was just a friendly love...maybe i don't mean every single word i said before..and i felt guilty right now...that i was thinking that this things happened to me is a punishment, like this was all a punishment.." her eyes get wet and tries to avoid the tears to come out

WooHyun:"so you don't love me back then" he looks down as he avoid to show Hyomin his weakest side "then what about her? what were she was with you?"

Hyomin:"i'm happier with her woohyun.." she wipes her tears with her fingertips "not as much as i'm happy with you"

WooHyun:"so i was just---"

Hyomin:"just let me clarify things today, i don't want to hurt someones feelings anymore...let;s end things clearly today."she sniffles

WooHyun:"okey.." he sips on his coffee

Hyomin:"from the start, i thought it was all sympathy..like i just wanted to be by her side because no one ever took her care." she took a deep breath trying to avoid herself to shed some tears again "but i was wrong, that thought was all wrong because i...." she pauses a second "because i, i unintentionally falling in love with her"

WooHyun just kept on silent. He loses to Jiyeon again, like his heart breaks to million pieces eveytime Hyomin talks about her feelings to Jiyeon.

Hyomin:"i didn't learned what love is with you woohyun, instead  i learned it with her"

WooHyun:"so, i'd lose huh" he spoke out

Hyomin:"i'm sorry woohyun, but i can't deny this feeling anymore"

WooHyun:"it's okey, i understand now.."

Hyomin:"thank you" she looks down again having the guilt for hurting WooHyun's feelings all the time

WooHyun:"youre going to forget her?"he ask calmly

Hyomin:"no.i'm going to wait...i'm just going to wait"

WooHyun:"i wanted to help you"

Hyomin:"thank you but this is enough woohyun, i've hurted you so much..."

WooHyun:"so what do you want me to do?"

Hyomin:"let's just forget everything before" she sigh "i know it is hard for you, but it'll make things better"

WooHyun:"i'm going to.." he smiled "but just let me have our friendship again"

Hyomin:"youre okey with that---"

WooHyun:"ofcourse!" he smiled to ease Hyomin's worried face

Hyomin:"you sure about that?" she asked again

WooHyun nods as he tried to smile to her. It was never easy, the fact that his loved one loves another rip off his heart. But it was hyomin's feelings, no one can decide who you really loved, no one can dectate the heart at all. WooHyun said his goodbyes to Hyomin as he will leave before he can cry infront of her. He forcely smiled to Hyomin and waves his hands as he went out to the coffee shop.

Hyomin on the other hand stoods up and slowly went out to the coffee shop. She was still thinking of Jiyeon this time. She always thinks of her, literally. She pauses again and turns around when she noticed again that someone followed her. She saw the same person again who wore black leather jacket with her glasses, she slowly went nearer to that person but she walks quickly trying to avoid Hyomin

Hyomin:"yah!" she followed her

That person ignored Hyomin completely. She didn't even turned her head to Hyomin.

Hyomin:"who are you? why are you following me?" she asked as she tried to catch that person

Hyomin grabbed her hand and let her faced her. Hyomin took off her glasses and widened her eyes after seeing her face

Hyomin:"you...." she gasps

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Hi guys ^O^v sorry for the delayed cuz i've been busy doing my job like voting them in mcountdown and streaming and watching their mv shuga free hhahaha! That fanchant though was an epic one!!! good job Queen's!! and i'm hoping that they will win this >.< how i wish it will.. by the way, hope you like this chapter and..thank you for reading <3