Kyuhyun woke up the next morning, with scratches on his arms and a cut above his eye plus, injuries sustained from the bomb, he found out he broke his wrist. Kyuuhyun saw the others sleeping. Leeteuk and Sungmin were awake discussing things with the doctor outside. Leeteuk looked pale and distraught while Sungmin was trying to comprehend what the doctor was saying. They must be talking about Ryeowook. Or did the doctor tell them about my disorder? 

They come in a couple minutes later and sit beside me. "Kyuhyun, why didn't you tell us?" The mother always wants to know everything. "Tell you what?" Damn it."That you have a disorder." Kyuhyun sighs. "Because it's something i'm ashamed about. Building a personality and using it so I don't have to do the dirty work."

"Kyuhyun, it doesn't matter that you have another you inside of well, you but we are family. There is nothing to be ashamed about." But it was."But,there's bad news." Sungmin says. "What's wrong? Is it Ryeowook?" If Ryeowook is sick, I can't forgive myself."No, Ryeowook should be waking up soon." Than what is it?"Kyuhyun, your disorder grew and changed to multiple personality disorder." I could not believe my ears. "What?!" "They want to put you in rehab." I scoff. "No. No. I don't need to go to rehab. I'm perfectly stable. And i'm not leaving this place till Ryeowook wakes up. I will guarentee that i'm fine."

"You may be. But your personalities killed 2 people."It's not true."But, one was unintentional." I'm not lying. I'm not crazy. "If you're talking about Onew, your "other side" punched him to death and left him to die."

"Kyuhyun, I know this is a big step but its the best choice we have. SM Town is going to shut down. Madame Cho had a change of heart and we have thousands of dollars sitting in our bank account. You use the money to have a house with Ryeowook and marry him in Hawaii. But you need to get better first. Only 2 years, Kyuhyun. And when you come back, we all will wait for you. Family is forever." Kyuhyun suddenly cries, moved by Leeteuk's words. "When?" "Immediatly. you could hurt an innocent person again, and you won't even know." I sigh. "Okay. But give me a day when Ryeowook wakes up. Let me spend a day with him before I leave. I want to be the one to tell him. He needs to hear it from me.." "You got it."

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