July 2012

He invited her at our day.

The day we planned for so long, just for us two, and he invited this b*tch.

She just has to call and he forgets everything.

Even me.

But I'm not important, I guess...

I'm kinda sure she's also in connection with one of the super junior members.

Or whatever, as long as they  buy her expensive clothes, everyone get's their chance.

I have to accept: not always the nice girl get's the boy at the end.

Something is really wrong with this world.

Happy end?

Which happy end...

Okay, I have to deflect my mind from Sehun!

I have birthday in one week, I should get over it, it's my day and I'll finally meet Jenny again.

Be happy, Lizzy!

I the radio. I was alone at home, so why not music at the loudest?

24/7 kpop radio.

Sure, EXO K... EXO K everywhere in radio.

"MAMA! Answer me, why did the people change
Did they notice the existence of that time
I have forgotten how to just hear, love and care, no longer but lost
Turning their backs while working while living"

Other radio station! OTHER RADIO STATION!

Seoul FM

"Youre perfect to me, I imagined

How would it be if we were together?
If only you say okay, everything is perfect, oh baby

I lost my mind, the moment I saw you
Except you, everything get in slow montion
Tell me, if this is love
Sharing and learning countless emotions everyday with you
Fighting, crying and hugging
Tell me, if this is love"

No radio today.

I the TV.

"Today our special interview with EXO K member Oh Sehun!"

Girls were screaming.

"So Sehun, you may know that you have a lot of fangirls. And the most asked question is, do you have a girlfriend?"

Girls were screaming.

Why are they all the time screaming?

Sehun laughed.

I turned off the TV.

Again, I lost me in crying.

Is that all a bad dream?

A nightmare?

What have I done to the universe, what happened to us, to our friendship?

It knocked at the door.