"Jongin, can I ask you something?" I asked and stood up. He stands in front of me trying to wipe my tears but I backed away. He nods.

"If you had fallen out of Love with Saemi. By any chance, wil you.." I looked at him "Love me?" I sound so pitiful. I wasnt ignorant that Jongin knows how I feel for him.
 

"Im sorry Hyeri," He paused, It was the first time he uttered my name and it sounded special. "You cant replace Saemi in my heart." He used both  our names in one go, telling me how I can never replace her.

 "Then what about the times you held my hands, the times you almost showed my love." I cried. "Those times. You lied." I sympathetically said. I wiped my own tears. Tired of crying, tired of pushing myself to him and I'm tired of trying. "You're selfish Jongin. But I still wish the best for you. Good bye."