Chapter 2

Mind? Heart? Fate.

END OF CHAPTER 1

“Do you have a bias in BTOB?” Eunkwang joined in the conversation.

“Actually...yeah…”

“WHO IS IT?” They all spoke in unison.

“Minhyuk shi…”

“AH REALLY?” Minhyuk brightened up.

“Yes..”

”HEY WHAT ABOUT ME?” Peniel glared at me, I glared back. I felt cushions getting thrown at me one by one. I threw them back.

“GUYS GUYS GUYS CALM DOWN LET’S GO SHOW JIEUN AROUND. LET’S SPLIT UP, SINCE SEVEN IS TOO MUCH. I WILL SHOW HER AROUND THE DORM, MINHYUK WILL SHOW HER THE DANCE ROOMS, CHANGSUB WILL SHOW HER THE VOCAL ROOMS, HYUNSIK WILL SHOW HER THE GYM, PENIEL WILL SHOW HER THE FOOD, ILHOON WILL SHOW HER WHERE THE SCHOOL IS WITH SUNGJAE AND YOU TWO CAN SHOW HER AROUND THE WHOLE SCHOOL.” Eunkwang blabbered about. It took me quite a while to process what he had just said. “ALRIGHTY LET’S START. ME FIRST, SINCE WE’RE ALREADY IN THE DORM.”

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Jieun’s POV

Eunkwang grabbed my wrist and dragged me to the bedroom.

“Since there’s eight of us now, we can make use of the top bunk from Minhyuk’s bed!” Eunkwang exclaimed. My feels. I am going to sleep. on a bunk. WITH MY ONE AND ONLY MINHYUKKIE????

“I see..” he dragged me out of the room and turned to the left.

“Here is the clothing room. Basically we all have a closet.” He pointed to the 10 closets. “Yeah there’s spare room for people who own too much clothing..AHEM HYUNSIK AHEM.” I giggled. “I guess we’re done here.” He brought me to the next room.

“This is the-”

“Bathroom..I have common sense ya know..” I laughed.

“FINE THEN! WE’RE DONE HERE.” He stomped out of the room with a smirk hidden upon his face.

Eunkwang walked towards Minhyuk and started doing aegyo. “Minhyukkie ah, it’s your turn to show Jieun around.” He shot me a glare, which I couldn’t help but laugh at. What’s wrong with me? Why do I always laugh at everything they do?! Do they think I’m creepy?

“Okay okay, I’ll go show Jieun around now, sounds good?” Eunkwang nodded obediently. “Alrighty! Jieun, let’s go!”

“Kay,” I think I’m gonna faint.

“Sooo? How do you like BTOB?”

“I love it! You guys are such adorables!” omo did I just say that aloud. UGH. Minhyuk laughed at my response.

“Well all I can say is that we are definitely one goofy family that you will learn to get annoyed with any time soon.”

“I highly doubt that,” I gave him a genuine smile.

“Jieun ah, you know you’re very pretty right?” I felt my cheeks flush, AGAIN.

“Ah, of course not.”

“Fine, you are very beautiful!”

“Aww you’re so sweet!” I chuckled and pinched his nose, trying not to show the feeling of me DYING INSIDE.

“Yah! You’re younger than me! Stop doing that” he pouted.

“Alright alright. I thought you were taking me to the dance rooms?” I pointed at the -VOCAL PRACTICE ROOMS- sign.

“Oh, right…” he scratched the back of his head. “Okay then, let’s go! To the other side of Cube Ent!”

“Let’s go!”

We talked about random subjects on the way.

“WE’RE HEREEEEE”

“Woah~~” My voice trailed off.

It was mesmerizing. There were so many hallways leading to different sized rooms. Some for individual people to practice when they would like, most of them just had room numbers, but multiple had labels with every confirmed groups’ name. So every group is assigned a practice room? AWESOME. We walked through each and every hallway until we reached BTOB’s practice room. All I could say was it was GIGANTIC. It was huge. It was exactly like how it was shown in the ‘BTOB Practice’ videos on youtube, but life sized. It was the real thing.

“Come on!” I followed him inside.

“Hmm.. Do you know any of our songs?” Minhyuk did his irresistible aegyo.

“I know all of the ones that had been released!” I gave his a cheerful smile, he pinched my cheeks.

“You wanna dance? OH ACTUALLY, I WANNA SEE YOU FREESTYLE!”

“Oh heh…” I stuttered. “My freestyle isn’t that good.”

“OH YES IT IS. I’VE SEEN YOUR APPLICATION! YOU GOT 100% DON’T YOU DARE LIE TO ME MISS”

“Fine..”

“YAY! YOU NEED TO DANCE TO WHATEVER I PUT ON.”

“Alrighty~~” Just then, I heard Problem by Ariana Grande and moved to the beats precisely, being aware of each and every move I make.

“OMO YOUR MOVES ARE SO SWIFT AND AWESOME AND YOU’RE SO GOOD AT DANCING OMOMOMOMO!” omo your head, Minhyuk. I’m the one fangirling here...about you fangirling about me..

“How was I?” I did aegyo.

“AWESOME!!!!! OH I WANNA TAKE YOU SOMEWHERE! FOLLOW ME.” Where is he taking me?

“Hmm okay then, but don’t walk too fast or I’ll get lost,” I flashed him a smile.

“Of course I won’t lose you! You’re stuck with me one way or another,” He pointed out. Of course I’m stuck to you, Minhyuk.

We started walking to.....well.... I don’t even know. One thing I do know though, is that I am going to love it nonetheless, knowing I’m with Minhyuk. We walked through a grass field and I found something flawless. A field filled with flowers. All of them together was what made them unique, beautiful. It was perfect. It was so pretty I didn’t dare step on them.

“Come on! It’s fine to step on them ya know?” He said jokingly.

“But….But it’s just so perfect! How’d you know this place?”

“Well… I like to come here when I need to peace,” he explained.

“Ahh.. I see. I should learn from you,” I flashed him another smile. Minhyuk grinned at my response.

"Does the guys know about this place?"

"Nah... I got this personally built when I needed some space from.."

"From?"

"....Studies.." He spaced out to his own little world. I knew for sure, it was definitely not studies.

“Wait here.”

“Okay?” I laid down on the field and stared at the puffy cumulous clouds as white as snow. The skies were blue as ever. I couldn’t wish for more.

“Here!” Minhyuk gave me a flower crown. One that he made. All by himself. Oh my gosh. OH MY GOSH.

“Awww…. Thanks, you’re so sweet!” I wore the crown and  embraced him into a bear hug.

“Welcome,” He flashed me a smile, one that would make every girl’s heart melt.

“Soo.. Do you wanna stay here for a bit or go back to the dorm so the rest of the guys can take over for you?” He asked,

smirking.

“Aish.. Of course I wanna stay!” I was in heaven already… Why would I want it to end? I wouldn’t.

“Alrighty! Ten more minutes, kay? Or else everyone might think I lost you,” he laughed a little, trying to hide his embarrassment.

"YAY! Gomawo oppa!" He patted my head.

I laid down on the flower bed and turned my gaze towards the sky. It was one of those days where everything felt perfect. I closed my eyes. The next thing I knew, was that I was too comfortable. I fell asleep.

 

Minhyuk's POV

Aish this girl.. You're so beautiful, do you know that? But. One thing you might not know is, I can see the pain in your eyes. What's bothering you? Your heart is hurt, I know that for sure. I watched her cute little movements and soon heard her slow, paced breathing. She must have fallen asleep. I looked at her facial features. They were perfect. She had so much natural beauty. It was unbelievable. She's even more beautiful than noona, internally and externally. I took a glance at my watch. We better go. But she's so peaceful! I carried her bridal style back to our dorm and knocked on the door.

"OMO WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER? DID YOU GIVE HER A SLEEPING PILL?" Sungjae freaked out.

"Chill, she just fell asleep when I was showing her around. And be quiet! I don't wanna wake her up!"

"HAHAHAHAHAHA HYUNG WAS TOO BORING JIEUN FELL ASLEEP!" Sungjae yelled inside the room so everyone could hear. I rolled my eyes.

“GUYS GUYS I THINK SHE’S WAKING UP!” Ilhoon walked over to the couch.

“Oh hi guys!” Jieun was her usual self. Cheerful. I couldn’t help but smile at her happiness, but a part of me wouldn’t let go of the fact that she has pain written all over her face.

 

Ilhoon’s POV

Minhyuk. I can see from your eyes that you love MY Jieun. She is going to be mine. Don’t think you can have anyone you want. Jieun belongs to me. And me only. Don’t you dare touch her. I rested my arms on the couch.

“Sooooooooo was Minhyuk so boring that you fell asleep in the dance room?” I inquired. I saw her cheeks flush. She’s so cute! It’s nice to have someone blush because of me. Jieun’s gaze turned to one part of the room and answered a quick yes.

“Well do you still wanna go on a tour of the vocal room with me?” Changsub did some aegyo to her. At least he does this all the time. Changsub is okay. But not. Not Minhyuk.

“Hmm Sure!”

“Lez go!”

Jieun doesn’t like Minhyuk, does she? No. She doesn’t. He’s not her type at all. I can tell. She likes cute and adorable guys who are young. Of course, which I am perfect for.


 

Jieun’s POV

“So? How well do you sing?” Changsub started a conversation.

“Well….I’m not exactly good at singing..” I rubbed my neck. “I’m okay at rapping though!”

“Oh really! I’m gonna have to hear you rapping someday!”

“I guess you will once I debut!”

“But that’s going to be in so long,” he pouted.

“Yah! Are you saying that I’m not talented enough to debut soon?”

“ANI ANI ANI THAT’S NOT WHAT I SAID!”

“Aigoo I was kidding!”

We talked about random things the way to the vocal practice rooms. I had to act like it was my first time there, since Minhyuk had already taken me there, accidentally. I like how I’m never awkward with BTOB. I guess it’s because I’ve hung out with guys my whole life. But there’s something about them that makes them different. They don’t try to act cool and game all day like the people in LA. They are warm, they try to talk to me and let me become one of them. They are like family. They are family.    

We walked back to the dorm in silence, with no awkwardness. I thought about the chances of Minhyuk liking me more than a friend in the future. Nah. He’s never gonna like me.. He’s just being family, that’s why he talks to me more. I sighed and continued walking.

“You tired?” Changsub asked.

“No I’m fine. It’s jetlag,” I pouted.

“Well we’re almost back to our dorm so bear with the last few steps,” Changsub stated. “WE’RE BACK!!!!”

Everyone surrounded me again, this time Minhyuk sat the furthest from me. My heart sank. He’s just my friend! Why am I feeling like this?

“So? Are you ready? IT’S MY TURN! But you look really tired, maybe you can sleep for a while and we’ll finish the tour later or tomorrow morning.” Hyunsik blabbered.

“I feel a bit jetlagged. I’m gonna go and rest for a while.” I walked towards the bedroom.

“REMEMBER! YOU’RE SLEEPING ON THE TOP OF THE BED CLOSEST TO THE DOOR, MINHYUK’S BED!” Eunkwang exclaimed.

“Okay, I get it!” I replied. Aish, Eunkwang is like my dad.

I walked to the bed and lied down thinking about Minhyuk. Then. I dozed off to dreamland.


Ilhoon’s POV

“GUYS! WHY DON’T WE HELP JIEUN UNPACK! SHE’S SO TIRED ALREADY!” I had my attention mostly on Minhyuk to see if his mood would change after I mentioned MY idea about MY Jieun. Minhyuk was emotionless. Whaaaat???? I thought he would be jealous since I thought of such a GREAT idea of unpacking for MY Jieun.

“Ilhoon-ah! don’t be so loud! You’ll wake her up! But anyways, great idea! We’ll help her unpack now.” Peniel said.

We walked over her suitcase and opened it. Wow she is so freaking organised. Maybe that’s why Minhyuk likes her. We took the bags inside the suitcase and opened them one by one. We opened the first bag. Shirts, I don’t know like what? Girl shirts? I’m not good with clothing. I took them, making sure they wouldn’t unfold and placed them in the bottom of the closet. (A/N The bottom of the closet are open and close drawers, and the top is like where you hang clothes ^^) I walked back into the living room and took a glance at Minhyuk. Emotionless. He wasn’t even moving. Was he alive? I ignored his facial existence and went back to the suitcase. I ped the next bag. OMOMOMO GOSH HELP HELP HELP WHAT THE HECK? IT’S UNDERWEAR. Oooooooh I never realized she was a C-cup… ooh la la. Nice body eh? I can’t believe I never noticed. It’s probably because she wore a loose fitted shirt. I flung the back to Eunkwang and his eyes widened in horror.

“EWWW ILHOON WHY DID YOU THROW IT IN MY FACE? JUST PUT IT IN A DRAWER ERT.” My jaw dropped. Why can’t he do it? I took the underwear and placed it in the drawer, neatly. Making obvious signs to show Minhyuk that I was holding her undergarments. He didn’t seem to notice. He was still frozen.


Minhyuk’s POV

I know, I know Jieun doesn’t like me. Why does my heart tell me to love her? I can’t. She’s part of our family. I only backed away from her as far as possible without being too obvious because I can tell Ilhoon likes her. He’s been showing EXTREMELY obvious signs. But it’s best to ignore it. I know Ilhoon and Jieun would be perfect for each other. I felt slightly disturbed when I saw Ilhoon reading the size labels on Jieun’s bra. It’s so shallow. Why would someone fall for a girl because they have a heck of a nice body? I remained silent for the rest of the afternoon, well, more like frozen. My mind filled with thoughts about my future. I can handle this. I know I can. I just don’t like how Ilhoon acts around me now that Jieun’s here.

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HIIII GUYSSSSSS

I know. I’ve been gone for sooooo long. I had writer’s block. For so long. How do authors do this? I decided, I would upload this chapter regardless of how badly written it was in my eyes. Pwease forgive me. This is just a short chappie to show you guys that I AM STILL ALIVE. Anyways, thank you guys for all the views!!!! I feel so loved I love my subbies to the ends of the world so don’t ditch me cos you may think I’m dead.

ALSO, I decided to do some kind of like where i write the last part of the chapter before the new chapter like:

[ End of chapter 1

 Chapter 2]

within one update, so you guys will hopefully recall what was within the previous chapters :D

ILY GUYS :DDD

OMO DID YOU LISTEN TO DANGER BY BTS ANDDDDD TAEMIN???? IT’S BOTH SO GOOD LIKE AWESHUM. BUT BTS IS MY BIAS GROUP SO I CAN’T HELP BUT LOVE IT JUST A TEEEEENIE BIT MORE.. :D

ILY

 

Much love,

Me, ILY

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Markjacksonyounjae #1
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bundaalika #2
Wooow it take you long to update this story.. but i appreciated your hardwork... fighting authornim n be healt...
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#3
Chapter 1: OMGGGGG MS BROOKS AHAHAHAHH
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#4
IM SO SOPPY AND WEIRD AND RANDOM HOW DO U STAND ME
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#5
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emily123 #6
Chapter 3: Pleaae update soon author-nim!! :))
SNSD2pmSHINeeEXO #7
love your story! interesting plot ^^
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author-nim :D
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Dhanaletta #9
Chapter 1: Interesting story, author-nim..^^
Can't wait to read the next chappie, fighting..;)
Aah....u should put one more tag in the tag fields "IUSINGER", many of IU/Jieun fans read on that tag..^^