- Hey hyung – Hongbin says and it breaks Hakyeon to realizes that he still loves this voice too much to be able to forget

         - …Hey – he says, trying to tear his gaze away from him. He keeps his eyes focusing on Sanghuyk, smiling

         - It’s been long right Sanghuyk. How are uncle and aunt?  - he asks

         - Oh yeah they’re fine. They miss you a lot – Sanghyuk says, smiling and Hakyeon remembers how he adores this kid. His cousin

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           - In of all people, why him? – he asked him, his eyes were full of tears – Why? Why? Why? Didn’t you say you would wait for me? WHY? – he yelled, he tossed all things he could reach in the wall. He wanted to show he’s angry. No, he’s hurt. Badly

           - I’m sorry – that was all he said to him. He held him in his arms, tried to calm him down – I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry… - he kept saying. He cried along with him. They all lost control now

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          - My parents arranged this engagement when I barely knew to talk then. I didn’t know. And I didn’t know it was him – your cousin – I’m sorry – he said while Hakyeon’s hair.

Hakyeon said nothing. He continued – I only love you. He’s nobody – he caressed Hakyeon’s chin up to face him – Please trust me – he said and Hakyeon fell again – I do – he said

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             - I miss them too – he says - Auntie makes the best soup –he adds and it makes Sanghyuk laugh slightly while Hakyeon patting his head. He sure loves this boy

              - I can’t do this anymore – he said.

Hongbin looked at him, confusing – I can’t do this anymore – he said and he could see the glass of coffee in Hongbin’s hands shaking but he managed to keep talking – This relationship.. is wrong Hongbin ah. We can’t continue doing this – he said as he realized how husky his voice was. He’s trying not to cry

             - But why? – Hongbin’s voice sounded broken – I thought we talked about this before – his tears started falling – I thought you understood and excepted already – he hugged Hakyeon – Why? – he asked

Hakyeon pushed him back – Yes. I did. But what I understood and excepted was he’s falling in love with you, his one-sided love and with you being in love with me

            - I don’t understand what you mean – Hongbin said – It’s still the same, right? – he’s sobbing lightly. He truly didn’t understand. They’re in Hong Kong because of his business trip and he wanted to spend time with Hakyeon so he took him along. Everything was so perfect till now. Why was Hakyeon doing this?

Hakyeon chuckled – Is it Hongbin ah? – he said – Can you look me in the eyes and tell me that you don’t have any feeling for him now? – he looked at him and Hongbin remained silent – That’s what I thought - he said. He’s about to cry. No he can’t. Not now.

 Hongbin kneeled on the floor, crying. His shoulder’s shaking like crazy while his hands clinging on Hakyeon’s – I...I’m sorry – It’s those words again. Hakyeon wondered when “sorry” has became the word he heard the most in this relationship. It’s not “ I love you” anymore. Just “ I’m sorry”

           - It’s ok Hongbin ah. Falling for someone is not a fault – he sat down, wiped the tears of the person he loved the most in his life away – I’m the one to say sorry – he looked at Hongbin – I