Leo coudln't do anything right that morning. 

He's at school with uncountable thing in his mind. He kept remembering the way he touched him, the way he kissed him, the way him looked at the window with his eyes gazing outside with bruise all over his body, and the way he..took his first time

He banged his head on the desk with depression. He's ing screwed up.

Why? Leo didn't get it. Why would someone let somebody take their first time with they're the one to pay? Leo is the one who can get people's mind easily, but he got none when he looked in N's eyes. They're so unpredictablle

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The next Tuesday, N doesn't come. So does the next and the next of the next.Leo gets it. He doesn't want to see him. He looks at the table infront of the dance floor which now always has a "RESERVED" sign on it every Tuesday, Leo put it there.

 He just wants it that way. He just wants nobody to sit there because he's waiting for him, because he's hoping to see him again, and because he's missing him

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Another week flies by, which mean it's been a month sice he last saw him. Just when he thinks that he'll never come back here. He'll never get a chance to see him again. He shows up, with the worst condition he can have

His clothes are all soaked with raindrops, he's walking cumsily, he's drunk. Leo runs to him right after he spotted him in the entrance. Leo catches him in his hands before he can fall and  looks at him, then he notices his eyes are all red. Was he crying?

N looks at him, his smile turns into a light curve "Leo" he whispers

He's freezing for some moment then Daniel comes and tells him to bring N to the VIP room. N's one of the regular customer now so it's easy to understand why the manager treats him that way. So Leo carries him to the room

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He let N lie on the couch then takes out his handkerchiefs to wipe the rain out of his face. Or are they his tears? He's deadly drunk now. HIs eyes are fully close, his chest rises up and down slowly as he breathes, Leo stares at him. Concern and confusion are all in his mind.

What happened? What have made N become like this? Even the morning after they made love, he still didn't see N's so breakable like now. Or he just didn't notice enough then.

The phone rings. N's phone. Leo knows it' rude but he can't do anything else. He takes the phone out of N's pocket and sees that name of the dailing number is "Ken". He remember it's the friend who called N once. He presses the answer button

- YAH STUPID N. WHERE ARE YOU?  - the man shouts at the phone before Leo can say a thing

- I'm not N - he says back

- ..Who are you? Why do you have his phone - his v