Kang Joon pov.
How is she doing right now,I wonder? How is her college life? My love is 
doing well right??She is smart.Did she miss me?Did she still loves me?
No-uh~she dont love you anymore Seo Kang Joon...you're a jerk.That's
why she doesnt want to reply my e-mail and blocked me from
viewing her kakao story......I'm nothing.I'm even worser than a
garbage dump for breaking her heart.I dont deserve her!

Kang Joon cried himself to sleep.He was so lost without her.All this years,he worked so
hard to become an actor,a celebrity.So that he could earns a lot of money.He's not good in
anything...not studies...not sports.Therefore, he tried to become an actor.So that he could 
appeared succesful in his first love again one day.Now that,he had a succesful carrer with
a satisfied income....he wanted to appear as a man that is capable for his love.But how is he
going to do it.How is he going to start all over again after he broke her heart~He wanted to find her
again.All he know is that, she is not in Malaysia anymore. She went to study abroad.But where???

Baby~where are you??he cried in his sleep.
"Hyung...Joon hyung is crying again."Tae Hwan soothes Kang Joon's back who
is crying in his sleep.
"Poor Joon~he's even thinks about her in his sleep."Yoo Il looked at Kang Joon who kept mumbling.
"Baby~I'm stupid.Please dont go~"
Tae Woo suddenly got up from his bed and shouted."Isn't he acting so pathetic.Why coudn't
he just move on from that damn girl.Just because he was crying like a girl calling for his
ing baby~we all couldn't get any sleep"Tae Woo exploded
"Woonie~ah....calm down please..lets sleep...Joon hyung will stop soon"Yoo Il assured.
Member of 5uprise lived together in a dorm and all five of them shared the same bedroom.
Recently,Kang Joon had joined the variety show programme 'Roommate' so he will 
lived in the Roommate house too.

Kang Joon pov.
"___~ah....please forgive me..I was being too jealous. I know what I
said was very harsh~but please please dont leave me." I cried as
I tried to chase her.
"Please dont go ...I cant live wihout you.I need you."
I begged as I kneeled down looking at her walking away from me
without turning back to look at me.
"She was gone.She doesnt want me anymore.We will never ever
getting back together anymore"
I walked up the stairs to the highest floor of my dorm apartment.
I looked down at the beautiful scenery of Seoul.Taking one last breath,before I would
end my meaningless life. Dead is better than me being alive 
without you in my life. I jumped down.From 18th floor. It felt like eternity to reach the ground.
My beautiful memories flashed by,my 8th birthday,the first day we met,
the first time we kissed,our first date,
and all our sweet promises which would never happened anymore
.Finally,my body touched the ground.
I felt pain in my back~and I knew I was gonna leave this meaningless life.
I closed my eyes and breathed my last breath.