I was always alone, no matter how much I prayed and no matter how much I pleaded to God, I always find myself... alone...Always and always alone, until I find it no more vexing, no more excruciating, no more agony, no more... pain... I lost my heart, somewhere, somehow, sometime.

It was always that little figure, haunting me in my sleep, in my dream and in my mind. He was everywhere. He was very familiar, yet he was a stranger... He was reaching out, yet he was far away. Who is he? He whom I loved so much, and yet was a stranger...

I always thought having a family was a bliss. Family was all I need. Until I lost them. They were here, yet they were not. Family, although they are a bliss, they aren't enough. Family is a family, until you find out, they're not. Then, all the memories I had before, were all of them a lie? Then, tell me why happiness is not a lie. I've been living my life with lies, surrounded, ever since I could even remember.

You were all I had. They left you with me, knowing I couldn't live without you, without them. So they left you with me, before they left us. But, soon you were gone. You left me too. You have no idea how much I missed you. Where are you?

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Fluttered? Me? Towards this guy? Wait, a guy? - Siwon

"Yah! Siwon-ah, are you by any chance finally falling in love with someone? But it would be bad if you fall in love with him, because he’s a guy! Hahaha!” - Eunhyuk

How could he look this adorable? Those sparkling brown eyes, with that worried puppy look. And that petite lips- Ah, I want to kiss him. - Siwon

Heechul-hyung is real scary when he got mad. I’m never gonna touch his bad side from now on. - Eunhyuk

“Sleeping? Inside? With Donghae?” - Manager Lee

Uh, please just go away, hyung. I’ll wake up, so just go away hyung. I really don’t know how to face you right now. Just go! – Kyuhyun