Dara stands and takes a sit beside me .. she hugs me.. i put my left hand on my stomach...

' unnie.. this is not funny right? do i have to raise my children without a father?' i cry inbetween each word.

' you what?!' dara's eyes grow bigger.

' 2 months already ... he doent know i have no courage to tell him cuz i am scred he might dont want this kid.. pity baby .. omma wont let you go through obstacle.. omma promise ne?' dara coudnt help but cries with me..the cafe was empty and pathetic..suits my current situation..

* home*

KringKring..

" hello? yes i am talking. im sorry but im not interested to be interviewed.. im sorry you can just ask my .. yes.. right.. youre wlcome." another phone cakl about nana and him i will throw this phone in toilet.

Kring-

" i  told  ya- ... awh sehun oppa? yes yes im fine.. tonight? emm i dont think ican make it.. whole exo? okay..i will try.. see ya." so im gonna have dinner with them.. nana is in their mv so they will ask her to come also..i dont wanna go.. she confessed that she likes yeollie in front of everyone even tho she knew he is married and seriously he has a son! well she doesnt know about my baby bump.. but i feel.. im not feeling well .

*dinner* 

so here i am carrying sleepung minhyun to his appa's studio. chanyeol is standing beside me. damn i feel like passing out.

and a figure.. a slim and tall figure i could tell it is nana.

what is going on? i feel my whole world is.. is.. ouch.. and a hand grabs me yeah my yeollie.. okay i was wrong.. it is Suho. " oh oppa." " are you good?" no " yes im all fine " " i heard about you and yeollie.. and you look pale.. you sure you are doing fine?" aarrgghhh dammit bro im not fine! " yeah im sure."i make my way to toilet. okay on the way .. okay im about to faint and.. *blank*