Please Take note before reading: *Writing* "speaking" ----- *Why did you do this to me?* Kyungsoo wrote looking beyond upset at the gorgeous man in front of him. They were in one of the gazebos in the mansion. Kyungsoo decided to talk after his recovery from the painful marking ceremony, much to Jongin's displeasure. He doesn't really want to talk about it. He doesn't want to be slapped with the truth of how stupid he is. He already had an earful from Taemin, and Yixing and now here he was sitting across an upset Kyungsoo. "Because I can." Jongin answered simply earning a stunned stare from Kyungsoo. *Don't you have a better reason?* Kyungsoo wrote, clearly confused. "I don't because I don't know myself why I marked you." *If that is so, can I go now?* Kyungsoo wrote, hopeful. "No." Jongin said immediately his eyes glaring holes at the paper Kyungsoo's holding. He's confused yes but he's not close in letting Kyungsoo go. Not now and may be not ever. He's needs Kyungsoo to clarify his feelings. Kyungsoo immediately tensed seeing Jongin's glare. Back in school teachers always told them that submissives should not do anything that will upset and anger their Dominants if they do, they going to be punished. Dominants and submissives are taught different things. *I'm sorry. Please don't punish me. I will not ask again.* Kyungsoo wrote quickly in panic. Jongin was shocked to see what Kyungsoo had written. Punish him? No way. Why would he? He still believes that Kyungsoo is an angel- an angel he took advantage from. "I will never hurt you Kyungsoo. Is that why you wanted to go, because you are afraid of me?" Jongin inquired gently. Kyungsoo nodded, looking down at the table. "I will not hurt you anymore Kyungsoo. I've already hurt you enough. You are my MATE and I am going to take care of you. There is nothing to be afraid of." *Mates should love each other. You don't love me.* Kyungsoo reasoned. Lost for words, Jongin held Kyungsoo's hand and squeezed it. "How sure are you that I don't love you Kyungsoo-yah?" Jongin countered. He may be still confused of his true feelings for this angel but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t have any feelings for Kyungsoo. *No one loves me. They told me that I don't deserve to be loved. I believe them.* Kyungsoo wrote sadly. "Well then, they are wrong Kyungsoo. Don't believe them." Jongin still regrets his choice of marking Kyungsoo immediately but that is only because it hurt him. However he still wants Kyungsoo to be his mate. He doesn't know why but his dominant self is determined to claim Kyungsoo as his mate and back in school, they are taught that at some point it is their dominant self that sensed who are their mates. Kyungsoo eyed him debating whether to believe him or not. *Please. Don't lie. It hurts me even more.* Jongin stood up and kneeled in front of Kyungsoo then wiped the tears that cascaded down his beautiful face. "I am not lying Kyungsoo." Jongin held Kyungsoo as he cried himself until he passes out. Jongin carried him back to their shared room and tucked him to bed. He pitied Kyungsoo he looks so heartbroken and pained from his past. He wanted to erase the pain. But how when he was al