Dear Dyo-a!

KIMCHEEE SPAGHETTI! I miss it so much!! I wish i could it again, hehe >.<

Kyungsoo Umma, is everyone fine? are you doing fine?, you're not stressing your self right that you smoke again. STOP SMOKING! The members are beside you and they will always... always support you. WE ARE ONE! right?!

I'm sorry i can't be one of them, World is just unfair. Things are just meant to be a suprise that even it's negative or positive you have to face it on. Be strong my donsaengie... If everything can be reverse i would and i would choose the day i signed the contract. Have you ever though that maybe just maybe if you guys haven't met me would you guys be more happier or maybe you guys won't have to face this problem.

I'm sorry that i have became weak and coward to you. Everyone is tired and i know for sure, you are the one who is the most stressed and tired about things that you don't even show it to Jongin. I'm just so tired Kyungsooa.... that i might lose my mind if ever i take another step.

Can you sing 'Say Something' if ever we met with Beakhyun?. Please just this one time please sing it for me when we meet but promise me you will end with joy and never shed a single tear. PROMISE ME! i will anticipate it. please...

Here's my fave headphones, use it when your stressed or you think of smoking again or to just listen. 

Annyeong D.O, Kyungsoo, Umma. I'm really really really proud that you guys have achieved so much and I love you even though you never felt it when i'm around but i do i really do...

XOXO,         

WU YI FAN ( KRIS )