Epilogue

I'm Sorry

After 2 years alot has happen EXO became more popular and more fans had came, concerts, and more variety shows. The members already have moved on and acted as if no one left. But in Chanyeol he still believe Kris will be back and that made the members worried and tried talking to him but he just ignore them and keep on believing.

Days have became Weeks, Months but still no news about his Kris. Chanyeol always leave the dorm to Kris and his hangout place and always remember the times Kris was still by his side, when Kris was sick, when Kris cried because he misses his family.Tears have already dried from his eyes but his heart never falter still believing that his love one will return and love him like he know he would. 

When he return to the dorm he saw everyone sitting on the floor in their living room. Everyone have the looks as if someone has died. 

"Hyung what's the problem?" he asked at Suho but no reply in return just a look of pity in his eyes.

"C-chanyeol-a a packgae has been sent for you in your room?" Luhan said while trying not to cry.

"Ahhh okey, but what's with the look it looks like someone has died" he laughed but no one respond to him.

As he enter his room he saw a big box in his table and a letter below with his name written in a familiar writing. whe he open it was a mixer and a ring that looks so familiar. He squint his eyebrows together trying to comprehend everything. When he opened the letter tears came instantly, Memories keep flooding his mind but it instantly stopped when the last word came. As if he try to rip the sweet letter and burn it in his heart, As if the time stopped and he is the only one moving. His heart was about to explode but the favor Kris asked are his last will to keep him sane.

He left the room to see that everyone was still there and now he knows why everyone was devastated but anger came to him when he looked at everyone.

"When did you guys receive yours, why haven't you told me, why didn't..." tears won from all the hidden words he want to say and express.

"Yeoll-a~, Kris doesn't want you to know until the letter came so he ... personally..." Minseok said trying his best to the hyung to everyone right now.

"I want to meet him" he said.

"Yeol" Beakhyun try to calm his friend but it only aggrivated.

"I WANT TO MEET HIM, I'M NOT BELIEVING THIS OF A LETTER, HE CAN'T BE, HE WON'T BE" throwing the letter.

"Yeol-a we can't" Kyungsoo said.

"WHY?!, WHY!?" he grab Sehun and shaking him while tears still flow.

"Hyung calm down, we'll try tomorrow" Tao try to remove Chanyeol's hands on Sehun.

"WHAT!? DON'T YOU CARE FOR KRIS, WHY ARE YOU NOT DOING ANYTHING! WHY ARE YOU NOT"

Yixing punched Chanyeol that made everyone shocked while Chanyeol just look at Lay with anger. 

" YOU THINK YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE HURTING HUH!?, LUHAN GOT THE FIRST LETTER DO YOU KNOW HOW IT IS A BURDEN TRYING TO KEEP IT TO EVERYONE. I GOT APPOINTED. XIUMIN HYUNG GOT HIS PAIN LETTER. KRIS ASKED BEAKHYUN AND D.O TO SING A EULOGY, YEOL A EULOGY.... Chanyeol if you think we never missed Kris you are wrong... Both Luhan and me you think it's just easy to forget and take it all as if all is well. We are the trio.what will happen if it's just the two of us. Everyone here is sad and hurt. He even said to Jongin's letter about him losing his appetite or whatever. He wrote Sehun that he is proud of him. Beakhyun about his love life and alot more." Yixing cried.

"I i know about his sickness and begged me not to tell, Hyung keep fighting for everyone. His was my best Ge, i admire him knowing what happen made me want to puke thinking that i did something wrong as if i never cared for him" Tao said.

"He's stupid but he was my best friend. i asked for his strength when i am down. I hurts yeol it hurts so bad that he hide it from me and yixing. I am his Hyung yeol, hyung" Luhan crumbled and cried covering his face.

"He asked me to sing his songs... he gave me his notebook of lyrics... it's a big favor but still it is sad that he won't be there to listen" Chen said

"we are a duo of a leader what will happen to EXO is he never helped and supported each one us ... it will be lonely if i will be the only one speaking and introducing us, i feel betrayed yes but it hurts more that he already can't take it anymore"

"hahaha he asked me if i'm doing well with Taeyeon and even gave me tips and supported me even he left and ask me to sing... Yeol you think it won't hurt.Yeol to sing in his funeral it is the most hardest to think." Baekhyun look at Chanyeol with eyes full of tears.

"Yeol he asked me to cook for everyone for you guys to health not like him. Yeol it hurts to sing for him. and i sure you will miss how he cooks. it was painful to think the hyung who always praises me to cook and has a smile when he eats, even he is tired he tried to comprehend me when i can't even express my self to anyone of you...To sing to him with beakhyun hurts yeol... it hurts" (D.O)

"He told me he was proud for me being a strong and always capable maknae. hahaha What will happen to me when my appa is gone?" (Sehun)

"I'm his hyung...he always act strong... i feel that i failed taking care of him. I failed giving attention to him when he needed." (Minseok)

"Hyung he asked me to dance always... my partner in dancing will be gone hahaha... "Kai slowed laughed but you can see in his eyes the pin losing a member for life hurts.

Chanyeol stood up and cried his heart out. Everyone came and him. Tears everywhere until it has dried and made them stronger

"Dear Krissy,

I know its to late for you to read this but everyone misses you. I miss you. Hyung your happy right?, YOU BETTER BE! Hyung thank you for caring and loving us even to your last days you still tried to make us a letter and give advices. Hyung we never had been mad at you, i'm pretty sure we are just disappointed but we still love you and care for you in our hearts. Hyung sorry i never got the chance to say I love you more. Sorry i never got the chance to kiss you in your lips. Sorry i never got the chance to hug you when you are in pain. Sorry i never got the chance to make you smile when you are down. Sorry i never got the chance to love you as much as i want to express everyday. Hyung you were the best and you are the most beautiful and talented person i met. I love you so much Hyung being your lover was an honor. I will mis you everyday but i keep my promise i became strong for you.

       Sincerely Yours,

Park Chanyeol 

Dear WU YI FAN!

You are the best LEADER we could as for. You supported us and loved us. You smiled even you are irritated at us. Letters now a days are old school but we like you to see that we gave our efforts for you and for us to remember that you are our leader, We love you for how fail your cold city guy image, how you love galaxy,plushies and Chanyeol (he insists in writing his name). how your gummy smile made our day, how you face made us scared but don't care, how you take care every trainee when they are sick, when you try to dance, and a lot more. We are thankful that you have became our leader, our member, and lastly our friend. We have became a big family. Hyung im proud of you also because you are strong (Sehun), Hyung don't forget your dance (Kai), Eat healthy food hyung (D.O) YA! Babo hyung is happy for you (Luhan) Kris come back being a leader (Lay) Hyung Thank you (Suho) Hyung i'll troll others more for you to smile (Chen) Duizhang i'll be a good boyfriend don't worry (Baekhyun) I'll be taking care of my diet don't worry Krissy (Xiumin) I'll be strong ge i promise, i'll lessen my gucci (Tao), I Love you so much WU YI FAN (Chanyeol). We Are One! Right hyung :)

Your for ever loving members,

BYUN BEAKHYUN

KIM MINSEOK

 LU HAN 

ZHANG YIXING

HUANG ZITAO

KIM JONGIN 

DO KYUNGSOO

OH SEHUN 

KIM JONGDAE

KIM JOONMYEON

PARK CHANYEOL

 


The End

 

 


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sing everyone already guess what will happen to KRIS! wait for my last or maybe not chapter

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Malith29
#1
Chapter 12: I'm sure I have done bad in my previous life. That's why I'm crying hard at 11.30pm, note that I have school tomorrow. Author-nim, I really like your story and I cry hard...... Awesome....
fatinamira_suho #2
Chapter 12: this story is amazing and make me cry T_T
loveyfan95
#3
Chapter 12: amazing i loved this story so amazing and sad
KrisHan_Daughter
#4
Chapter 12: I know,
Mommy fanie must die in this fict TT_TT.
Poor Yeolli~dont cry yeollo~
Kris is happy now :')
I'M cry! Omg~ you're fic are awesome ;)

Keep writing neh? :)
kimminah89
#5
Chapter 12: askdjfhkasjfas I knew the ending will be like this but it still hurts :(

I guess he's their guardian angel now
JjongIsMyBias #6
Chapter 11: Please i hope you write their reactions after reading each letter
KrisHan_Daughter
#7
Chapter 11: Huweeee~
Update soon author'nim :'(
ChanRis~chanyeol has cry now isn't he?
Update soon jebal :)
kimminah89
#8
Chapter 11: aw dang he's dying isn't he TT__TT

omg I agree with @mydubu_mynamstar suggestion if you can..can you write what will be their reactions after reading the letters and how will they react knowing about Kris please
shinjimin612 #9
this made me cry,au..
Can I translate ur fic into Vietnamese pls? I want VNs fan to read this.
Wish you a good day :) reply me soon~