Alter Ego

Description

Jongin heard words.

He replied to them in his mind.

He started a conversation with himself.

Himself, but not.

A monster inside him.

His alter ego. 


Trigger warning: suicidal thoughts, suicide as main theme, mental health issues

 

 

Foreword

(2021)

 Hello people!

This one's a very old story I've written when I was 15 or so, and while I had it as a draft for years because come on, it's an old writing, it's cringe, it's probably also problematic on some level, it's still something I wrote and it would be a shame for it to go. Kind of a reminder that I've once been brave enough to write and post online even though I at English. A reminder that even though I lost my motivation and confidence for it, I once was able to share whatever story I had in mind, and I can do it again (I say this because I'm now an adult, unfortunately, and while I had a time I thought I'll forget about this writing part of my life, I now dream of publishing books and stories instead of writing bits and bits for only my eyes to see). So now I'm taking it out of draft mode, keeping most things just the way they were (only slightly changing the forweord and other notes because omg, I was so annoying and self-deprecating).

I won't say "hope you enjoy it", I only ask you to look at it as a reminder that this person once liked to write stories enough that she attempted to post on here, however rubbish she felt the work was, because it made her happy, then took it away from the public's eyes because she felt it was shameful. Now she's found herself again and accepted this story, as unpolished and edgy as it is, as a part of her growing up, and a part of her, a dream, that never really left as she couldn't forget how much she longed to write and share that with other people. Please look at this story as a part of this person, me, that survived even after trying to blow it out for a long time. 


(2014)

Hiiiii^^

So, here comes a one-shot

Any similarities with other stories are just pure coincidence.

Aaaand, it's rewritten, so it's not "last night's writing" anymore.

Poster is self-made too.


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ThoseWithGlassHearts #1
Chapter 1: I feel like this would make a killer movie; great job, I love it!
B-syak
#2
Chapter 3: Wah, thanks for sharing(:
kissmepls
#3
Fantastic!