Omg I found it!!!!!!! Holy chiz I found it!!!! :D
I read this fic about a year ago and now, i wanted to read it again. but i never subscribed since it was already completed and i forgot what the name was. So i looked thru every sihan fanfic, hoping i'd find it again. & boom! I found it! :D

This was on of the first fics I read about Sihan and what pretty much got me into Sihan<3

I know this is such a sad fanfic :( but I love it so much >.< when i read it a year ago, i kept reading it over and over again. Each time i cried xD lol

Author-nim. This fic is amazing! I just have to tell you that~ it's so sad but explained and written so well~ it's just amazing and daebak~~!! XD

I'm gonna read it again~~ i dont care if I cry again xD

Keep up the amazing work Author-nim!!!! :D

Wat.... this is... WAT?! THis is sooo sad and Sihan didnt even get together!

I hate you so much for making such a sad story, you convey so well but so sadly.<br />
I love Sihan so much T.T<br />
Kudos, and continue writing, I would like more stomach twisting and less sad.<br />

My heart T_T<br />
Not fair, the way you describe everything. HanGeng´s pain...Sign, why SiHan Angst always make me cry? :(<br />
please write more happy Sihan xD

Gah crying silently in the morning... <br />
Of all unfairness. <br />
Why couldn't siwon confess to hannie first? Why wait? );<br />
Sigh...

Now i cant stop crying. What have you done to me? <br />
The way you describe everything.. Really.. I could totally feel Hannie's pain. <br />
Oh how i hate siwon and chullie for not being able to sense hankyung's feelings.. <br />
Tears..

T_T I was moved to tears by this one T_T<br />
I love both Sihan and Sichul but I felt so bad for Hankyung that I wanted it to be a Sihan, for his sake ^^' Poor thing...<br />
It's only too easy to not 'take the chance we have', and I don't blame Hankyung for not really doing anything at the beginning. It's too bad that he lost his chance, though. If only Siwon hadn't given him a funny look when he asked if he loved him... T_T<br />
Everytime Hankyung cried, I was hoping that someone would come and make him feel better and they'd fall in love...*or that Sungmin would be a little more nosy, find out the problem and take care of Hankyung from there* ^____^ hehehe It just made me sad to read about a sad Hankyung^^'<br />
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Anyway, I loved this story and the way that you wrote it^^ I'm going to go and read more of your work...and try to find a happy Sihan?? ^___^

so sad T_T I love sihan better than sichul T_T