Days passed and the first thread of light came the third week after the Surgery, I had lost some weight, was pale, ugly, my aching body the marks of the cuts, many flowers, candles beside me made ​​me feel at a funeral, I was more alive, thank god and 
- I see you're well.

- Wow I knew you were young but not so much ... - I said touching her face the first person I saw in my life, in my new incarnation 
- I see that you like to touch people, how you feel? - He asked sitting next to me 
- Live ... happy, and being born again ... - I said holding back tears 
- Good, very good, even if you take a little time to walk again ... I'll be by your side! then fighting! - He said before leaving 
- Dr. Kim ... thanks
My days passed around that cramped room without visiting, television ... plus my music can never listening to 
- ~ Talk quietly, everyone can hear us ~ - (bap - stop it) 
Every morning I had the physiotherapy with the old men of the hospital and after physiotherapy were going all played letter in the garden ... nothing could make me sad nothing could shake my heart nothing 
- Kim Hyuna, Lady must visit. - Said Le nurse 
If I say it was flying into the room would be lying I was still in the chair more acustamada and I was happy to be alive and able to be sitting and running through the halls like a child 
- Who? - I asked approaching the refectory 
To my surprise it was confirmed, I was hoping someone else has someone hurt me or try to plug holes

- Can I go ? - Asked the nurse and friend Le , she knew all my secrets and I knew my worst romance, she was my best friend for those long months
- Hi .. - I told that boy approaching me now man Jay Park
- I see you're well . - He said taking the pink of your pocket
- Ooh you got more romantic .
- I remembered ... actually a friend of his told me .
- More need not worry , it does not matter anymore , now I 'm in a new phase of my life , I want out of these hospital and go to America , far away from all of that past that disturb me all night , loves these painful more ... hope the best for everyone. now you can go - I said turning me over he pulled my chair and said
- I do not want to go back with you, I just want to ask your forgiveness . - Said he grossly
- The more hard to believe and that I could love a guy like you , our innocent I was even to the point of seeing something good in you ... go go away , and do not worry about your past and mine , ok ? - I said going over he held me again
- Has anyone Barging me ... please forgive me ! - He yelled making me stop , who would that someone ha ... could only be
- Jaejoong ? - I asked
- Yes .. please forgive me now . - He said throwing the rose in the trash
- Okay , you're forgiven .
- Thank you . - He said approaching and hugging me I whispered
- I hate you - he answered back
- Hope you stay well . - And came out with a fake smile
I expected Jay 
More Jaejoong I did not expect it one bit, he spent months without seeing me and now comes with something else ... this makes me sad, where is he? with whom? because after declaring he disappeared? are so many questions and no answers. 
- You seem upset? - Dr. Kim asked sitting next to me 
- If you declare yourself to someone, and you would go away ... that means? - I made a complex question to someone who proved to be so affectionate to the point of never do that with your wife or girlfriend 
- First I would never do that, and second if that someone was you ... much less more if it happens it would be for some...
- Should be just that ... marriage ... - I said falling into depression again
- Hey ! I have something to show you! - One serious young doctor suddenly really showed a fun guy and young and picked me up and ran through the hospital corridors leading me to somewhere , he plugged my eyes and said
- I 'll let you see if you can wiggle the little toe .
- I can not you know it ... - I said sorry
- You can not - he said putting his shirt over my face and squatted on my foot and spent the lightly feather
- I told you, I do not ... I ... - In a small act in a small thrill I
- I did it! ! ! Able ! - I yelled to the quarter winds
- I told you , I told you you 'd get
I was feeling , I was feeling excited , happy, happy , ecstatic , I was very happy
- I told you I could , I say ! - He said failing to hide his happiness
- Please help me walk again ! - I screamed trying to raise
- Hey ! Hey calm, we slowly slowly ... - He said pushing the chair forward I was still with eyes closed

- This and the best view of the building ... how do you feel when you see these ants? - He asked, noting every detail of every expression my face and I could not hide the emotion falling from my eyes 
- For so long I got stuck in that room and now you can see the garden and this wonderful view, being able to move a finger, I just have a feeling ... - I said without hiding the tears

- I just have a feeling ... thank you ... you are very important to me, helped me so much, and continues to make me happy, I just have to thank you, I promise you that I will do as it goes to help you, you are the savior of my life. thank you very much. - me
- Do not worry, you never took it from you, you were my first and my only patient who stole my heart and made ​​me smile again. I'm sure that their property. - Kim Hyun Joong

TO BE CONTINUED