I might regret it later more that could be a reason for me wanting to have a bit more of my life , or I might drown in swearing and maybe even verbal abuse of a dirty boy I can regret later on once more of these do not want to leave a thing in half
- Just for today . - I said finished his race perfectly correct correct
- You realize I do not need help . - He said, still keeping his eyes on me , his gaze was penetrating, profound and mysterious I wonder what that boy hides in your heart this was my new doubts
- Yeah .. because if you take horrible notes and so smart ? - I asked curiously
- Do not want to sound nerdy. - He said staring at me ironically
- I see nothing wrong with being a nerd is cool to spend the weekend at home with series of anime eating popcorn , watching drama , doing homework for other ... - he looked at me indignantly and shook head
- Seriously, you do not and normal, not really. - He came and took my glasses bottle cap
- Hold you the girl who was crying about Jay ! - He said

My heart almost stopped surprised in a hopped back to its normal pace , I despaired caught in my glasses again and almost runs out of that place , looked for something to sink my face no more my face red handed me without saying a word
- Your face is pure and innocent , and your skin soft , you could make me fall in love if you keep giving me lessons . - He said persuading me to cancel classes
- Okay , I 'm going to show their evidence to the director and say that you do not need lessons , the more you will have at least gets good grades this quarter , will you get? - An agreement was sealed and now small and only time I spent with him would just stay in the memory of another day of my life bearable cloudy
- I'm going ... take care . - I said, turning to walk away
- You will not say goodbye ? - He asked with a charming smile on his face
- We will no longer see us , do not worry , I will not let you fall for me. - I said walking away
I swear that I never approached him , the more he was so sweet and friendly that it was impossible to not want him to see him again you can call me crazy to be giving a chance to a friendship when one beater nerds , and breaks hearts , more I could not deny that his smile and look deep woke me want to stay there only to view , will be ? will ? not can not be , I would not be falling in love with him
Night came and my heart was still being rebuilt with a huge scar just watching the full moon that stole my smile a little sadness amidst so many could dream again with new love again? Most had not even yet forgotten it was so disturbing ... 
- Daughter, can we talk? 
- Yes 
She came down and looked sad something serious would have happened for her to be so
- What happened? - I asked worried 
- His father is thinking and send you to the United States if you want and clear. - She just threw everything at once 
- Not omma, I do not want to go ... Can you leave me alone for a while. - I said making her leave the room, I fell in and the door will be slammed doubt that I should go to USA was it a sign? I was a huge doubts over yet, could not go ...

My life was still clouded still had to continue there, even if it's hard to walk in darkness can not be afraid , I can not create a drama or participate in this , I step to be strong and move steadily and calmly step with reclaimed heart
- Daughter another day
Another day I got one more day to school, another day wont kill me little by little, more would be necessary to follow there ... I still walk with a favorite song to play , my heart to be touched to cry means happy people made ​​me feel the most ridiculous person in the world because I still cry for a love of the past because it tromenta me so much? why?
- Unnie ! our empty time since I saw you. - Sohyun said hugging me tight
- Thanks that was all I needed.
I could not deny his embrace welcomed my broken heart
- Unnie , you sad? - Asked Ji Hyun
- Yes yes ...
- I'm sorry to tell you this ... more Jay is dating . - Nothing could surprise me anymore, no more
- Do you still like him? - So Hyun asked
- Logico like that , he was her first kiss , your first love , your first man , his first friend, his first everything, after he left he forgot her, as if she had been anything in your life ! or he pretended I forgot ! - Said Ji Hyun Brave
- It does not matter anymore , I just I forget it

Forgetting is not an easy thing, especially when your first and passion, his first infatuation.

That day I had to stay late at school making corrections evidence of elementary school, I was about eight hours of the night and was too tired even though the evidence was already corrected properly now just needed to go to another rest day tomorrow, I out and went to the bus stop, the night was busier that day, many boys and girls my age were dating perhaps hiding there, it looked amazing, it was better than my dramas seemed novel but in 3D 
- What are you doing here? this time.

- Ooh I was grading papers. - I said, surprised at his presence, he sat beside me and said
- You are a slave of teachers? 
- More or less ... they just ask for help, and I help them ... 
- I've never seen you so, so ... - he said I cut it more 
- You never saw me. 
- It is I never noticed you anymore it does not matter, you're so because Jay is not? - He said throwing it all in the face 
- It is none of your business. 
- You were the first girlfriend ... he forgot you but you do not. right? - He continued 
- Stop ... 
- How can you be so foolish, thinking that a guy with Jay Park would like a nerd, but even younger, things change, people change, you should ... 
- I told you to stop! - I yelled furiously scaring him, I left for the furious way home 
- Yah! you can not go alone! not this time! Yah! - He shouted over I did not give a and kept going without looking back 
- Hey baby!

TO BE CONTINUED