I can’t help but lose hope each and every time I see you

I can’t help but feel insignificant by your side

At times I feel special

Only to realize that you treat me just like everybody else

Is it wrong to be and to have something more with you?

For your smile and kindness to be mine alone?

I lose my footing whenever I’m with you

My tongue gets twisted and my heart beats as if it were to die

You make me feel different

You make me feel alive

Yet you kill me ever so slowly

Never has my heart seen a death so painfully sweet

The first day we met, I never would have thought that we’d be friends and that later on you’d have a special place in my heart, and well, so to say, now you have.

Each and every time you put your around my shoulders, I lose a part of myself to you.

Your smile, ever so bright, drags me into a hole I can never climb out of.

and your voice, my god your voice, which I would die anytime just to have it to lull me to sleep.

You’re perfect. You may have your flaws and your insecurities but those are the thing that make you human and perfect for me.

Luhan, if I could be more than just a friend to you, give me a sign.

If we can never be more than what we already are, then please let me go.

Don’t give me false hope.

Don’t act like you care.

Brozone me to infinity.

Give me space so that I can move on.

Leave me peace and that I may live on.

WAAAAAAAAAA. It has only been two  months and I’m in hell’s deep have fallen for you. 

LUHAN, WHY ARE YOU EVERYTHING THAT I COULD ASK FOR??

Life is just too unfair, how can someone be so sweet, cute, tall, slim, y, cute, smart, caring, family-oriented, charming, and interesting as you????

Bangs my head on the table and eats concrete.

I have now truly lost my lost .

Stupid stupid me. You barely know him. WAAAA.

But you eat with him and spend time with him everyday…

But you still barely know him..

But still.. waaa

Eats concrete, chew chew chew

I love you Luhan.

-Sehun

Sehun ponders on whether or not he should post this anonymous letter on the page of UPD crushes and well, stupid that he is, he did.

Only to realize that he wasn’t able to remove his name.

P

A 

B 

O

Okay. 

Sehun tries his best to remove the post from the internet but it had already gone viral and guess what, some bozo had already tagged Luhan.

Life ruined.

He walks up to his bathroom and stares at the mirror

“Poof” he says as he points an imaginary hand gun to his head.

Readies the transfer papers to DLSU

Good bye world

a/n: This is the worst chapter ever and I know it, Sorry. I just needed to tell all of you that I accidentally deleted all of my ongoing stories FML right and I'm gonna go on hiatus and look for inspiration because college really the life out of you. I keep on trying to write a new story but  I keep on basing it on my ty love life (so many paasa people in the world. Hay nako po) 

Btw, I know that Hunhan is havng less and less PDA but keep the faith and know that it is real. 

BTW please leave comments about the previous chapters huhu.. I just really need to know which ones are bad and which ones are acceptable. Thanks! Love you all and Hunhan and my crush.. wahahahaha.