"Would you please concentrate miss _____?!" The teacher raged at you because your class were going through a revision task to refresh your memory for maths but you were just in another world outside the window. You attempted to concentrate but you couldn't because of what happened yesterday. 

You lost one of your best friend named paige. She was best friends with you since pre-school because one day .... 

*flashback* 

"Hey!!! I told the teacher that I'm going on it first! You got on it yesterday! Now get off!! (The bully/girl pushing you off the cart) "argh!!!! You know I'm stronger than you!" She pushes you so hard that the cart flips with you and the cart lands on your fragile, baby legs that snaps. You cry until a girl comes up to you, takes your hand and looks at you, smiling. Her warm smile made you think that she is sending a message saying that it is going to be fine.

*end of flashback*

She was involved in a plane crash during her holiday to paris. You cried out all your salty water, swelling you eyes for about 3 days. Now having to feel an empty space next to you feels really uncomfortable and scary. When you to are together, no one can bully you. Everyday you walk to school, trips and falls happen while walking with confusion of what on earth could have caught your feet, in class the teacher would always point at you saying words that a teacher shouldn't say that makes you feel heart brokened but the audience laugh, and at lunchtimes you would head to the disabled toilet and just sit there eating, and crying until lunch ended.

One day after school, you give risk to stay after school to finish off any homework at your school library. You shivered as you stop in front of the library door. You inhale a deep breath and your hands lift up to grasp the cold handle and 'click'. It opens. It caught attention to everyone since the library was dead quiet. You look around and all you see is people whispering about you, staring at you and giving you looks and smirks. You were so upset so you look down at the navy blue carpet and head towards a single desk in the corner behind the shelves. 

You drop your books on the table, face covered by your hands to stop you from dropping your tears.

"Are you alright?" A guy comes up to you. His voice startles your ears and suprises you so you don't reply.

*who is he???* you ask yourself.

2014.05.13

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