Sehun: Good morning bruised Prince

 

He might sounds like mocking and he does

Sehun and a senior ... he used to see that familiar face

 

Baek: What am I doing here ? How ? And since when ?

He started to wake up and getting out from the comfortable king-sized bed

Sehun: Hey hey relax. This is not a fantasy fan fiction where you got awake in a paradise with bunches of y maids and handsome gay princes around. Plus the author Ben is not the fantasy-minded people.

Luhan: We found you last night. Thanks to Sehun because he's the one telling me about finding you faint by the roadside.

Baek: Ah ~ Thanks.

Luhan walks out from the room and leaving Sehun with Baek in the room

 

Sehun: What are you looking at idiot? We are not supposed to be making on the bed right now because this is not a whole Matured fan fiction. 

Baek: I know I know. Just stop nagging. (sigh) My body's in pain (pouts)

Sehun: Stop making aegyo Baek, and stop complaining. Get prepared and we'll send you off to school. Chan Yeol hyung is waiting for you since last night.

 

-

 

Luhan: What's the matter with all of you ? Are you trying to show everyone that we are gangsters ? Answer me !

Student1: I am sorry hyung. I thought he was the one that flirting around with ..

Luhan grabs his face

Glares

Luhan: With who ?

Student1: With you , hyung. I am actually liking you at the first time you were talking to me.

 

Luhan smirks

He's been getting the same answers, again and again

He always got troubled when it comes to the same thing

It's gay's feelings thing

This is one of the reason why he refuses entering this all boys' school earlier

 

Luhan: Leave me. All of you. I don't need this kind of slaves or whatever it is. Leave me alone! off!

This is the first time seeing this pretty faced guy screams

His ears are both reddish

Obviously he is extremely mad

 

Something vibrates

He takes out his phone

Seeing " MY LOVE " name contact on the screen

 

"Where are you? It's recess time"

Luhan smiles

He holds his tears back

"Hyung? Are you alright?"

He can't hold it anymore

Blood stains on his school uniform

So do his shoes

Non stop coughs

"Hyung !! Answer me! Where are you? You're sick, we need to take go to hospital! Hyung!"

 

-

 

Both of them are tightly hugging each other

They have been forgiving each other

He has been worried once he finds out Baek is not in the room

He went missing

 

Baek: I thought you went meeting the gangsters for a fight for me. Just like the dramas.

Chan Yeol: Ha Ha idiot! I'm not the martial arts' expertise like Zi Tao.

Baek: That's why I forced myself walking through the night seeking for you.

Chan Yeol: You should been resting in the room. Don't do that again, okay?

Baek nods with a bright smile

It's wonderful having Chan Yeol by his side,

taking care of him

comforting him

 

A kiss stops by the red lips

Unexpectable and undeniable

Baek: If being with you is a crime, then I'll let myself forever guilty.

 

-

 

Holding the cold hands

It's getting colder and pale

So does the lips of Luhan's

It looks 'frozen'

 

This make his heart beats faster than ever

Something stucks by his throat

He holds it back

Trying

Trying

but he has failed

 

He cries

Covering his face with hopeless feelings

 

Guilty feelings haunted him

 

Sehun: Who is this oppa ?

Luhan: My ex girlfriend

Sehun: I thought.. we were

Luhan: I'm sorry Sehun but I don't have feelings with young kids and gays

Sehun punches the table hard and leaves Luhan alone

Luhan's eyes are soaked in tears

It was not the thing he has intended to say but for Sehun's sake

Hurting the little innocent boy's feelings is the only way

To make him forget

Who is the real Luhan

He is fading

Slowly fading

Only if he met Sehun earlier

It won't be this painful

His heart and head started aching

Heavily aching

Strengthen his right hand

Writing the last note

As the last & forever gift for his beloved one

 

But Luhan is a strong guy

He bears all the pain

Walking like nothing has stabbed his head and heart

Dealing with his 'kids'

He has to get everything over

Before he's truly leaving

Leaving everything

so does Sehun

 

-

 

Sehun finds himself in misery

Reading a note

Placed in his bag

He knows the handwriting

It's Luhan's

 

Giving Luhan a call

Thank God ! He's answering

but

I don't hear anything

He speaks not a thing

I can hear his breath

Rapid but sounds ..

Coughs

He doesn't stop coughing

This is not okay

I called his names

But he never answers

 

Until someone gives him a call

Telling him that Luhan has been admitted to the hospital

 

Holding hard Luhan's hands

Sehun: Hyung. Wake up. Wake up. I'm here

Luhan: ....

Sehun: I'll stop wasting your money for my things. Please hyung. Wake up.

Luhan: ....

Sehun: I'd stop having bubbletea if you wake up. Please wake up.

Luhan: ....

Sehun: I'll stop talking about our heights' difference. I swear. Just wake up. Wake.. up

He stops talking

He knows he's acting like something miracle would happen

But real life got no miracle

There's only hopes, efforts, chances.

Luhan: Don't. 

Sehun has fell asleep

His hands still in Sehun's grip

He smiles seeing Sehun by his side

He knows there will be someone loving him no matter how the situation is.

 

" Thanks for everything Oh Se Hun"

 

-

-

-

 

Doctors enter the room with nurses

There's beeping sound

Endless beep

 

Sehun awakes

He finally realizes

He should stop hoping

No

No more

No more Luhan