“Oppa. Bianei ! I’m so sorry. I know that you sacrifice everything to make me happy but I can’t let this continue because how on earth I be happy but the person I loved is not totally happy with me. I know that you love somebody else instead of me and I know that you always thinking of her when you’re with me. I want you to be honest with yourself. Don’t make our friendship become worse because you can’t tell your real feelings towards me. Just say it. Express yourself. And I hope that you can calm yourself when I’m not here with you. Please... I’m begging you, find your own character. Express your own feelings. I don’t want you to look happy but inside you’re hurting because of me. I’ll feel bad if that happens.”

Luhan put the letter on his lap and scoop up her bare face.

Shin Jihyun. Thank you so much.

You know me well.

You know that I’m falling in love with someone else.

She’s someone that you never met.

She’s my first love.

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“hye you watch out!” Luhan shouted to a girl that walking towards the field. But she didn’t hear Luhan’s voice.

Bbmmmppp...

The basketball knocked the girl’s head.

All the students that were at the field ran towards the girl.

“are you alright?” Luhan asked the girl.

“No. I’m a little bit dizzy. I can’t  see anything.” The girl answered.

“Oh man. Luhan, what’ve you done bro. She’s pretty but you make the ball knocked her head and make her blind?” said Kris.

“Hey. Watch your mouth bro. She’s dizzy that’s why she can’t see anything around her.” Said Xiumin while knocked Kris’s head.

“Let me help you. I’ll bring you to the class and put some medicine on your head,”

Luhan brought the girl to the nearest class. She sat behind the class on the floor while Luhan’s searching for a medicine.

“here, eat this and let me massage your head.” Luhan said while put the girl’s head on his lap. Suddenly he felt something wrong with him.

What’s wrong with me? What is this? I never felt this feelings before. But why now? But why must her? I didn’t even know her name but now I’m falling in love with her? No No No... maybe this just the feelings of guilty.

“Actually what’s your name?” Luhan asked the girl.

“I’m Hyemi. Park Hyemi.” Hyemi answered Luhan’s question with her pretty smile.

“Nice name. I’m Luhan.”

“Nice name too. But your name is a little bit weird in Korean name. Are you foreigner?” Hyemi asked him with smile on her face.

Luhan looked so pale right now. He can’t resist the beautifulness of the girl on his lap right now.

Luhan, control yourself. You just met her.

“Why your face is so pale? Are you alright?”

“I’m alright! You’re okay now?”

“Yes. More better. Thanks to your hands,” Hyemi smiled again at him.

Luhan can’t control himself. He quickly gave Hyemi a kiss on her cheek.

Luhan still remember the first time he meets her first love. That’s the most tragic moment in his life.

That’s so manly. He stills remember the awkward moment after the incident. That moment is the fate that brings them to date.