16.4.13.

Dongwan seems very distant nowadays...Was it something I said? Whenever I make a conversation he just shuts me off. What's with him?

"Hey, Wan~ I did ___ today!",

"Oh...That's cool." 

That's how our conversations go.

Why? I have no idea. I hope he's not mad or sad.. It hurts to see him sad, but he never shows me if he's sad. Rather, he will try not to show it but I can see it. He's unhappy. I did something, didn't I?

17.4.13.

We'd just finished practicing when I noticed this new girl at work, she was really confused. I thought I'd make her comfortable by talking to her for some, but then some death glares, 'someone' sent me convinced me somewhat otherwise. He always does that. If you're angry, just tell me. Why cover it? Go all the way. You're jus pissing me off...With that attitude of yours!

...Without thinking about it I started to flirt with her in front of you. I regret that now, knowing how fragile your heart is and how heartbroken the expression on your face was. You refused to acknowledge me for the rest of the day.... I really should not have done that..