I tried to talk to you but you didn't say anything.

And now I'm wondering if it was my fault all along.

That it was my fault for ignoring you.

For pretending I knew who you really were.

Now I regret it.

I regret not talking to you.

I regret not getting to know you better.

I'm sorry if I hurt you.

I'm sorry for ignoring you for so long.

I want to know you better.

I want to talk to you more.

But I'm afraid you won't accept me.

I'm afraid you won't really like me at all.

Sometimes when I look happy, 

I am actually sad.

Sometimes when I seem sad,

its just that I feel so happy that I don't know if I even deserve to be happy.
I'm a complicated person.

I'm not like others you may have met.

But whenever I see you I want to talk to you.

I just don't know how.

And I really don't want you to ignore me forever.

I want to know you better.

Is it right for me to do so?