There's those days when I feel like there is so much on my mind

And those other days when I wonder why nothing is going on in my life.

I'm not special.

I'm not perfect.

I'm not smart.

I'm not stupid.

I'm not the nicest.

But I'm not the meanest.

I just want to survive a day just being who I am.

Everyday I wonder why I am here and what am I here for. 

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And everyday I'm searching for that answer.