You stared at the clock, and Chen was still not home. Of course he’s not home yet, it’s in the afternoon. You sighed. Lately, you haven’t be able to meet up with your boyfriend, Kim Jong Dae, a.k.a Chen because he was too busy. You had expected for this to happen the moment you agreed to be his girlfriend.

“Unnie! Where’s Chen oppa?” Your 5 year old sister asked as she sat on your lap,

“He’s working…” You said, as you her hair,

          You watch as your little sister pouted. You had to babysit her for a month while your parents are going on a holiday or a honeymoon. You and Chen happily agreed to do that because you wouldn’t be so lonely in his apartment while he was working. You moved in with him a few months ago, and so far, it had been great with him. You and him had never fought or argued at all.

          You missed him so much. You look over at the table. You had already cooked lunch, you remembered that Jong Dae had promised to you that he’ll have lunch with you and your little sister today but it was already 2 pm. He must have forgotten. And then, an idea popped into your head, you look at your little sister, smiling.

“Do you want have lunch with Chen oppa?” You asked her and your little sister nodded her head eagerly.

“Let’s go and pay Chen oppa a visit.” You said and your little sister cheered.

***

          You held your little sister’s hand as the elevator opened its door. You smiled down at your sister as you walk along the familiar corridors. You stopped in front of the door of EXO’s practice room. You opened the door and almost instantly, your little sister ran into the room.

“Chen oppa!” Your sister exclaimed as she hugs Chen’s legs.

          Chen jumped slightly at the sudden force that almost knock him down. He looks down and saw your little sister looking up at him, smiling cheerfully. He sighed, and pried your little sister’s arms off his legs,

“Not now, Yoon Ji-ah…Just go away, I’m working.” Chen said as he pushed the little girl away.

          You watch as Yoon Ji almost fell when Chen pushed her away. You rushed to the little girl’s side. And you heard the other boys cheered,

“______-ah! Since when you and Jong Dae had a kid?!” You heard Tao said,

          And you almost chuckled as the boys surrounded you as you pick up Yoon Ji up in your arms,

“You brought food only for Jong Dae?! And not us?!” Xiu Min pouted as he took the bag full of food from you.

“Sorry, I forgot but you can take mine but not Yoon Ji’s. And she is my little sister.” You said as you sat down and the boys started to take out the food.

          You watch as they devoured the food as if they didn’t eat for a decade. They passed you a container that had Yoon Ji’s name on it. You pass the food to Yoon Ji and watch her as she started to nibble on the sandwich you had made it for her.

“Jong Dae, come on dig in! ______ made it special for you!” Su Ho said as he called for Chen,

          Chen only stared at him before walking towards you and pulling your arm up roughly before dragging you out of the room,

“Can you guys keep an eye on Yoon Ji?” You yelled and you heard all of them agreed.

          Chen shut the door behind him as the corridor echoed with silence. You could sense that he was angry…And it scared you because you had never seen him so angry, not in front of you though.

“Go home.” He said, sternly.

“What..?” You breathed,

“Just go home! Take that little troll and go home! I’m working and you’re just bothering me, _______.” Chen growled.

“Little troll?! She’s my sister, Jong Dae! How dare you call her that!” You yelled, furious that he had called your sister that way. Chen laughed,

“I don’t care! Just get the hell out of my sight!” Chen yelled back at you,

          You were shocked that he just yelled at you. You stared at him as tears filled your eyes. He wanted you to get out of his sight. And you will.

“Fine.” You whispered as you look down.

          You walk back into the room, trying to hold back the tears. Yoon Ji was in Lu Han’s arms when you walk into the room.You kept your eyes down as you clean Yoon Ji up.

“Come on, it’s time to go home.” You said as you pick Yoon Ji up in your arms.

“Already?” Lu Han said as he lets go of Yoon Ji.

          You look at him before smiling sadly and you knew that Lu Han saw the tears in your eyes. You heard Chen entered the room. You grabed your back but leaving the food to the boys,

“I have to go. See you guys later.” You said as you walk out of the room.

          You walk past Chen but you didn’t bother to say anything to him because you were angry at him but not as he was with you. You left immediately after he told you to go home. You came here to have a happy lunch with your boyfriend , who you missed so much but instead, you were greeted by your boyfriend who became a whole different person.

“Unnie…Don’t cry.” Yoon Ji said as she wipes a stray tear away from your face.

          You smiled sadly at her and nodded. Yoon Ji smiled back at you before burying her head in the crook of your neck.

***

          Your eyes shot open when you heard the door burst open. You slowly sat up on the sofa as Yoon Ji continues to sleep in your arms. You look up to find Chen, smiling at you. You rolled your eyes as you moved Yoon Ji’s head on your lap. You shut the tv off when Chen sat in front of you, his hands resting on your knees,

“________...?” He called but you push his hands away from you.

“Yoon Ji-ah, come on let’s go to sleep.” You said as Yoon Ji shifts in your lap.

          Chen watches you as you carry Yoon Ji up in your arms. He tried to help you but you glared at him, and he knew you were pissed at him. He sighed as he threw his bag aside. He walks to the guest room where you were tucking Yoon Ji in her bed. He leaned against the door frame.

“I’m sorry…” He sighed,

          You turned around to look at him,

“Are you? Really?” You said in a mocking tone.

          You walk past him before switching the light switch off and walking out of the room.

“Look, I was tired and you shouldn’t even come-”

“So it’s my fault? You called Yoon Ji, MY little sister a TROLL!” You half yelled at him.

“I wasn’t in a good mood at that time and you came to make it worse…Look, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it okay..” Chen sighed.

“You’re not sorry. I can see that in your eyes, Jong Dae.” You said sternly as you pointed your index finger in his face.

          Chen sighed heavily as he grabbed the nearest picture frame that hung on the wall and slam it onto the floor, making a loud crash noise. You gasped at his actions and shoved him away, that was a family portrait. When your brother was still alive. Tears fall down your face,

“Get out!” You yelled at him before dropping on your knees,

          Your hand d around on the floor as you brushed the shards of glasses away from the picture. You didn’t even care if you would get stitched or hurt. You held the picture in your hands as you cry. Chen knew how precious the family portrait was to you. Your brother had died in an accident a few years ago and this picture was the only thing that reminded you of him.

“Unnie…” You heard Yoon Ji’s small voice.

          You looked up to find her crying. You wipe your tears away but as you were about to pick her up, Chen swoops Yoon Ji up in his arms. You watch as Chen hushed the little girl in his arms,

“Shh, it was just a dream, you’re gonna be okay. They won’t come for you. I’m here, baby.” Chen soothed Yoon Ji as he carry her to the guest bedroom.

          Yoon Ji’s sobs finally quieted down when Chen tuck her in. You heard Yoon Ji whispered something to Chen, but you couldn’t hear it pretty clear. You sniffled as you feel cold wind gushed at your hands. You walk back to the living room and put the picture down on the sofa. You sat down on the sofa as you sobbed.

          You were completely a horrible person. You just ruined your boyfriend’s day by coming to his workplace. Your hand felt really cold and soon enough you couldn’t feel your hands anymore. You look up when the light switched on and Chen was walking towards you.

          You look at him with teary eyes, and Chen only smiled at you. You wanted to be mad at him so bad right now but you just couldn’t. You kept on letting the tears flow. Chen kneeled in front of you and took your hands. Your eyes widen as you saw cuts and blood cover your hands. And then, you felt pain throbbing your hands. You didn’t felt pain earlier but now, the pain was unbearable.

          Chen regretted every word he had spoken to you. It seems like everything he said to you came out wrong. It scared him the moment he saw your tears. In your 2 year relationship with him, he had never saw you cry. You had never even shed a tear in front of him. And Chen always admired that the fact that you were strong and that you were the main reason he was still sane after all the gossips that revolves around him when EXO debuted.

          Watching you cry right now was making him falling apart. You were crying because of him. He tried his best to stay strong in front of you as he smiled at you. Your hand were covered in blood and Chen was not even disturbed by it. He walks to the kitchen and returned with a piece of cloth and a bowl of warm water.

          You watch as Chen cleaned your cuts and hands. And when he was finally done, he looked up at you before setting the bowl and cloth aside.

“I’m so sorry. I don’t know how to show you how sorry I am, ______-ah. But I really am sorry. I was having a bad day because I kept on getting the dance moves wrong and the choreographer kept screaming in my face and it was just stressful to me. I didn’t know why I lashed out at you that way. I’m sorry. I really am a douche because I hurt you and made you cry and I even made Yoon Ji cried! I’m such a pabo nam ja!” He kept on rambling,

“You are a douche…” You mumbled and he sighed and narrowed his head,

“But I love you.” You said as you tilt his chin up, and he smiled.

“I love you too.. And I’m sorry… For everything…” Chen said as he pressed his lips against your wounded hands, kissing each cuts.

“I will forgive you but I won’t be able to forget about this because…You scared me when you were mad at me…Baek Hyun was right…” You said and he looked up at you, eyebrows furrowed,

“Baek Hyun? What was he right about??” He said before sitting next to you on the sofa,

“Oh…nothing…” You said, smiling as you roll your eyes at him.

          Chen was eager to know what Baek Hyun had told you. He grabbed your right leg and almost in a blink of an eye, you were sitting on his lap. You blushed furiously when his hands squeezed your thighs. Your breathing ragged when his hand travel up your shirt,

“Jong Dae…” You moaned as he pressed his lips against your soft neck,

“Stop. It..!” You shoved him away when you remembered about Yoon Ji. But he pulled you even closer to him,

“ I will if you tell me what Baek Hyun told you.” Chen whispered in your ear, you rested your wounded hand on his chest,

“Well…he told me that if you were angry, you looked like a…Dinosaur. And that Bacon boy was right.” You said, smirking at him,

“Aish…that boy..” Chen scowled,

          You giggled and wrap your arms around his neck, pulling him to you. Chen was shocked when you kissed him, his bottom lip. But as he was about to part his lips, you stood up and walk away from him.

“Such a tease…” Chen whispered before following you,

“But I love you.” He said as he wraps his arms around your waist from behind