Chapter 5
The One You Love or The One Who Loves You?My phone buzzed. I hurriedly grabbed it as I hoped for that one person to txt me. As soon as I saw that it was indeed him, a big smile engulfed my face but that smile was quickly replaced with a frown as I saw that it was only a group message. I fought the urge to throw my phone and laid back instead.
Stupid. You're so stupid. Why do you even wait for his messages? He has a girlfriend, Yoomi. Get a hold of yourself.
I sighed as guilt encased my chest. He had a girlfriend, and yet here I was, longing for him. It would be completely understandable if it was just a simple crush but no, I just had to like him. A lot. He was a really sweet guy and seeing him always brought up mixed emotions, I was thrilled but at the same time I had this urge wanted to run away because I knew my feelings were wrong. But I mostly acted normal, like it didn't bother me, because I didn't want him to know how much his prescense actually affected me.
It didn't help that he was practically messaging me everyday. The conversation was harmless enough but now he's become a habit of mine. A habit that will surely be hard to break. I knew it was wrong but I just couldn't resist him. My phone buzzed again.
Luhan: Yoomi
And just like that, I was pulled into him again.
At school, I pretended that everything was fine, that nothing bothered me. I woke up feeling hopeful, as today would be the last day for Luhan and mine's "partnership." This saddened me a lot but I knew that if I wanted to move on, I had to stop seeing him.
After class, I went to the dark room where the photos were to be developed. Luhan and I only had to choose what picture to use before turning over the final copy to the editor. I hesitated slightly before entering. I hated the dark. It terrified me, but moreover I was terrified of being with Luhan alone, in the dark. I took a deep breath to calm my nerves and clear my mind.
"Luhan?" I called as I opened the door and took a tentative step inside. "Are you here?"
Silence.
"Luhan?" I called again as I took a few steps more.
Still, only silence greeted me.
I think it would be wise to wait for Luhan outside. I was about to retrace my steps when a slight sound from the corner made me jump. A figure jumped out and I screamed, only to belatedly realize that it was just Luhan. He took one look at me and laughed his
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