Joons POV

I woke up still holding Mir and seen I couldnt move from how he was on me smiling as I got free from being on him I got up and walked to the bathroom to take a shower 

When I came back out I seen he was awake a little bit so I smiled and sat next to him kissing him gently as he blinked and kissed back with a small smile

"Mmm ani hyung" He said pulling away slightly 

"What is it?" I asked smiling as he blushed

"I-I have to get my sister she's staying untill I leave Korea" He said 

I frowned when he said he was leaving and then I nodded standing up as he did the same I walked out of the room and ordered food for us both 

He came out of the room after the food came and sat down on the coutch slowly falling asleep

With a smirk I sat next to him and kissed him softly as he kissed back hugging my neck 

I held his waist when he closed his eyes trying to deepen the kiss but couldnt because he just slid his tounge in my mouth 

I couldnt help but chuckle as he did that but I didnt stop him and so I just his tongue gently pulling him close hearing a small moan from his mouth 

Pulling away as I covered my mouth looking at him confused and he looke at me back the same I knew I have been acting strange since I met him but im not gay 

Shaking my head confused I handed him his plate and he took it thanking me with a small sigh and started eating as well 

"Hyung I wouldnt have taken you for someone who was gay" He said as my eyes widened and coughed slightly

"Thats because I-im not gay Mir" I said looking at Mir as he eyes for wide and bit his lip

"T-then why kiss a guy if your not gay?" He asked they same think I have been 

I wanted to get away from him some make him not think I was gay but I didnt want to hurt him but if he had to stop seeing me for me to stop feeling like this I had to say somthingI really didnt want to

"Ch I never kissed a guy before so I wanted to know how it felt" I said leaning into the couch putting my hands behind my head 

"And plus I was able to see how gulibul you are so I used you to for the guy I wanted to kiss" I said hurting deep down

When I looked at him I seen tears form in his eyes and he stood up and bowed walking out of the apartment 

Sighing as I hit my head and laied down on the couch and put the pillow over my face wanting to punch somthing but didnt want to hurt myself so I just stood up and got dressed walking out to go and work on my new song

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Im sad mir had to cry ;;