It's late night.

 

All of Rox except Kangin, Leeteuk, and Siwon were at Hyukjae's house now, just finished their dinner together.

 

"Ah, i still can't believe it. It's so long time no see, Shindong hyung..." Ryeowook said while eating, his expression shows happiness. "How are you going?"

 

Shindong smiled. "Fine, wookie ah. i really missed when i cook in order to make a more delicious food than you."

 

"you two are the best cooks i know, though." Sungmin said, make both of them grinned.

 

"yah, how's Korea when i'm not here?" Shindong asked everyone.

 

"Everthing's fine, hyung.. Those conflict were never appear again since...." Donghae said, but then he heang his sentence to stare at Hyukjae who's sit beside him. "This new leader be mine."

 

Shindong raised his brows. "Yah! so you wanna conquer both Rox and Fox by making my brother yours?"

 

Donghae just chuckled."of course not, hyung. It's him that can conquer everything." he said, then put his hand around Hyukjae's shoulders. "Because he have my heart already."

 

Just after that words, Hyukjae looked down and his face were reddened that makes Donghae smiled and messed Hyukjae's hair.

 

"Why you so shy?" He said, chuckled.

 

Shindong and everyone there who saw everything just shook their head because of what they're doing.

 

"oh, anyway guys..." Shindong murmured, interrupting what Donghae and Hyukjae doing. "I want you all to come to my party tomorrow."

 

Everyone turned. "what party?"

 

"Hm... farewell party?" Since... i'll back to Europe 1 day after it. which means 2 days from now."

 

Everyone eyes widened. "Chinja?? Hyung! We even just meet you once and today! We haven't hang out together." Sungmin said.

 

Shindong just sighed. " i don't know, i don't want it either. My parents want me to. Please understand."

 

The others except Hyukjae just nodded understand while showing their sad expression.

 

It seems that Hyukjae is the saddest person in that room.

 

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HYUKJAE POV

 

 

I can’t believe this.

 

I really missed my hyung, Shindong hyung... why he go so fast? I want to go with him too! But... not at this time... damn! This’s making me feel so strange.

 

And this Fishy!!! How dare him making me blushed in front of Rox and Shindong hyung?! Even it’s just an act, but he’s surely a professional actor then! He’s so real.... i can’t even act like him. It’s make me hoping too much....

 

“hey, why you so sad, Hyukkie?” Donghae rubbed my back suddenly, making me shock. “you can always come visit him, right?” he said.

 

I sighed, even i know i can’t hold my blush and comfortable feeling by knowing his warm hand on my back. “no, i can’t visit him that often.” I answered as normal as i could.

 

“eh? Wae?”

 

“our parents will go mad, and that will makes us harder to meet again.” Shindong hyung answered for me. Hae just nodded understand.

 

“but you still can call each other, right? There’s nothing to worry about~” Hae said, and from his tone maybe he want me to stop from being sad... or at least that what i hope.

 

“yeah... i know.” I just muttered. I’m too shy to doing anything now.

 

“yah, just don’t forget to come tomorrow, okay guys? There’s Fox too.” Shindong hyung said, followed by everyone nodded and agreement. then he stand up for making the table. Ryeowook and Sungmin helped him, then went to the kitchen.

 

Suddenly, Hae turns to me and look at me. Of course, I’m not dare to look at him.

 

“Hyukkie, are you okay?” he asked, and that question somehow surprised me. what on earth that making him care more to me even Shindong hyung is not at this room? That’s not an act….

 

“I-I’m okay, why?” I said.

 

“no, it’s just… you’re not like usual.” He said something stupid. “just calm down, he didn’t realize it, you know…” he added while show his charming smile.

 

Why oh why, Hae.. please I’m begging you.. just stop this already or I will die soon…

 

I can’t do anything and just nodded unconsciously.

 

“uhm, Eunhyuk hyung, you sure we’re invited for tomorrow?” i heard Kyuhyun asked me.

 

“mm-hmm. Pretty sure. Come, ne?” i said. Since i moved to Fukuura, i never knew that Rakooga’s can be this kind to Fukuura’s, or the opposite. I only know that just now, and that’s in its biggest organization. Why don’t everyone follow us to peace and live calmly?

 

“we’ll come. tell Teukie and Kangin hyung too, Kyu.” Donghae answered. Ah, he’s so close to me. I think we both is the true couple and not just act... since this is really... aisshh.

 

“yeah, i will.” Kyuhyun then answered him.

 

Not long from that, Ryeowook has back with Sungmin from helping Shindong hyung.

 

“I’ll help Shindong hyung for tomorrow cooking!” Ryeowook cheered.

 

“That’s cool, Yookie ah!” Yesung said clearly, seems happy with that.

 

I stared at Hae. He was smiling because of them, but suddenly he caught me staring at him and then he smiled. “What is it, Hyukkie?”

 

I gasped, but then trying to quickly got myself back. “N-nope. I.. I wanna go to toilet now.” I said, feeling uneasy and then left him as soon as i can. I’m to embarassed... what happened to me?

 

I think I’m definitely in love with him… so I have to calm myself when I near to him..

 

 

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DONGHAE POV

 

 

“was your life in Europe fun, hyung?” Kyuhyun asked Shindong hyung.

 

We—Rox without Kangin & Leeteuk hyung and Siwon were at Shindong hyung house’s living room now, in other words, we’re at Hyukkie’s too. But.. where’s he?

 

“yah, it’s boring… I still can’t adapt well. People there are nice… but...” he sighed. “I prefer here in Korea… if only I’m not sick…”

 

“hey… that’s fine, hyung. You’ll recover soon and you’ll come back to stay here in Korea again. Don’t worry.” Sungmin said. Shindong hyung’s smiling by his words.

 

Somehow, Shindong hyung doesn’t looks like someone that have a sickness inside, because he looks so healthy. I feel sad for Hyukkie, he really love Shindong hyung but they’re separated. Why? I wonder…

 

After half an hour, we’re chatting happily. But I didn’t see Hyukkie joining us, is he sick? Maybe he just tired..

 

“omo, it’s getting late. Should we go home, Hannie?” Heechul hyung then said after stare at his watch.

 

“oh, yes.” Hankyung hyung said while staring at me. “I think we should…?”

 

“umm, ne, Shindong hyung, I really feel thankful for today’s dinner.” I said while stood up. “it’s getting late and I think we should go home now…”

 

I looked around, waiting for Hyukkie to come. But maybe he’s asleep already in his room. I shouldn’t bother him.

 

Heechul hyung and the others are walking outside, heading to my house but I’m still inside Shindong hyung’s, when suddenly he pulled me slowly.

 

“eh? What is it, hyung?”

 

He stared at the others in front of us, seems like they didn’t realize that I’m still behind. “you come tomorrow, right?”

 

“ne, hyung. I will.”

 

He just nodded understandingly after listen to my answer. “that’s good, then. I have to talk to you about something.”

 

I raised my brows. “eh? What is it about?”

 

He just slapped my shoulder. “yah, just see you tomorrow. I don’t want you to sleepless tonight since this is maybe makes you think about it all night long.” He said with grin. I just blinked then sighed.

 

“okay…”

 

Yeah, now I wonder what is it.

 

 

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HYUKJAE POV

 

 

I stared at my room’s ceiling. My head is repeating something.

 

“What is it, hyung?”

 

“you come tomorrow, right?”

 

“ne, I will.”

 

“that’s good, then. I have to talk to you about something.”

 

Something… something… what the hell is Shindong hyung’s mean?? I really don’t understand. And by think about that I’m getting afraid. Is he know that we just play a role?

 

Ah, about that conversation… I just remembered that I was actually want to see Hae before he leave, but then I heard that… it makes me afraid to show myself. Aisshh! I honestly really missed him, don’t know why.. and I feel regret because of I didn’t comeback earlier after went to the toilet… stupid you, Hyukkie! Stup—

 

My phone vibrated.

 

Aisshh! Who’s on earth that messaging me in this middle of night??

 

But then my heartbeat stopped.

 

 

‘hey. Are u sick? Why you didn’t show up? If need something, text/call me. take care monkey –Donghae ‘

 

 

My hand is frozen and I can’t do anything. he text me… he text me! this is already late night but he still wake up and text me… can I conclude that he was concerned about me? damn, this is what I called happiness. But in the same time I felt suffered, knowing that he didn’t feel the same way like I do. That’s hurt the most..

 

I pressed ‘Reply’ button, but I was so damn confused what to reply. But finally I typed something.

 

 

‘stupid, I’m ur master –eunhyuk’

 

 

ah, it’s me who stupid!! Why oh why I didn’t let him called me anything he want, because I think every name he used to call me is special… that’s why I don’t like him called me Hyukjae.

 

Will he reply— omo. My phone vibrated again. He’s so quick…

 

 

‘k mianhae master, u still awake? –Donghae ‘

 

 

Damn… he’s cute…

 

‘ne I’m still awake and I’m fine, ‘ i paused typing, because I really don’t know what to type. Think, Hyukkie think! Maybe he’s waiting for your reply…

 

 

‘don’t worry. I felt much better after read ur messg. Keke –eunhyuk ‘

 

 

Sent.

 

 

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NO ONE POV

 

“Hyuk ah!!” Xiah called Eunhyuk from a distance. He was in front of Eunhyuk’s house now, calling Eunhyuk who’s sitting in front of his house.

 

“mwoya? Ah, you came.” Eunhyuk murmured after he saw Xiah. Behind him, there’s Onew, smiling at him. Then they both entered Eunhyuk’s garden through the gate and walk towards Eunhyuk.

 

“Where’s he, hyung?” Onew asked.

 

Eunhyuk raised his brows. “he? Who’s he?”

 

“Shindong hyung.”

 

“oh, he’s still in kitchen with… Ryeowook. You know him right?”

 

Onew smiled. “yeah, I know. He’s cook master in Rox. Is he cooking with Shindong hyung? That’s really awesome..” he said, happily. “I can’t wait to eat what they cook. Do they cook chicken?”

 

Eunhyuk rolled his eyes. “just see for yourself later. C’mon in and have fun.. but I’ll just sat here.”

 

“who are you waiting for?” Xiah asked with a grin.

 

“who do you think?”

 

Xiah chuckled, while following Onew who’s readying himself to coming inside Eunhyuk’s house. “that handsome leader, of course.” He said, then hurriedly coming inside.

 

“yah!! Stop it!” Euhyuk yelled before he could slapped Xiah, but then he blushed.

 

He’s waiting Donghae for sure…

 

 

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HYUKJAE POV

 

 

“aissh, it’s already late…” I stared at my watch, and realizing that almost all of the Fox except the always-late couple—TaeMinho, and half of Rox are coming already.

 

Now, where’s Hae? he said he’ll come..

 

“still waiting, huh?” suddenly I heard a voice behind. It’s Xiah, of course.

 

“it’s none of your business!” I said in not friendly tone. He disturb me! and makes me worried more about Hae…

 

Then I heard he chuckled. “he’ll come, I think. He’s so kind anyway. Why don’t you confess it to him? Maybe he—“

 

Suddenly his sentence’s interrupted. When I turn at him, he was staring at the gate, then pointing that direction. “it’s him,”

 

I quickly throw my glance to where he pointed, and I saw my servant—my crush—my fake boyfriend—Donghae was standing in front of the gate. His face looks uneasy. I ran to him.

 

“why… Yah! What took you so long?” I yelled, trying to not sounded like I really really waiting him, but maybe it’s failed.

 

He stared at me. “terribly sorry, master. I was…” he paused his sentence, looks thinking hard. I sighed. “whatever. come on in, Hae.. you’re late already.” I said then turned, walking towards my house building.

 

But suddenly, he grabbed my hand while walking. This is surely make my heart jumps so high and makes me turned to him.

 

He just raised his brows cutely. “what is it? Doesn’t it normal?”

 

I’m speechless.

 

“yah, you two! Come on…” Xiah yelled from distance, making both of us looked at him and then we both going inside. Yeah, with hand still coupled.

 

“omo… Hae~ you’re just coming?? You surely makes your love one wait!” I heard Heechul hyung, who’s always sitting beside Hankyung hyung said to Hae.

 

I stared at him to looked at his expression because of hearing that, but he just show his little shyly smile and muttered something that I was sure it was like ‘Mianhae’. But he’s so cute and look embarrassed.. aissh. I better stop staring at him.

 

“um, is Shindong hyung still cooking?” I asked everyone there who’re busy chit-chat thing.

 

“yeah, Yookie’s with him too.” Yesung said.

 

“just wait then, can we sit, um…” Hae said, pause his sentence by staring at me but then looks away… I don’t know, he show undescribable expression since I can’t see him so clearly either.

 

“hmph, just sit then, Hae. why are you like—“

 

Suddenly, something’s hit me from the back, it pushed me , and I about to fall. Oh, no, aaaaa!!!

 

 

…eh? I didn’t landed on the ground. I still perfectly standing. Okay not perfectly. My body’s only leaning to something in super not perfect position. But I was holding to something warm—OMO!!!!

 

I am in freaking Hae’s embrace.

 

 

Omo.

 

 

Can’t move.

 

 

“wow! This couple… so aggressive, Hyuk ah!” I heard voice behind me. But I can’t argued. We’re in the position of almost hugging.

 

I realize his right hand on my waist. I unconsciously pushed him until he hit the wall, maybe that’s why we didn’t fall.

 

“Hyukkie,” I heard a whisper. I looked up. YEAH, IT’S HAE. His face is only an inch from mine.

 

My face’s practically blushed.

 

“H-hae…”

 

He leaned closer.

 

 

Oh, no. he’s going to kiss me.

Oh, no.

 

Oh yes.

 

AAAH!

 

 

He caressed my cheek, still in uncomfortable position.

 

“are you okay?”

 

He asked, still whispering.

 

Damn.

 

I just nodded, then he smiled. “not hurt?”

 

“n-n-no,”

 

He then helped me standing perfectly and messed my hair. ugh, I thought he’s gonna kiss… eh, KISS? What are you thinking about, monkey!! ert!

 

After he release his hand from my hand, I turned back to my consciousness. “a-are you okay? Is it hurt?” I asked. I pushed him to the wall, right? Maybe his back is hurt.

 

But he just smile a little and going to sit, “no, I’m fine.”

 

And I sat beside him, while listening to the other chatting. Ugh, my heart is still beating so hard…

 

Not long from that, I saw Shindong hyung coming with smile on his face, then recognize us. “hi, everyone~!” he said cheerfully.

 

“Ah, hi hyung!” everyone chorused, making Shindong hyung smiling.

 

“Shindong hyung!” Onew greeted him happily. “Did you cookchicken?”

 

“hyung,” Kibum cut that unimportant question and walking to him then give him a hug. “we’ll miss you so much, you know…”

 

“heey, hey…” I interrupted. “this party is just about to began, don’t say that yet!” I said, then both of them just chuckled.

 

“yah, okay everyone! Let’s do barbeque outside~!” Shindong hyung yelled, making all of everyone in the room, except me and Hae, cheered then started to leave the living room and headed to the backyard of my house.

 

Ahh, he really knew how to makes guests happy.

 

And now we—me and Hae—just sitting awkwardly in silence and just staring at nowhere.

 

“eh, um.. master? Why won’t you join them?” he asked, starting to break this creepy silence.

 

“ah… nope, I’ll join them later. Why won’t you?”

 

He stared at me. “of course not, I’m your servant.” He said, making me speechless again when I’ve found my confidence.

 

“w-when Shindong hyung’s around, you’re.. you’re not, you know.” I said.

 

But he just smiled. “if so, I won’t join them too. Because you’re more precious than that. You’re my lover.”

 

I spontaneously stood up and blushed. “a-ah, right t-then… s-suddenly I want to join them….” I said uncontrollably then walked to the others. But then, suddenly Shindong hyung came and I almost scream in shock.

 

“hey! Take it easy… why’re you?” Shindong hyung asked, looks confused.

 

“no-nothing.” I said then looked at Hae. he looks confused too, but then he stare at Shindong hyung.

 

“okay… you better join them,” Shindong hyung pointed at the others at the backyard. “if you’re not hurry, they’ll eat everything and you won’t get any. Heh.”

 

I nodded. Then turned to Hae. “um, I’ll go now.”

 

“yeah, yeah. Just go then. I want to talk with Donghae first.” Shindong hyung muttered while push me towards the backyard.

 

My heart stopped. What? What will Shindong hyung talk about? Omg….

 

“okay, I’ll join you later, Hyukkie.” I heard Hae said behind me.

 

I just can’t speak anymore, then I just go to backyard with mind full of worries.

 

 

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DONGHAE POV

 

 

“Hae ah,” I heard Shindong hyung called me after seeing Hyukkie’s went to the backyard.

 

“ne, hyung?”

 

Then he sat beside me, his face’s so serious. I wonder what he wants to talk about?

 

“yah, like what I’ve said yesterday, I want to talk about something to you. Ahem, just… be honest to me, okay?” he said.

 

Oh, don’t say that he’ve already know about this role? I thought I act well… but I don’t think I have to act.. because… aisshh, never mind.

 

I just nodded.

 

Then he inhaled, “okay. Just to the point. I don’t like wasting time.” He said clearly. “do you like, um, I mean, do you really love, my brother—Eunhyuk?”

 

I gasped. I thought he knew about this role…

 

“of-of course, hyung. Of course.” I said. I don’t know why, I didn’t feel like lying. But!! It doesn’t mean I really love him, right? At least that’s what I hope…

 

He raised his brows. “really?”

 

I nodded clearly, making him understand. “I love Hyukkie so much.” Damn, I think I was blushed after I said that. What goes into me?

 

He smiled, then tapped my shoulder. “then, you have to promise me something.”

 

I stared at him. “what is it, hyung?”

 

“will you make a promise to me?” he asked. “You’re the one that I can only trust.”

 

His sentence touch my heart. Without thinking, I smile then nodded. “leave it to me.”

 

“okay. You have to promise… you’ll protect and taking care of my brother when I’m not here. Whenever and whatever he do, you have to keep an eye of him. It’s not really that hard, right? Since you’re his boyfriend, and he’ll be happy if you’re beside him too.”

 

I fall silent. In my mind, it’s really not hard. But in other case, I mean, in reality, I wasn’t his boyfriend but his servant. And I felt…. I really like it when I can protect him. I don’t know why.

 

 

And! Suddenly I remember about earlier time when he fall and pushed me! Gosh! I was so shocked but thank God I managed to hold him to prevent him for falling. and his face is so close to mine… ugh…

 

“hey, Hae?”

 

I gasped. “a-ah, ne, hyung. O-okay. I—“

 

“what’s on your mind?”

 

“no, nothing,” I shook my head. But maybe he thought that I was confused because I can’t fulfill the promise.

 

He sighed. “peoples change a lot, right? You never been this nervous before. Or… is it because we’re talking about someone you love?” he grinned a little.

 

I just smiled. I don’t know, am I nervous?

 

“hyung…”

 

“yeah?”

 

“I’m sorry.”

 

He stared at me. “you… you can’t?”

 

“no! I mean.. not that…” I said, trying to makes everything clear. “I was… I was….” Ugh, why so hard to say?

 

“Was what?”

 

“I love Hyukkie, hyung.”

 

“Eh?”

 

I gasped. “No! I didn’t mean to say that… What I want to say is.. I was… me and Hyukkie… we’re not.”

 

Babo, babo me! what the hell I was thinking… Shindong hyung was right… I never been this nervous before. And why the hell I said that I love Hyukkie with no reason? I better told him the truth… maybe he’ll understand. Perhaps Hyukkie didn’t like this condition too, right?

 

“You’re not what?”

 

“I mean, um… we’re not a lover.”

 

His eyes widened. “What do you mean? I saw you two. You two are loves each other and I can see it. It’s from your eyes, you know?”

 

Was he right? No, it can’t be. It’s all an act. Nobody could act that perfect.

 

“n-no, but… it’s—it’s true.”

 

I don’t know what to say, it’s so hard for my tongue to make him understand.

 

He chuckled. “So, you’re just acting? Both of you?” he asked, then I nodded to make him sure.

 

But then, he shook his head. “You’re not. I can see it. Even if, you’re right, you both didn’t really lovers, so what did I see? In your eyes, and his eyes, I can see love.” Then he smiled. “now I understand, so you guys are not dating eh?”

 

I just nodded, but still don’t understand what he means. I don’t understand the part when he said in my eyes and Hyukkie’s he can see love. Did he mean I love Hyukkie… for real, and Hyukkie loves me too? Nah, that’s impossible.

 

“I—I still don’t get it—“

 

“no, no, no... you’ll someday understand it. Just now... I need something to make me feel happy, but that only thing is...” he inhaled. “do you want to fulfill the promise?”

 

I blinked. Oh, of course I didn’t forget that promise.

 

 

“I just—

 

 

I will.”

 

 

 

Believe me, I didn’t even think twice to answered that.

 

 

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[A/N]: i'm sorry for the (half) hugging scene... it's not perfect! XD actually i planned to not making the scene at all but yah, i made it anyway.

i still have so many homeworks to do. TT_TT god!

anyway, i planned to post another one today. XD 

 

@mrslee19: kyahaha the hug is not perfect~ promise to make another but... maybe not next chap XD

@DredhezRei: hohoho u like strawberry? XDD aaaa me want that!! kkk i love kyu's pov too~

@vulyhsif: that!! hugging scene...right? XD *runs*

@xoHEARTx @SuperEunAe: yeah... blame Hae for being such in super denial xDxD

@kikiiovesmusic10: omg u love chemistry? chemistry, subject?? i think you have to help me with this homeworks... XDD