I never imagined myself loving someone so much with all of my heart that I didn't prepare myself for losing him.
That day when I lost him, it felt nonstalic. As if it's not real and that I landed in a nightmare, a bad dream.
Hours passed and they told me he would never come back to me. Never as in Never.

I cried a lot, realizing that I lost the person who I love the most.
Who I gave my heart and love too.
Who I thought I would have a future with.
It's crazy how one person who once was in your life make such a big difference when that person is no longer around.

I miss him with all my heart. Everyday. My parents and friends became worried over me. 
I became delusional that I saw him everywhere around me. 
His smile
His lovely deer like eyes
His gestures
His nose
Even his soft voice which I love to hear.

I had problems with myself and I needed to overcome myself. My parents who loves me so dearly send me to the psychopatic to have talk sessions but even so, it did not work.
Wherever my eyes landed, I saw his beautiful face that my parents don't know what to do with me and decided to move.

To move from the country I came fond of to my mother country; South Korea.

They thought, that maybe, my delusional state would become less.

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The characters:

Lee Yonnie 

- The lead girl in the story.

- 17 y/o.

[I will write a lot of her point of view].

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Lu Han

- The main guy in the story.

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Bi Shu Jin

- I will reveal more about him in the story.