I'm not expecting him to say that. I don't know what to react. Should I be happy? Scared? Should I say that I'm in love with him too? Or I should keep quiet?! Things like this run my mind.. Cold sweat bathe my body... I was in a Total Shock!! But then he speak up..

"It's okay if you can't repay my love for you.. I understand, I'm dead and you're alive.."He said teary eyed  I made a loud gulp  

"No! I-i like you too."I replied but I don't know if this is right

"You're just confused right now.. I know you just felt pity for me because of what happened in my past.. What you feel is not real. "He said

"I am me Hongbin. I know what I feel and I know what is right from wrong.."I replied back  

"Nah, you're just confused.."He said and walked out

"Can you just be a part of my life??"I ask and he stop from walking  

"I want to be your everything, but it's wrong.."He said and disappeared 

So that's it???? He can walk away whenever he wants.. I just like him. No, I love him. I know he's a ghost, but I don't care! He loves me and I love him back.. What's wrong? Is it because he is a ghost? Is that it??

I don't know what to think, I locked myself in my room. I don't want to eat, I just want to see him again. I want to clear things. I just lie down in my bed all day. Mom sometimes would knock on the door but I don't answer. I'm just full of loss now that he don't come here to see me. It's been days that I was in my room doing nothing..I Haven't eat a thing since that day... I'm getting hot but I don't feel anything.. But cold air filled the air. And I know it's him...I Haven't eat a thing since that day... I'm getting hot but I don't feel anything.. But cold air filled the air. And I know it's him...

"Hongbin? I know you're here somewhere.."I called out  And then I saw him with water in his right hand and something inside his left hand..  

"Why would you punish yourself like this?!"He said

"I just want you to be here with me."I said

"Are you insane?! You're doing this thing just because you want me to be here?!"He said I don't know, but I just cried myself out... I just want him to be here with me...  

"Ok. Shhh. I brought you water and medicine. Drink this, okay?? "He said then gave me what he brought  

"You still care for me..."I said with sobs 

"Just don't leave me okay??"I continued  

"I wont.. I'll be here with you.."He said  

"Thank you..."I replied

Since then he never left me. That's how he loves me. I kept telling him that love can't be forbidden by true lovers even if you're dead and I'm alive.. And I'm happy because he accepts it. All I did is to wait for him to ask me a question that I will absolutely say YES.. But thoughts stopped because he speaked up.

"It's been months since we became friends..."He said  

"Yeah! "I said  

"I know you like me and I like you too.."He said and face me  

"So?"I ask  

"Can we get this to the next level??"He ask

"Hmmmmmmm..."I said.Then he stood up that makes me stand up too. He knelt down and offer his hand while saying these:

"I know I'm dead and you're alive, but that doesn't mean that I can't love a girl like you. I can't feel hotness or coldness. But one thing is I'm sure about.. I feel love because of you. Wanda, will you be my alive girlfriend???"

As he said those words big thump I felt in my heart. And one word keeps on echoing in my mind and it's "yes".  

"Yes! Hongbin!"I shouted and hug him even it looks like I'm just hugging the air but I feel him  

"Really?! You said yes?!"He unbelievably said 

"Yes! I love you!"I shouted  

From that they on. He's getting more romantic than before. I know you think that it's dumb to love a ghost but this is my first time to feel love and it's because of him.. And as what others said that you have your true love at the age of 17. And I'm 17. So he is the one for me...

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So were here up the attic, Dating! We dated a lot of times but this is a formal date for us two. I wore my white dress and red heels. I look my best today.. And we went to the terrace inside the attic

"You know. I'm not mad to my parents when Dad killed me.."He said  

"Why? He killed you..."I replied  

"Because if they didn't killed me, maybe I'm not here with you.."He answered

I didn't replied anymore. It's just that. He never failed to make my heart thump every time he tells me how beautiful I was..  

"Here!"He said and gave me fresh picked flowers  

"Thanks!!"I replied back as I smell the flowers  

"I'm sorry if that's all I can only give to you.."He said

"No, you give me your heart.. That's enough.."I said  

I can see the smile in his face and we're deeply in love with each other.. Love is undefinable you can feel it anytime. With any person. It attacks you off gaurd. But being in love with this ghost, Hongbin. Makes me feel loved and treasured....