seohyun pov

what i have to say ? yes or no . kai is so nice and kind to me . did i have to say yes .

......

i walking alone to find where i want to going tonight .

suddenly i see a drunk guy . he looked at me .

i stop walking , and turn my body to run back at the park .

''hey miss ~ where you want to going ?'' i want to run .

suddenly a guy grab my hand .

''Let me go !!'' i kick his leg .

but he still not let my hand go .

''yah miss , i already treat you nice but why you kick my leg . you make me angry at you ,you know . ''

''you have a pretty face ...'' he touch my hair .

suddenly that guy silent, i don't hear he voice .

i turn to look at him but that guy already disappear .

what i can see is........ Luhan ?

is that him .

he looked at me with his hand in he pocket .

he walk past me , he act like nothing happen .

''wait ,where that guy ?'' 

i walk beside him .

''i don't know .''

''oh ,okay . thank you for helping me .bye .'' i walk past him .

suddenly he hold my hand .

i looked at him .

''i already think about it , that i can't let you go .''

''what do you mean ?'' i looked at him with a weird face.

''starting all over again .'' 

''stop that .''

he looked at me .

''stop what ?''

''to starting all over again , stop thinking about it . i don't want to. i already happy with my life now .''

''happy ? without anything .''

''seohyunaa , please . yes i know i already hurt you so much but please forgive me . Lincoln need us to take care of him . ''

''you have to married with suzy ! after you marry with she , i promise you will be happy with she than me . you don't need me in your life .''

''no ! i need you in my life ! ''

''Luhan , just let me go . please ~''

''it's just hard to let someone go , you know ?''

he let my hand go slowly .

he leave me .

my brain tell me it will be better to just let him go , but my heart ..... ''i still need you .'' 

.....

-Luhan pov-

she don't need me in her life . maybe she already forget about me .

or maybe she already hate me .

when you try your best , but you don't succeed .it make you upset .

''seohyun , you're the one person , i could never let go of .''

i going home .

''oh Luhan , where you going ?'' taeyeon noona ask me .

''somewhere.''

''hyung , suzy already leave .'' sehun say .

i go upstair . i want to sleep . i'm so tired .

-suzy pov-

i lie down on my bed .

why you do this to me oppa !

(flashback)

when i want to leave from Luhan oppa house .

''i want to meet you .'' Luhan whisper in my ear .

i go to see him outside the house .

''why oppa ?''

''promise me if i said this , you don't cry .''

''huh? why i have to crying ?'' i giggle .

''suzy , i want to cancel our marriage .''

''what ?! oppa we will married next week ! why you like this !!?''

i hit Luhan oppa arm .

''because i still love seohyun . oppa so sorry to you . i know you all this time ,want to make me hate seohyun but i think i still need she in my life .''

i leave the house .

i crying in front the house gate .

why you don't love me oppa ? how i can make you love me ... 

suddenly sehun sit beside me in front the house gate.

''are you okay ?'' 

''do i look like i'm happy ?''

i wipe my tears.

''you , who tell Luhan oppa about what i do to seohyun right ?''

''hmm , you right .'' he looked at me with a innocent face .

''why sehun ?! you already know right that i love Luhan oppa , but why you have to do this !''

''because i want seohyun noona to be happy . Luhan hyung already hurt she so much .''

''but i'm your friend ! not just friend , but we are a bestfriend ! i know you when we still kid .''

''just stop already . be nice to seohyun noona .'' 

 he touch my forehead to calm me .

''did you know how i feel when when you say that you like my hyung ?''

''what do you mean ?''

''i like you .''

''wh-at...what di-d you say ? you..like me ?''

''yes . but you never see me . i'm so stupid right ? waiting for someone who not see me .''

''sehun ~ i'm so sorry . ''

''no ,i'm okay . yah , go home ! your mom will worry about you .'' he already stand up and want to enter inside the house .

i grab he hands . he turn look at me. i hug sehun and kiss his cheek before i go to my car .

......

-seohyun pov-

i sleep at hyemi house . i still thinking about Luhan and kai .

(flashback)

''i want you to be my side . will you marry me ?'' kai looked at me

''hmm, i'm so happy that you always help me when something happen to me , thank you so much ,but i'm so sorry kai . i can't . at this time i just want to forget all about my bad memory , i don't need someone in my life but you can be my bestfriend .''

''hmm , okay . i don't want to force you to marry with me . '' 

End flashback 

kai is so nice to me . i think he will meet the kind and nice girl than me .

about Luhan , hmm ,i think i have to forget about it .

''seohyunaa , just forget about it and sleep .'' hyemi who lie beside me say .

''hmm ..'' 

''let's go to shopping tomorrow .''

''okay .'' 

(morning)

i go to shopping with hyemi .

suddenly i see sehun with his mom .

i want to go so they can see me but when i want to walk 

''seohyun noona !! ''

i turn .

''yes !!'' i pretend like i happy meet with them .

''you here with ?'' Luhan mom look around 

''with hyemi .''

''seohyun noona , i want to talk to you .''

''oh , okay . '''

....

''noona , actually Luhan hyung already cancel he marriage with suzy .''

''what ?! why ?''

''because he know that i like suzy , so he tell me that he will let suzy go for me and he want noona be his wife .''

''really ? but why he divorve me ?''

''actually after he marry with noona , we have to study at London and stay at there about 10 years because our parent work at there.he don't want to make noona sad and waiting for him , he had to let you go .hyung still love you noona . ''

suddenly ,

''sehun ! ''

i turn , Luhan look at us with a weird face . i try to smile at him but he look away . maybe he still upset .

''let's go we going home .'' he walk past me .

''oppaa !! '' suzy here too .

he talk with Luhan and sehun . i just look at them .

better i leave them . i walk suddenly i bump into someone .

a guy .

''yah ! you don't have a eyes to see ?!'' he yell at me .

and push me until i fell . everyone look at me.

''excuse me , can you treat a girl with nicely.'' Luhan help me stand up . 

''who are you to tell me that ?! huh! ''   

Luhan smirk and punch that guy .

that guy fall on the floor . Luhan looked at me .

''hold my hand now .'' he stretched out his hand to me and smirk .

ahh melting ~

i hold he hand .

''yah !!'' that guy want to stand up .

Luhan kick her , i kick he belly.

we run together . that guy and his friend chase us .

we run around the mall.

we enter inside the one room .

the room was very cramped . i can feel he breathe . 

suddenly his face start to move closer to me , closer and closer .

i don't know what to do , my heart beat fast.

i close my eyes......