'' Yobo?, wake up,jagi..its noon already..,'' Silence.

''Yobo??.. since when you become such a heavy sleeper... ,'' He chuckled remembering last night activity that makes him instantly blushed , gently caressing the younger's cheek.As their bare skin touched,he frowned  and his heart skipped a beat.FROZEN

''Yobo?? Daedae ?? Love?? ,'' Tears starts to form from the corner of his eyes,slowly drifted down to his cheek and finalize to his bare chest.He raised his palm and cupped his lover's now freezing face. He lowered his face and connect  their foreheads together.

~ LAST NIGHT FLASHBACK~

im not an amazing guy instead im just a guy with thousands of flaw,

A drug addict, a drunker, a mob , the authorities prior enemy,

I am not hoping for anything , let alone in believing the miracle,

but the moment when even my family turns their backs from me,

this one person tighting his grasp on me,pouring me his love,soothing me in my hard time,

he cheered my day and treat me like im a human not a trash,he claim he's a friend but i knew he lied,

He's an angel,a miracle.

And today, im going to enter a paradise we promise together,

today,im going to marry him,Kang Daesung,

i promise to give my best to him,to be with him through thick or thin,

to love him like no others and finally,

to dedicate all my life for him.

''And do you Choi Seunghyun ,willing to take this man, Kang Daesung as your husband ?,'' Youngbae was trying his best to utter his speech between his sob.Seeing his two bestfriend struggle the hardest to claim this stage make even him,the official mob broke into tears over joy.

''i do,....more than everything,'' His eyes never leave Daesung and as soon as Youngbae said he may kiss him,he lowered his body to his knee,taking the hands of the man in the wheelchair and brought them to his lips.He kiss those hands before he reached to devour  Daesung's lips.The audiences loudly clapping but in the couple's eyes they were in heaven with only the two of them and nothing could separate them anymore.

After the vow was uttered,the bond was sealed,the couple passed through the crowds that congratulate them all the way.There is nothing could be more facsinating than this day Seunghyun thought.He couldnt ask more than having his dream marriage with the person he loved to the bottom of his heart,the person who he had fight for with every single strength and things he had,the only person that can make him live his life to the fullest and how lucky he was to have him,the angel as his own,his husband. 

They was laying on their king-sized bed,looking at each other's eyes,exchanging meaningful love words without voice,mesmerizing each other without the physical compliment.Seunghyun collect the others tiny fingers in his hand ,pecking them again.

''Hyung..,''Daesung  brought his fingers to caress the handsome face of his husband .

''Hhmmm..,'' Seunghyun shuddered under the gentle touch and wonder how the  slight touch still badly affect him after years of being together with continuos gesture.He closed his eyes,consuming the warmth radiated from the hand that form a perfect comfort for him.

'' Can you promise me something?,'' Daesung still kept his smile, the smile that enough to shake Seunghyun stone heart before.The smile that had funnily soften his gangster heart to fall in love to a cute innocent florist.

''Anything..,'' Seunghyun moved closer to the point the tip of their nose connected and they can breathe the same air.He like the distance.He likes being close to the man ,to be able to touch him and kiss him.

''Promise me if today is my last day,tomorrow you are gonna move on ,'' Seunghyun stiffend  under the sudden question.He aware of the fact that Daesung's leukimea is in the final stage and even the doctor told him to be ready over any circumstance.He know so well, that it hurts.He know so well that he want to enjoy the every single day left to be with the boy,so that he wont feel any regrets when the final day comes.He know so well that he wont be able to live after the final day anymore and he know so well that he swear to give everything he had for the boy.

''i...i..will,'' He refused to let the tears leaks from his eyes,he needs to be strong, at least he need to look strong.Daesung shouldnt know its a lie.

''Then if i die tonight,i know i am the happiest human ever be...thank you, Seunghyun,thank you for everything..,''Daesung cupped the older's face in his hands, grasping them close to his chest, calming his own erratic heart syllable. He wants the man to know that its aitnt even easy for him too,that he himself is in his own verge of breaking down,and to his most terrifying thought is he gonna leave the delicate man alone.

A moment passed by,and without they knows,they had silently cried in each others arm.They didnt even recall the time they stop crying and get back to each other.Passing back their smile.

''Seunghyun,i want to be your true husband ...im ready..,'' Daesung muttered in his lowest voice with the obvious red cheek.Seunghyun was amazed by the request and blushed by the same time.Seunghyun brought his hand to the hair strand that covering Daesung's eyes and kiss him on the lips.

'' If its gonna make you hurt,i am not gonna go with it, i want u not your body..,'' Seunghyun knows what happen if they have , Daesung was beautiful, y and so intoxicating,it turns him on even when he only glance at his body,he's gonna lose his mind over the boy,he couldnt control himself.The boy is delicate and his thinning body due to his disease make him look so fragile ,he could afford to hold himself but he couldnt afford to hurt the boy, not even a single scratch.

'' Am i not interesting anymore ? i know im not in my best shape but im trying to appear the best i can..im so sorry, Seunghyun..im sorry,'' His heart wrenched over Daesung honest confession . He knows how painful it would be for the boy to said those things and he was so angry with himself.He rushed to catch the boy's lips, to take all the pain ,kissing the newly form tears away.

''Dont u dare saying that ,Jagi..you are the most beautiful gift God had ever create for me , no matter how best your shape are, no matter what cloths you wear,no matter when u smile or u cry,no matter when u sick or not..please dont say that..,'' Daesung was flattered in disbelived. 

'' Seunghyun,i want to give u everything i had before i go, dont u worry about me,i'll be fine...,'' Seunghyun couldnt take it anymore.He refuse to hear anything about the final day.He was so damn afraid of the moment.He muttered ' thank you ' to his husband and crashed their lips together.He began undressing both of them and slip himself between Daesung's parted leg.He was doing it so tender and full of love.That night they make love like nothing is between them,like no tomorrow,like this is their last time.Its about time when they done and Daesung drifted to sleep.Seunghyun took the remaining strength to clean both of them and adoring his husband beauty before he finally joined him to sleep.

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Tuutt..tuuutt..

Youngbae: yoo. suupp..newlyweds..how ur night? haha...amazing..i guess...

Seunghyun:.........

Youngbae:..hey..are u okay?..what going on?

Seunghyun : Daesung...

Youngbae : ya..whats wrong with my little cotton candy?

Seunghyun:.....He 's gone...forever..

Youngbae :..........

Youngbae : what do u mean , he's gone ? where is my little brother?

Seunghyun : He's gone....

Youngbae : ........................(  a broken tears could be heard at the back, continued with Youngbae yelling..)

Seunghyun : ...i..i..miss.. him..

Seunghyun: i think i will go with him...

Youngbae : Hyung..dont do anything stupid..im coming to get u now...

Seunghyun : I am sorry ,Bae,I am sorry Dae...(  sounds of a chair drop and a long silent as the phone crashed to the ground).